At the very end, we were nothing but ghosts: pale silhouettes painted in violence.
The blog is mostly dedicated to the appreciation of Rolan BG3 ¯\_(ᵕ—ᴗ—)_/¯. Gifs and writing. And Nimriel, of course, my drow OC you see plastered all over here :3 I also love wallowing in my misery from time to time, so, be warned! (,Ծ_Ծ,)
♥ All my gifs and pictures -> #wasteful sam stuff
♥ All my writing -> #wasteful sam fic
♥ Modded Rolans (aka Rolanverse): -> #Cambion Rolan, #Rolan the Miresworn, #Flower Knight Rolan, #Master Rolan (featuring @alrendriablaze amazing smutfic based on him :3)
♥ All Nimriel-related -> #OC: Nimriel
♥ Nimriel x Rolan -> #Thunder Valkyrie (I will expand it one day, I swear)
♥ How I recreate Rolan, Zevlor, and Dammon in BG3
♥ Nimriel masterpost - main information about my OC
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♥ Worthy - my main ongoing long fic (3rd person, multiple POVs). Rolan/female drow Tav named Nimriel + developing Dammon/Karlach relationships and some other winks at potential ships.
It's a slow-burn story with mutual pining, angst, and eventual smut. It covers the events of all three acts, mostly from Rolan's point of view, and expands on his character, giving him more agency. The same goes for some companions/minor characters.
The story can be found on AO3 or, if you prefer reading on Tumblr under the #the Worthy fic.
Wordcount: 76k+, ongoing
♥ Blades and hearts laid bare [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan x Nimriel, rough sex, cunnilingus, Rolan is confident and dominant AF, ass slapping (a lot), dirty talk).
After a close call in battle, Rolan and Nimriel have to confront the insatiable lust they have for each other. The lovers go through a full circle of emotions: anger, regret, passion, and devotion. Hiding feelings in plain sight, they succumb to each other, knowing that tomorrow may never come.
This fic is a part of the “Worthy” cannon, but can be read separately :3 Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 5,8k, finished
♥ That day, I died with him - horror (1st and 3rd person, Rolan's POW, body horror, psychological horror, blood and violence, angst, major character death).
The fic starts with the entry of Rolan's diary, where he recounts how he killed Lorroakan. The notes quickly reveal that Rolan struggles with piled-up mental issues caused by the events of the past and rapidly approaches the breaking point.
The fic is an entry to the Miresworn AU - a longfic I am slowly starting to work on. I have been consumed by the idea of writing a dark Rolan fic for a while now. A universe where Cal and Lia die in Shadow-Cursed Lands, and Rolan looks for ways to resurrect them. In his pursuit, he begins using Thay's Necromancy. As it slowly corrupts him, Rolan loses his grasp on reality and allies with Ascended Astarion to control Baldur’s Gate from the shadows and have full access to all its resources. The snippet of the story you’ve read takes place two years after the final battle.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 1,3k, finished, a part of the ongoing series.
♥ Only the moon bore witness to his yearning [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan's POV in chapter 1, double POVs in subsequent chapters).
Overtaken by his desperate longing for Tav, Rolan has no choice but to pleasure himself, letting his desires take complete control. In the following chapter, the dumbass gets caught by Tav, and the porn scenario ensues. ┐(︶▽︶)┌ Chapter 3 - soon, hopefully. 🥴
Read on AO3 or Tumblr: ch. 1, ch. 2
Wordcount: 4k+, ongoing
♥ Be as greedy as you want [18+] - smut. It is the reimagining of the "Don't be greedy" cutscene if BG3 was a full-on porn game T_T.
Basically, Rolan/f!Tav, shameless smut, 99% porn/1% plot, spontaneous drunk sex, groping, taunting, not-so-dirty dirty talk, confident Rolan gets what he fucking deserves, and all the good stuff. 👌
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 2,4k, finished
♥ The Master and his glove [18+] - short smut about Master Rolan. What can I say, I love writing Rolan masturbation scenes. (¬_¬”) But here's a twist: he does it with his leather glove. (꒪▿꒪)
Solo masturbation, a short and sweet fic. :3
Read on Tumblr
Wordcount: 720, finished
♥ Masks left behind - short, pure romance (??? inconceivable!). Rolan/f!Tav, post-canon, romantic fluff, double POV.
Two years have passed after the final battle for Baldur's Gate, and the new Master of Ramazith's Tower is invited to the Moonlight Masquerade celebration. At first glance, it seems that Rolan now has it all, earning the respect he deserves among the citizens and a peaceful life with his siblings. But tonight, a chance meeting makes him dare to dream beyond that. He yearns to give his heart to the woman he secretly adored all these years.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 3,191, finished
♥ A debt paid in lust [18+] - smut (3rd person, double POV). It is a shameless hatefucking. Rolan/female tiefling DU Vexis.
A short, one-chapter story. A quickie, one might say, to clench the urges. (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و My first smut ever, so, yeah...
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
KISSY GORLS
😭💜😭
They're so OUGH! Yes let the girls kiss!!! Iggy needs to smooch Ella 🙂↕️ They both deserve it.🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️
I love it so so so much. Iggy's grippy hand in Ella's hair is makin me feel things.🥵
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Thank you for tag @shkura2011 ! Your VP are amazing ! You can be proud of your progress ❤️. Link to post .
How was it with me? It started with me wanting a nice wallpaper with Astarion. So I downloaded Otis free camera mod and fired up Photoshop and Lightroom.
That was my first shot:
Of course, I made the wallpaper too !
Something with Tavs:
At first, I didn't use ReShade, I started experimenting with it later.
That’s when I also started making a lot of portraits:
And when the kisses update came out, I also started taking a lot shots of couples.
Saulus belogs to @bhaal-battle-beer-bard and Andromeda to @andromedaancunin
Which also started turning out better and better over time:
And then came Photomod !
My first shot:
From then on, things kept getting better:
And here are my latest works:
P.S. from what I’ve noticed about my style, I really like focusing on the background surrounding the character, I suppose that’s quite typical for me. I like large, expansive frames.
Octavia belongs to @dramatiquechipmunk
Saulus belogs to @bhaal-battle-beer-bard
Yes, I like water shots 😅.
I hope my progress moves forward, because for now, I feel like I’ve stalled😅. But unfortunately, a lack of time and health issues are getting in my way a bit 🙈. And there are more and more tools for VP and I just can't keep up with it anymore 🤣🤣🤣.
No pressure tag for: @baelthi @emberstormrage @xystarion and @andromedaancunin 🥰
"I surrender fully, allowing his touch to guide me into the abyss where I long to dwell. Though entangled in death, I find a strange vitality coursing through me, an energy so intense it feels as though I am decomposing and resurrecting all at once in this place of stillness and decay."
I want to deeply thank @thesanguinesonnet for making this. She is so kind, full of creativity and passion on every work❣️
I keep looking at this and fall in love each time with my Judoc and her story. (I've never really fully described her because I've always wanted to give the freedom of imagination to the reader.)
Though looking at her, being snatched away from her monster...
So thank you again, this is the first fan art I'll treasure forever🥹❤️
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@bhaal-battle-beer-bard queen, I have no idea what you're talking about! I don't have a problem at all! It's not like 95% of BG3 characters I want to fuck have horns or anything, it's a coincidence! 🥴
Thanks for all the tags in the VP games.I have put myself on distraction probation until I finish my edit, but as Lily has been gender-fluid since long before BG3, and I do love to share her art.
@grandninjamasterren tagged me, so….
Art by MirabelArt
As god’s actual favorite princess…(sorry Shads) Lily carries Corellon’s blessing, and often manifested in her male form while pursuing her studies as Loremaster while apprenticed to the Vault of Sages is Silverymoon.
When I brought her from Tabletop to BG3, I really just never found a male head that suited, and as she developed more fully into a seasoned Bladesinger, she settled into a more consistently female form.
Anybody wanna have a go?
@hollowharpwrites @glitterandmoondustofficial @alliskit @kt-catt @wasted-sam @wasteful-sam (because I never know which blog you’re rocking @lilhumanoid @alstromeri-a
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Beautiful bloom,
dark as it is lovely–
sweet-smelling.
A reminder.
Crush it,
infuse it well,
and it acts as a
protectant against rot.
Or it can be a
deadly poison.
I am poison.
I'm not even beautiful,
nor do I smell sweet.
Yet still he puts this bloom
in my hair like I'm that
doe-eyed sad girl
he knew so many years ago.
That girl is dead–
just like the bloom
now pressed in my journal
From Chapter 17 of Haunted One - Personify Me (slightly edited)
