✴︎18+ ONLY✴︎

Doggy pup pup Doggy Doggy pup pup ♪

sitting cross legged always so i can grind my puppy parts into my heel

“you’re such a ray of sunshine!” thanks! one day i chose to act happy and then i kept choosing it over and over and over and over until the neurological pathways formed like desire paths in the thicket. i dug and clawed my nails into the grooves of my brain and carved out joy. i retouch it every day.

how to become good at everything no practice no effort no motivation no passion no talent fast free

[as if this is not a normal and natural human thing to want] yeah i just really want to connect with people for some reason. Like some weird loser freak

it's fine i don't even need to be part of social groups or friend groups anyway (giant hole appears in my chest spontaneously) ? what's that

its interesting being a weird autistic tranny as a kid and letting yourself get accustomed to the idea that youre just some magically antisocial loser who is "introverted" and is happy being alone and then you grow up and realize that actually you love being social you love hugs you love going out and hate being alone you just hated all of the social opportunities available to you growing up so much you let yourself romanticize solitude as a slightly less miserable state than interacting with people

getting called kiddo makes me feel funny and I’m not afraid to admit it

i am not particularly possessive, however i can recognize when something needs to be owned. a cute little pet pawing at me. a dead eyed doll. a sub that gets high and needy for the sole purpose of letting me take advantage of them. i can't deny their need for that sort of thing regardless of my own personal tastes. i adore being the one to satisfy them. i enjoy being the object of their obsession.

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?