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@riddlerosehearts
starlight | 20s | they/she/he | autistic, genderfluid, + bi | my main fandoms right now are disney/animation in general, baldur's gate 3, and twisted wonderland!
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anime blog: ritsukageyamas | stim blog: glitteringstardust | emperor's new groove blog: kuzcoskingdom
β hey, i'm starlight or star! i'm genderfluid (sometimes a woman, sometimes a man, sometimes agender) and i use they/she/he pronouns interchangeably.
β this blog is a multifandom mess but as my bio mentions, i most actively post about disney movies & animation in general, baldur's gate 3, and twisted wonderland. i am also a huge fan of kingdom hearts and pokemon.
β i'm a gifmaker and i track #userstarlight so feel free to tag me in your creations!
β these days i'm so obsessed with bg3 and with my OC elenion that i started writing gale x tav fics about him. here's my ao3 and my writing tag!!
β elenion is my main tavβa half-elf bard who romanced gale! i tried to make a masterpost about him, but because of tumblr's limit on how many links you can have in a post i had to split it into 3 parts. part 1 is here, part 2 is here, and part 3 is here.
β i also have another tav named brialaβa halfling monk who romanced lae'zelβand here's her intro post and tag!
β my ask box is always open and i love chatting and getting fun questions, especially about disney, bg3, twst, kh, and pokemon. if you have OCs for these things please tell me about them i'd love to hear about them π
β i have an anime/manga sideblog over at @ritsukageyamas, a blog dedicated to the emperor's new groove at @kuzcoskingdom, and a stim blog where i make my own stimmy gifs and post stimboards over at @glitteringstardust!
β and finally, if you need anything at all tagged, whether we're mutuals or not, let me know and i'll do my best to keep it in mind!
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i always feel okay about my bg3 VP when i post it but then when i look at other people's, i feel like nearly everyone else's just looks cleaner and higher quality in some way i don't know how to explain. and i don't know if it's because i suck at lighting or because my computer is old and sucks ass so everyone else's graphics are better or what π but oh well, it's not like i'm doing VP comms or trying to get Popular, i'm just making silly little photos of my blorbos and forcing people to see 10,000 images of gale being in love with a beautiful elven man!
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The wonderful @justdebzong is remastering some of her comms from last year, and she took these gorgeous shots of Wyll and Nuri! These two love their post-Avernus life together and it shows so beautifully in these π Thank you so much Deb!!
ty to @litsenn @fireflyeyes @lilhumanoid @rdekarios @thepalelawyer @spillingteanotpermitted and anyone else who might've tagged me in WIP stuff over the last month or so... i only went through the last 2 weeks of my mentions. doing bg3 pride month got me to start actively writing again but i'm still horribly behind on tag games and notifications haha, i'll catch up someday i swear π
tagging: @burnt-by-marigolds @dr4gonwriter @missfortunetherogue @perpetualmaladaptivedaydream and everyone tagged above if you've got something to share!
right now, i'm focused on writing my little mini-fics for bg3 pride month! planning to do at least 8 for each of the rainbow flag days, maybe one or two more if i can manage it. so the next two coming up are days 9 and 13, and i'm excited about both of them because they're pretty different from my first 3 pride month fics! day 13 is "blue - harmony" and i'm still finishing up my fic for it, so i'll share a little snippet.
Elenion wasn't supposed to be on watch duty. They just didn't want to sleep. Didn't want to be alone with their thoughts, especially not with the tadpole writhing behind their eye.
So they sat alone by the campfire, no closer than they had to be to feel its warmth. Above them, the moon and stars caught on the celestial inlays of their lute as their fingers drifted over the strings.
The song didn't seem to know where it wanted to end. It wandered from one phrase to the next, circling the same few notes as if searching for somewhere safe to rest. So Elenion let it wander beneath their hands, quiet enough not to wake the others.
"Hello, Elenion."
Their fingers stilled.
Gale stood just beyond the firelight, one hand tucked around the strap of his pack, his hair mussed from whatever sleep he had managed. The moonlight made his face look softer than it did by day. Younger, maybe. Or just tired.
Either way, it was incredibly unfair how badly Elenion wanted to sneak away from camp with him and see how long that careful composure lasted.
"I hope Iβm not intruding," Gale said.
Elenion looked up, a sly smile already on their lips. "On my tragic moonlit solitude? Devastatingly." Their voice dipped lower. "You may as well come closer and ruin it properly."
Gale raised an eyebrow. "A generous invitation."
"Iβm known for those."
"So I've heard."
This should have been the easy part. Flirt, smile, tilt their head just so. Gale would either blush or flirt back, and they'd both continue this little game of theirs in the morning. Desire was simple enough. Desire did not ask questions Elenion couldn't answer.
But Gale only glanced toward the lute in their lap.
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As usual, these were made to go with the fic I wrote for the prompt, but I wanted to have my VP in its own post as well! They don't necessarily match the text of the fic perfectly and none of them are as "yellow" as I might have wanted (well, the first two sort of but the sunlight is more orange-gold in them, idc though because it's pretty) but I had fun making them and I think they're very cute.
(a mini-fic for bg3 pride month day 7: "yellow - sunlight")
this is the third of the fics + matching VP i plan to post for the rainbow flag days! it's 861 words and can be read below the cut, or on ao3 here if you'd like to leave a kudos or comment!
(if anyone ever wants to be on or off that list, or would like to be tagged specifically for my pride month mini-fics, just let me know!)
i made several photos for this one and they don't even perfectly match the fic but oh well. i wanted to recreate one specific moment but i wasn't sure how to do it, and i had fun with these anyway!
The first thing the morning gave him was sunlight spilling through the curtains.
The second was the smell of eggs and butter from downstairs.
For one disoriented heartbeat, Elenion nearly panicked over how late he must've slept. Then the morning settled around him properly. Waterdeep was quiet beyond the window, the Starlit Gallery was closed for the day, and Gale was making breakfast.
He stayed in bed a moment longer, warm beneath the sheets as he slowly woke.
Once, he would've braced himself for cold sheets and an empty bed. It had always hurt less when he left first, slipping away before dawn rather than staying long enough to reach for warmth that had already vanished.
Now, he smelled breakfast on the stove and heard Gale humming softly downstairs, and never wondered if he'd been left.
He only smiled into the pillow. Of course Gale was there.
When he finally wandered downstairs, he found Gale with his sleeves rolled up and his hair loose from sleep, frowning at the eggs as if they had just presented an argument he found academically unsound. A plate of fruit and pancakes was already keeping warm beside him.
Sunlight poured through the window beside him, catching the gray in his hair and making it shine like threads of gold.
For a moment, all Elenion could do was stand in the doorway.
"Good morning, husband," Gale said, with a fondness that made his heart give a ridiculous little stumble.
Terribly rude of his husband to do this to him first thing in the morning.
"Morning, babe," he said softly.
"You know," Gale said, still facing the stove, "I can feel you staring."
Insufferable, really.
"I'm just admiring the breakfast."
"You are admiring me in the general direction of the breakfast."
"Can a man not appreciate both?"
Gale looked back at him then, smiling in the morning light, and Elenion pictured himself doing something truly embarrassing. Like crossing the room just to kiss Gale on the cheek, or writing an unbearably sincere song about the sunlight in his hair before the eggs were even done.
Thankfully, before he could get farther than one hopeless step, Tara landed on the windowsill with a flick of her wings. "Mr. Dekarios, I do hope there is something suitable for civilized company."
"Silverdew-Dekarios now, Tara," Gale said, far too quickly.
Tara blinked at him. "Yes, quite right. Mr. Silverdew-Dekarios, then."
Gale's ears went pink.
"A fine name," she added, her yellow eyes softening in the sunlight. "Though you must forgive an old friend for taking time to adjust. I have called you Dekarios since you were a boy lecturing his porridge on consistency, after all."
"Tara!" Gale protested. "I am not certain that story needed preserving."
"All important history must be preserved, Mr. Silverdew-Dekarios." Tara glanced at Elenion. "Surely your husband, of all people, understands that."
Elenion broke into laughter before he could stop himself.
At nearly the same moment, their rabbit Moonbow burst into the kitchen and thumped one little white paw against the floor with all the urgency of a creature who had never been fed in her life.
Gale let out a weary sigh before surrendering to the inevitable. He presented a portion of fish to Tara as if it were a royal offering, then crouched to set Moonbow's greens on the floor. She sniffed the plate twice as if confirming the quality of his work, and only then did she accept them.
βYour household management has improved,β Tara said.
"My gratitude overwhelms me," Gale deadpanned.
"It should."
Elenion was still smiling when sunlight slipped over Gale's hand as he returned to the pan. The gold half of his wedding band gleamed bright against his skin, tiny moon engravings shining where his fingers curled around the edge of the counter. Elenion's matching ring, of gold moons and silver stars, suddenly felt warm on his own hand.
Once, Gale had nearly left the world behind for something higher, colder, lonelier. A place in the heavens, a name in prayers. A light too distant to touch. He'd offered to carry Elenion's name further than any mortal stage ever could, until the whole world sang his praise. The kind of glory that would drown out every doubt.
And yet this was everything Elenion wanted.
He loved Gale in the sunlight because it did not make him distant.
It found him here.
It gilded the gray in his hair, warmed the floor beneath his feet, and caught on the ring he wore because he'd chosen this mortal life beside Elenion.
And somehow, Elenion had chosen it too.
Later, when breakfast had been eaten and Tara and Moonbow had declared themselves satisfied in their own ways, Gale offered him his hand.
"Walk with me, my star?"
"Always, my moonlight," Elenion said.
His heeled boots clicked over sun-dappled cobblestones as they walked through busy market streets full of peddlers, performers, and yellow awnings. Not too long ago, he would've felt the press of so many eyes on him and reached for a mask. But being seen like this, walking in daylight with Galeβs hand warm in his own, felt nothing like performance.
It felt like home.
If anyone is curious, their wedding bands are basically combined versions of these rings I found online. The silver one was Elenion's originally and the gold one was Gale's, but they get cut in half and fused together to make half-and-half wedding rings as per a common Sword Coast tradition.
(I don't have any art of how the fused rings actually look. I should probably get some or draw an MS paint doodle lol)
sora kingdomhearts is genderfluid and transfem and kairi is a nonbinary girl and riku is agender and uses they/he pronouns. and they're all bisexual and in love. to me. π
i forgot i posted this and also that i never explained my reasoning lol. for transfem genderfluid sora it's because namine was created through his body and soul, and xion was supposed to be a perfect clone of him, and yet they're girls, and i know that textually that's because of kairi but listen. i just think there's something very transgender about this that sora hasn't had time to unpack. he uses he/she/they to me.
for nb girl kairi it's honestly just because not only is utada hikaru nonbinary and kairi's hairstyles throughout the series have always been based on them, but alyson stoner (kairi's current VA) is nonbinary too so i think it'd be really cool.
agender riku is literally just because he has the color scheme of the nonbinary flag sometimes and he's my favorite character and i can do whatever i want.
and them being a bisexual polycule is also because i can do whatever i want and what i want is for all 3 of them to hold hands and share paopu fruit and kiss and be sweet and in love π
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every time i type my soriku otp tag i go a little more insane actually because what the fuck do you MEAN sora and riku kingdom hearts had to work together to create the melody of the series' main theme and then mickey fucking mouse said "your hearts are always in tune, so they're free to sing"?!?!?! how is that an actual line. about sora and riku. it's been 8 years since i started shipping them and i'm still not over it.
searched my blog to see if i'd already posted about how insane it is that mickey. fucking. mouse. said "your hearts are always in tune, so they're free to sing" about sora and riku.