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We may have different solutions for a crisis but as in life we got only one way out, so don't confine the mortal coil with toxicity. Let go of whatever is toxic to you. It may be a habit, an object and even a person. Don't let anything or anyone be a black hole, sucking out all your energy,love and respect in your own little universe. Doesn't matter how strong are we or we think ourselves to be, we fall to ground just because of one reason that serves as our Achilles' heels. Hey you, whoever is reading this, you are not someone who deserve to be given up! The process of letting go is harder than putting those feelings into words but you'll reap every possible blessing by end of the process. The more you practice the art of letting go, the more invincible you become!

I no longer have strength to face my life, face my decisions and no longer able to face my true own self. How could you ever do this to me? Am I that vulnerable or am I a dumping machine? You find my already broken pieces and break it into pieces further. I'm an artist, I say, nevertheless I am able to turn only pain into an art. The pain of loving you, the pain of not loving you, the pain of thinking of you, the pain of not thinking of you, the pain of seeing you, the pain of not seeing you. I indeed take all the blame, as an artist for making my art, a flaw. I apologise for turning my pain into poetry. I should kill either the artist in me or my true transparent self! It's hard when both becomes one single entity. The question isn't, "to write or not to write", it's rather,"to kill or not to kill". Caring for people won't take you anywhere and I learnt it in a very hard way. Just one person and one second is enough to get your heart ripped out. I am wrong, I am guilty, I am sad, I am suicidal, and for what? I don't know. For why? I don't know. I just want to be invisible for a day and want to know what you really feel about me. Is it too much to ask?... Even my fingers lost strength to carry this on! Until next pain, bottle up! See ya...©reshu_jana_

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