At the very end, we were nothing but ghosts: pale silhouettes painted in violence.
The blog is mostly dedicated to the appreciation of Rolan BG3 Β―\_(α΅βα΄β)_/Β―. Gifs and writing. And Nimriel, of course, my drow OC you see plastered all over here :3 I also love wallowing in my misery from time to time, so, be warned! (,ΤΎ_ΤΎ,)
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β₯ Nimriel x Rolan -> #Thunder Valkyrie (I will expand it one day, I swear)
β₯ How I recreate Rolan, Zevlor, and Dammon in BG3
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β₯ Worthy - my main ongoing long fic (3rd person, multiple POVs). Rolan/female drow Tav named Nimriel + developing Dammon/Karlach relationships and some other winks at potential ships.
It's a slow-burn story with mutual pining, angst, and eventual smut. It covers the events of all three acts, mostly from Rolan's point of view, and expands on his character, giving him more agency. The same goes for some companions/minor characters.
The story can be found on AO3 or, if you prefer reading on Tumblr under the #the Worthy fic.
Wordcount: 76k+, ongoing
β₯ Blades and hearts laid bare [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan x Nimriel, rough sex, cunnilingus, Rolan is confident and dominant AF, ass slapping (a lot), dirty talk).
After a close call in battle, Rolan and Nimriel have to confront the insatiable lust they have for each other. The lovers go through a full circle of emotions: anger, regret, passion, and devotion. Hiding feelings in plain sight, they succumb to each other, knowing that tomorrow may never come.
This fic is a part of the βWorthyβ cannon, but can be read separately :3 Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 5,8k, finished
β₯ That day, I died with him - horror (1st and 3rd person, Rolan's POW, body horror, psychological horror, blood and violence, angst, major character death).
The fic starts with the entry of Rolan's diary, where he recounts how he killed Lorroakan. The notes quickly reveal that Rolan struggles with piled-up mental issues caused by the events of the past and rapidly approaches the breaking point.
The fic is an entry to the Miresworn AU - a longfic I am slowly starting to work on. I have been consumed by the idea of writing a dark Rolan fic for a while now. A universe where Cal and Lia die in Shadow-Cursed Lands, and Rolan looks for ways to resurrect them. In his pursuit, he begins using Thay's Necromancy. As it slowly corrupts him, Rolan loses his grasp on reality and allies with Ascended Astarion to control Baldurβs Gate from the shadows and have full access to all its resources. The snippet of the story youβve read takes place two years after the final battle.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 1,3k, finished, a part of the ongoing series.
β₯ Only the moon bore witness to his yearning [18+] - smut (3rd person, Rolan's POV in chapter 1, double POVs in subsequent chapters).
Overtaken by his desperate longing for Tav, Rolan has no choice but to pleasure himself, letting his desires take complete control. In the following chapter, the dumbass gets caught by Tav, and the porn scenario ensues. β(οΈΆβ½οΈΆ)β Β Chapter 3 - soon, hopefully. π₯΄
Read on AO3 or Tumblr: ch. 1, ch. 2
Wordcount: 4k+, ongoing
β₯ Be as greedy as you want [18+] - smut. It is the reimagining of the "Don't be greedy" cutscene if BG3 was a full-on porn game T_T.
Basically, Rolan/f!Tav, shameless smut, 99% porn/1% plot, spontaneous drunk sex, groping, taunting, not-so-dirty dirty talk, confident Rolan gets what he fucking deserves, and all the good stuff. π
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 2,4k, finished
β₯ The Master and his glove [18+] - short smut about Master Rolan. What can I say, I love writing Rolan masturbation scenes. (Β¬_Β¬β) But here's a twist: he does it with his leather glove. (κͺβΏκͺ)
Solo masturbation, a short and sweet fic. :3
Read on Tumblr
Wordcount: 720, finished
β₯ Masks left behind - short, pure romance (??? inconceivable!). Rolan/f!Tav, post-canon, romantic fluff, double POV.
Two years have passed after the final battle for Baldur's Gate, and the new Master of Ramazith's Tower is invited to the Moonlight Masquerade celebration. At first glance, it seems that Rolan now has it all, earning the respect he deserves among the citizens and a peaceful life with his siblings. But tonight, a chance meeting makes him dare to dream beyond that. He yearns to give his heart to the woman he secretly adored all these years.
Read on AO3 or Tumblr
Wordcount: 3,191, finished
β₯ A debt paid in lust [18+] - smut (3rd person, double POV). It is a shameless hatefucking. Rolan/female tiefling DU Vexis.
A short, one-chapter story. A quickie, one might say, to clench the urges. (ΰΉΛΜ΅α΄ΛΜ΅)Ω My first smut ever, so, yeah...
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What if your TAV/OC was an Origin Character and they could have evil endings? What would those endings be?
Octavia
The Wrath of Avernus
Only accessible when killing Raphael and killing/not freeing Hope
You look over the city, the same city that once chewed you up and spat you out. There are so many possibilities now, your own power that can unfurl in so many different ways. You could be a kind ruler, you could be merciful and forgiving.
If only they had done the same to you. You would repay their own apathy in tenfold, you would turn away from their agony. You're now the ruler of the House of Hope, why should you not combine the both.
Let them see the horrors of the Hells, let them feel the suffering that you had to go through.
Show the Gods what happens when they forsake a child. Show them what happens if a soul gets twisted by the infernal. Let the city burn down, let Toril burn down.
The Material Plane will fall at your hand and let Asmodeus tremble until you set your eyes on the Hells.
Seara
The Queen
Since birth you were raised to rule beside another, to have your power be reduced to the person that decides to make you their wife. Now they all kneel at your feet.
Let them see who prevails at the end, let them see the raw power that you hold.
No Duke, no Archduke, you will be a queen. Fierce as you are beautiful, they will fear and love you all the same. No others beside you, nobody else who will even reach a fraction of the power that you hold. The whole of Toril will fall to your hand, every living soul will be under your control and your rules.
You will be the name on everyones lips and they will know that the descendant of the red dragon her reign will burn.
Cassandra
The Reign of Bane
Where others have failed, you have preveiled in giving Bane just what he wanted. Total control and domination, you can feel his approval fill your whole being. You did it, you rose where the other Chosen has fallen.
Everyone falls to their knees in front of you, all will bow their heads to you and to Bane. The whole Material Plane is yours for the taking and that is only where your dominion will start.
First Baldur's Gate, then the Sword Coast and then FaerΓ»n, it will all fall to your mace.
And Bane, oh, now you will be His favourite.
(Achlys only has the evil embrace Bhaal ending and something else that I'm already cooking up)
My next drawing after Caedus character sheet will be Chana Keldrena, I want to draw her since a long time and it'll be a drawing to celebrate the pride month!!
Chana is the Gale's assistant
I speak more about her: here
I love so much Chana!!
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The chase had been Mal's idea to start. The drow had watched the clouds turn bruisy and dark, laughed, then left a breath against his forehead as she slipped out their front door and into the rain. 'Find me.' And he, as always, was powerless to refuse.
From 'Peaches and honey' by the incredible @cheerysmores π§‘
