misc.

Fucking crying about qpr bloodymary because I didn't read it as queerplatonic, but rather Question Persuade Refer (suicide prevention training)

something i wish i had realized earlier: you can write poems on the same subject more than once. you can write, paint, draw the same thing over and over if you want to. you can spend your whole life making art about oranges. i think i always felt this pressure to get it right the first time like i couldn’t go back and use that inspiration again. but you can. you can go back and revisit it. you can pick up the conversation again and again if you have more to say.

Paul Cézanne is proof of this. Unfortunately, all his paintings of Mont Sainte-Victoire are ugly as sin

i love watching TV shows that absolutely suck and being like "this would be so good if it was good"

you'd think that "inhuman thing that isn't a person but speaks like a person and talking to it will slowly drive you mad" would only be found in folktales and fables and so on. but no. chatgpt

I think that Garak is nonbinary in the way that in his head, he's too old to be nonbinary so he's just kind of a fag

(so mad i can’t see straight) Yeah i just don’t think chat gpt is a good classroom tool

Never kill yourself. Leopika

Got my blood drawn once again and everyone complimented me on how good I am with needles and how accessible my veins are and how I’m just so wonderful to get blood from. If any vampires in the vicinity are listening