At the very end, we were nothing but ghosts: pale silhouettes painted in violence.
The blog is mostly dedicated to the appreciation of Rolan BG3 ¯\_(ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯. Gifs and writing. And Nimriel, of course, my drow OC you see plastered all over here :3 I also love wallowing in my misery from time to time, so, be warned! (,Ծ_Ծ,)
♥ All my gifs and pictures -> #wasteful sam stuff
♥ All my writing -> #wasteful sam fic
♥ Modded Rolans (aka Rolanverse): -> #Cambion Rolan, #Rolan the Miresworn, #Flower Knight Rolan, #Master Rolan (featuring @alrendriablaze amazing smutfic based on him :3)
♥ All Nimriel-related -> #OC: Nimriel
♥ Nimriel x Rolan -> #Thunder Valkyrie (I will expand it one day, I swear)
♥ How I recreate Rolan, Zevlor, and Dammon in BG3
♥ Nimriel masterpost - main information about my OC
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♥ Worthy - my main ongoing long fic (3rd person, multiple POVs). Rolan/female drow Tav named Nimriel + developing Dammon/Karlach relationships and some other winks at potential ships.
It's a slow-burn story with mutual pining, angst, and eventual smut. It covers the events of all three acts, mostly from Rolan's point of view, and expands on his character, giving him more agency. The same goes for some companions/minor characters.
The story can be found on AO3 or, if you prefer reading on Tumblr under the #the Worthy fic.
Wordcount: 76k+, ongoing
♥ Blades and hearts laid bare [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan x Nimriel, rough sex, cunnilingus, Rolan is confident and dominant AF, ass slapping (a lot), dirty talk).
After a close call in battle, Rolan and Nimriel have to confront the insatiable lust they have for each other. The lovers go through a full circle of emotions: anger, regret, passion, and devotion. Hiding feelings in plain sight, they succumb to each other, knowing that tomorrow may never come.
This fic is a part of the “Worthy” cannon, but can be read separately :3 Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 5,8k, finished
♥ That day, I died with him - horror (1st and 3rd person, Rolan's POW, body horror, psychological horror, blood and violence, angst, major character death).
The fic starts with the entry of Rolan's diary, where he recounts how he killed Lorroakan. The notes quickly reveal that Rolan struggles with piled-up mental issues caused by the events of the past and rapidly approaches the breaking point.
The fic is an entry to the Miresworn AU - a longfic I am slowly starting to work on. I have been consumed by the idea of writing a dark Rolan fic for a while now. A universe where Cal and Lia die in Shadow-Cursed Lands, and Rolan looks for ways to resurrect them. In his pursuit, he begins using Thay's Necromancy. As it slowly corrupts him, Rolan loses his grasp on reality and allies with Ascended Astarion to control Baldur’s Gate from the shadows and have full access to all its resources. The snippet of the story you’ve read takes place two years after the final battle.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 1,3k, finished, a part of the ongoing series.
♥ Only the moon bore witness to his yearning [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan's POV in chapter 1, double POVs in subsequent chapters).
Overtaken by his desperate longing for Tav, Rolan has no choice but to pleasure himself, letting his desires take complete control. In the following chapter, the dumbass gets caught by Tav, and the porn scenario ensues. ┐(︶▽︶)┌ Chapter 3 - soon, hopefully. 🥴
Read on AO3 or Tumblr: ch. 1, ch. 2
Wordcount: 4k+, ongoing
♥ Be as greedy as you want [18+] - smut. It is the reimagining of the "Don't be greedy" cutscene if BG3 was a full-on porn game T_T.
Basically, Rolan/f!Tav, shameless smut, 99% porn/1% plot, spontaneous drunk sex, groping, taunting, not-so-dirty dirty talk, confident Rolan gets what he fucking deserves, and all the good stuff. 👌
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 2,4k, finished
♥ The Master and his glove [18+] - short smut about Master Rolan. What can I say, I love writing Rolan masturbation scenes. (¬_¬”) But here's a twist: he does it with his leather glove. (꒪▿꒪)
Solo masturbation, a short and sweet fic. :3
Read on Tumblr
Wordcount: 720, finished
♥ Masks left behind - short, pure romance (??? inconceivable!). Rolan/f!Tav, post-canon, romantic fluff, double POV.
Two years have passed after the final battle for Baldur's Gate, and the new Master of Ramazith's Tower is invited to the Moonlight Masquerade celebration. At first glance, it seems that Rolan now has it all, earning the respect he deserves among the citizens and a peaceful life with his siblings. But tonight, a chance meeting makes him dare to dream beyond that. He yearns to give his heart to the woman he secretly adored all these years.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 3,191, finished
♥ A debt paid in lust [18+] - smut (3rd person, double POV). It is a shameless hatefucking. Rolan/female tiefling DU Vexis.
A short, one-chapter story. A quickie, one might say, to clench the urges. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و My first smut ever, so, yeah...
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Just a very small mod. It adds a some different blindfolds and heart-shaped eyepatches for your character.
Compatible with: Elves / Drow / Half-Elves, Tieflings, Humans, Githyanki, Half-Orcs (all body types)
Most items are dyeable, and you can change their equipment slot using the “Slots” mod if you want.
The mod is available on my Patreon (free tier). I’m sorry it requires a free subscription — these are the current rules for publishing my mods.
I hope you’ll find these little accessories useful 🤍
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How did you come up with your BG3 AUs for your Tavs?
And what do you like more? Your standard BG3 timeline of your Tavs? Or your new AUs?
(While you're at it, why not show a few new VPs or GIFs of it? 😉)
Ooooh, Saulus enters the chat! (Jkjk) But I was so stoked to see you send this ASK over. To be completely honest, a lot of the AUs @thecampjuicebox and I have begun really just happened over Discord chat via silly little discussions. I suppose you could say it all started with a random comment made under one of my Sion posts where I changed his hairstyle to match what it becomes later in the original BG3 universe and joked that he reminded me of some surfer–but then I just had to be extra as always and throw out other random ideas:
But what if he also sold drugs? What if he had an Australia accent? What if he was also a conservationalist?
From there, Shae and I just continued having more conversations, throwing our blorbos into other random worlds. We already have fifteen–yes, you read that right–FIFTEEN RP channels going. So why not be crazy with it and add on some more? I think my favorite part about that is if creativity doesn't spark for one RP channel, there are endless possibilities that motivate a response for another, if not our li'l random OC discussion channel where we just share random images, songs, inspirational things that remind us of these characters.
I cannot stress enough how difficult it is to answer whether I like the standard vs. AU versions of our blorbos. I think I like both equally, and some more than others during different cycles. Sometimes I'm feeling like modern writing, other times I want to dig back into fantasy territory. Lately, the idea of an 1800s Midwestern setting is sounding pretty fun. My favorite switches up the same way my cravings for different foods change. Sometimes I want chocolate ice cream, and sometimes I want an orange Creamsicle. Neither is better than the other; it's simply that I acquire a taste for them more on different days.
I don't have very much new content to share as far as photos and GIFs go because, unfortunately, my laptop is not made to run BG3, and yet I kind of force it to anyway. Now that the weather is 90° here, it is almost impossible to get much of anything going on it without the game freezing anywhere from 15 to 30 minutes at a time before I can even snap a photo in the photomode. I have been trying to break up sharing any images I do manage to take for the purpose of having some form of content, but that has been so difficult lately.
Here are a couple more pics that I've withheld from posting, special just for you!
More College AU Eryndor playing with modern-ish looking fits:
And some Midwestern AU, sinful Father Azalaïs:
♡ I sincerely hope this answered all of your questions and was a fun enough read!
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"They keep sayin' that I ain't nothing like my father But I'm the furthest thing from choir boys and altars If you cross me I'm just like my father I am colder than Titanic water" - Beyoncé
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"Astarion had never fostered even a shred of hope of finding someone like her. Of love like this. And he was well aware how often it eluded him, just how lucky he really was. To not only truly, perilously love someone, but to be loved like that in return. With blood on his teeth, no keys to his heart, and pitfalls hiding behind the doors of his mind." — Above Them All
Thank youuu for the tags dearests @optimisticgrey, @deianestormborn & @the-shadowfell-darkroom 💜
These are ✨ fashionably late ✨ 😎 As I used Figma for these moodboards to make them pretty enough! (Trying to see how I like it for design since the design team uses it at work!)
Just Maeve, Indira and Zallia for this one:
gentle, no pressure, tagging you lovely people! 💜 (please tag me in a comment if you've already done this!) @wasteful-sam, @cursed-nyxan, @bhaal-battle-beer-bard, @arlynx, @elandra-beltharys, @valannamizarym, @thesanguinesonnet, @facetheworldbitch, @doomedlamb, @goodgirlgonebard @perpetualmaladaptivedaydream & anyone else who wants to join!
Thank youuu for the tags dearests @optimisticgrey, @deianestormborn & @the-shadowfell-darkroom 💜
These are ✨ fashionably late ✨ 😎 As I used Figma for these moodboards to make them pretty enough! (Trying to see how I like it for design since the design team uses it at work!)
Just Maeve, Indira and Zallia for this one:
gentle, no pressure, tagging you lovely people! 💜 (please tag me in a comment if you've already done this!) @wasteful-sam, @cursed-nyxan, @bhaal-battle-beer-bard, @arlynx, @elandra-beltharys, @valannamizarym, @thesanguinesonnet, @facetheworldbitch, @doomedlamb, @goodgirlgonebard @perpetualmaladaptivedaydream & anyone else who wants to join!
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And people really do try to interact with fandom like consumers! They want « content ». They act like they can get a refund on reading a fic they don’t like. They add fanfics to goddamned goodreads without a second thought without realizing that’s as ridiculous as adding your friend’s dining room as a restaurant on yelp just so you can post a review about it
