When I was âI want himâ about a male character im not saying I wanna fuck him. I want him like a spoiled little girl wants a pony, I want to him so I can put him on my shelf for safekeeping, I want him like a good hearty stew on a winterâs evening, I want to put him in a jar and shake it.
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i mean this in the gentlest way possible: you need to eat vegetables. you need to become comfortable with doing so. i do not care if you are a picky eater because of autism (hi, i used to be this person!), you need to find at least some vegetables you can eat. find a different way to prepare them. chances are you would like a vegetable you hate if you prepared it in a stew or roasted it with seasoning or included it as an ingredient in a recipe. just. please start eating better. potatoes and corn are not sufficient vegetables for a healthy diet.
Celery sticks (add some peanut butter or cream cheese for extra flavor and protein)
Broccoli (good with ranch, cheese, or salt/pepper/butter)
Canned peas (you can microwave in a microwave-safe bowl. Good with salt/pepper/butter)
Bell peppers (cut into strips, good with cream cheese)
Canned green beans (can be microwaved in microwave-safe bowl. Good with salt/pepper/butter)
Hummus (good with crackers or tortilla chips)
Salsa (good with tortilla chips)
Guacamole (good with tortilla chips)
Need it in something?
Can't see it:
Hummus
salsa
Guacamole
Can see but disguised flavor (can usually be found store bought or done at home and use different veggies):
Dressed up ramen - just toss in some random veggies in ramen of your choice. Pretty much everything I've tried goes fine with it.
Chicken pot pie
Vegetable soup (with so many together it's hard to taste any specific one!)
Chicken noodle soup
Sweet and sour pork (haven't tried it but chicken should be fine in place of pork)
Texture problems:
Need it soft:
Hummus
Salsa
Guacamole
Cooked carrots
Avocados
Beans (personally I prefer black beans and canned baked beans)
Peas (make sure to cook well, great value brand has the softest peas I've tried)
Cooked broccoli (note: it does smell bad while cooking)
Cooked asparagus (note: also smells bad while cooking)
Cooked zucchini and squash (good together but can be eaten separate)
You can also puree most vegetables and eat with a spoon or use them as a dip
Needs to be crunchy:
Raw carrots
Raw celery
Raw bell peppers
Salad (remember you can put whatever you want in it! Even if that means no lettuce)
Most veggies are okay raw, and are usually very crunchy
Veggies google says stay crunchy after lightly cooking:
Snap peas
Brussel sprouts
Cabbage
Water chestnut
Bamboo shoots
Broad texture tips:
You can change textures by eating raw, cooking, chopping, pureeing, etc
You can separate different textures to use in different ways (ie using broccoli tops in a soup and eating the bottoms raw)
It also really helps to think about why you dislike a vegetable. I found that I am scared of green foods so I like to use those veggies for ingredients in things they are well hidden for. I've also learned that watching something while eating helps because then I'm not looking at the gross green things. When possible, I also like to get help hiding it (ie using cream of celery soup in my chicken and dumplings).
Remember that vegetables are important because they contain nutrients that other foods donât contain. NOT because they are low calorie.
Eating vegetables slathered in pork fat is always better than not eating vegetables. In fact fat will help you absorb the nutrients. Get those nutrients in your body by any means necessary.
Don't fall into the trap of thinking that you HAVE to eat vegetables raw or steamed or some other diet-culture-approved way.
The buttery, honey-drizzled vegetables you will actually eat are WAY better than the plain steamed ones you DON'T eat. It's not like the butter and honey take AWAY the vegetables' nutrients. They don't.
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this hug with sylus is everything. this hug builds more sylus x mc than weâve had in 2 months. can you imagine him hugging you like this? iâm having a hard time breathing
I find it endlessly fascinating that most humans just want someone who will get up in the middle of the night to close the windows with them when it starts down pouring. We want someone to dry our dishes after we wash them. We just want another person to do mundane activities with. We want to tell someone how the copy machine broke at work and we want to listen to how Debra is causing office drama again. We just want something so simple. We want human connection and honesty and to be bored with someone else instead of bored alone.Â
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And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.
You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you canât do it for much longer.
My therapist told me that you donât only spiral down. You can spiral up again. So maybe one day
You water your plants for the first time in a while. Surprisingly theyâre not dead yet. You remember a movie that you really enjoy and you find the energy to watch it. You feel better afterwards. Maybe you still canât find the motivation to reply to your friends but you buy yourself a nice scented candle and read your book. You take a nice long shower and you feel refreshed, so you put on an outfit you find cool. Then after what seems like forever, you get a good night of sleep. You wake up with more energy than usual so you play with your dog. Then you cook that healthy meal you really enjoy. You reach out to a friend.
You start remembering what brought you joy. You start again with the little things. You look back on the days that have passed and feel relieved theyâre over.
Remember, you donât just spiral down. You spiral up as well, even if it takes more effort to get started.
can i mc reader and sylus where mc ends up in hospital after a mission gone wrong and sylus shows up but she wants him to leave in case someone sees him there
Careless
Pairing - Sylus x f!MC
Summary - You landed yourself in the hospital overnight after a mix up at HQ had you fighting too many Wandererâs alone. Youâre already bummed about being stuck at Akso, so the feeling of dread when Sylus turns up unexpectedly only adds to your unease.
Word Count - 2.3k
Warnings - Set in a hospital. Angst and fluff.
The incessant beeping of medical machinery echoing throughout the ward was getting to your sore head.
Akso Hospital was rammed full of casualties and emergencies, seeing as it was a Friday night. You felt a bit out of place amongst the partygoers and adventurous folk who had taken their fun a little too far.
In your opinion, you didnât really need to be here. The eggplant coloured bruise on the right side of your forehead definitely looked a lot worse than it felt, but the doctors werenât buying your claims that you werenât in any pain.
Likely because you were wincing when youâd said it.
A night under their watch was what the doctor ordered, and it wasnât up for discussion. You were just relieved that Doctor Zayne was working away for a week. Heâd have checked you in indefinitely and scheduled an hour long lecture on why you needed to be more careful.
A mix up at HQ had the system only requesting that you attend a spontaneous Wanderer attack in Linkon Library. Just one had been reported, but seven of the ruthless bastards had accosted you the minute you stepped foot in the evacuated building.
Confident that you could handle them, you didnât bother calling in for more Hunters. As it turned out, that confidence was misplaced, and the last thing you remembered before blacking out was a loud screeching sound. You had no idea what it was, but it hadnât been important in your unconscious state.
When you eventually awoke in the hospital, Jenna had been hanging over you, immediately giving you the third degree for continuing alone. You shouldâve known that the alert for only your assistance had been a mistake in the system, and you shouldâve insisted that someone accompany you no matter what it had said.
She made sure to drill that into your head more than once.
Admittedly, you were glad to see the back of her once she had finally left. Your head was starting to throb with the volume of her voice, and all you wanted was the bliss of being unconscious again.
It was late now, and you were exhausted. Sleep was looking to be impossible tonight, however. There were several other patients on the same ward, all admitted with varying ailments. The injured man opposite you had done nothing but stare coldly from the moment he was wheeled in in a full leg cast.
You tried to speak to him. You offered him a polite smile, which was met with a sneer. Whatever his problem with you was, it was beginning to get on your nerves.
You just wanted to go home.
âMiss,â a softly spoken nurse greeted as she approached your bed. âThereâs a visitor here to see you.â
You frowned, wondering if you heard her correctly over the hustle and bustle of the ward. It was well past visiting hours, and you couldnât think of anyone other than your colleagues who knew that you were even at the hospital.
The man with the broken leg frowned, too. âWhat? She gets special treatment because sheâs a so-called hero? I should get visiting rights, too!â
âWould you like me to let him in?â The nurse asked, ignoring the grumbling patient.
Him. That didnât exactly narrow things down.
âUhh,â you faltered, a little unsure. You didnât want to cause any issues with the other patients. âAre you sure?â
The nurse nodded and smiled, though it looked a bit forced. It almost seemed like she was desperate for you to say yes to your mystery visitor.
âOkay,â you finally agreed.Â
The look of relief on her face was not lost on you. She quickly hurried away to retrieve whoever came to see you, leaving you to endure the displeasure from the man opposite.
âI used to be a mailman, you know? If it werenât for me, people wouldnât have had their mail. Do I get special treatment, though? No, of course not. You Hunters get all the glory and adoration. And Iâll tell you another thingââ
âYouâve told her plenty.â
Prominent footsteps sounded from the doorway, the atmosphere immediately becoming heavy and tense. You almost choked on absolutely nothing at the sight of him.
Sylus.
Your eyes flared, heart hammering against your ribcage like a drum. He couldnât be here. The risk was far too great.
âI wasnât talking to you,â the grumpy man sneered back, looking him up and down, ââŚvampire.â
It was a colourful insult, and one that made your unwelcome companion chuckle. âIf youâll excuse us,â he began, the swirling red vines of his Evol appearing to drag the manâs cubicle curtain to a close at a leisurely pace. âMailman.â
To your relief, there was no backlash from the irritated patient across the room. Although that did make you wonder if he wasnât retaliating by his own choice, or if Sylus had silenced him somehow. The latter wouldnât have surprised you.
âWhat on earth are you doing here?!â you hissed quietly. âYou canât be here, Sylus.â
Crimson eyes didnât meet yours, his cold gaze set only on the bandages around your head as he approached your bedside, closing your curtain behind him. He didnât quite look like himself. His hands were balled into fists at his sides, green and blue veins prominently making an appearance.
âIâll think twice before taking advice from a woman who was very recently knocked unconscious amidst a 7v1 Wanderer fight,â he rebuked monotonously.Â
You scoffed. âIâm fine, if thatâs why you came. Feel free to go back toââ
âFine?â His face quickly turned from emotionless to severely unamused as he cut you off sharply. âThatâs quite the contradiction, sweetie.â
You raised an eyebrow barely high enough for him to see your questioning expression. The gesture hurt, which wasnât helping your case. âTo what?â
He dragged a plastic chair towards your bed before sitting down, his ankles crossed in front of him. You couldnât really read his demeanour. He almost seemed cross with you.
âTo what I saw from Mephisto,â he responded tightly.
Mephisto.Â
That explained the screeching you heard before you slipped into unconsciousness. âAnd what exactly was Mephisto doing there?â
Sylus merely shrugged, offering nothing verbal in response. The lackadaisy gesture did nothing but piss you off. Youâve told him countless times to stop sending Mephisto out to keep tabs on you, and each time it seemed to fall on deaf ears.Â
He clearly was not pleased with you, but you werenât stupid. He was here because you had concerned him. Sylus was a busy man, especially at this time of night. He wouldnât have come just to berate you with words that couldâve been put into a text message.
Not that you knew where your phone was.
The atmosphere between you both fell into silence, only the sounds of medical machinery filling in the lack of conversation. You didnât really know what to say to him, and he wasnât typically the type to lose his words. But it was clear to see that he didnât know what to say, either.
After a long moment, he cleared his throat, his hands flexing in his lap. âI told you those guns of yours were pathetic.â
âThereâs nothing wrong with my guns,â you mumbled with a roll of your eyes.
âSo itâs a skill issue?â
You glared harshly at him, flinching noticeably as you did. You werenât sure what was bothering you more, the pain in your head or the mood that Sylus was so clearly in.Â
His features softened ever so slightly as he recognised your pain. Still, that didnât stop him from being an asshole. âItâs one or the other, kitten.â
You felt your cheeks heat up. If there was one thing you didnât want Sylus to think of you as, it was weak. You werenât sure why you cared so much, but you did.
âI suppose my guns are a little on the outdated side,â you murmured begrudgingly.
He smirked, his hands finally relaxing a little in his lap. The awkward atmosphere was slowly fading, which you were grateful for. You didnât want to pry into his mind and make things worse again.
You buried your head a little further into the pillow beneath your sore head, letting your eyes fall shut for a moment. Fatigue was starting to settle in your body, almost dragging you into a swift sleep before your chilly hand was captured in a warm embrace.
Your eyes shot open again, finding Sylus out of his seat and leaning over you. His eyes were a bit wider than usual. âHave they checked you for a concussion?âÂ
âYeah,â you told him gently. The close proximity had you flustered. âIâm a little concussed, but Iâm allowed to sleep.â
His brows drew together slightly as he studied you. Youâve both had these strange little moments before, when his mask slips away just enough to see his true feelings.
âIâll be fine,â you whispered in reassurance. âYou should go, Sylus.â
He shook his head, his hand tightening slightly over yours. It looked like an effort, but he managed to smirk at you again. âTrying to get rid of me already?â
Beneath that facade of humour, he was a little bit wounded. You wouldnât point it out, but you could see it. He was a stubborn bastard who wasnât going to let you push him away, but he also didnât like that you were trying to push him away.
It wasnât as if you wanted him to go. Your relationship with him wasâŚcomplicated.
Complicated in the sense that you werenât in a relationship, but he had a habit of establishing a level of intimacy between you both that you werenât blind to. Good morning and goodnight texts, constant invites to events as his plus one with no other reason than to be beside him, and random gifts left on your doorstep so often that your elderly neighbour recently asked if you were âgetting some.â
A relationship with him would be very difficult to maintain. You both come from entirely different worlds that just could not merge. No matter how much you desired him, you had to maintain your composure.
âIâm not trying to get rid of you,â you sighed. âI just donât like how careless youâre being by showing up here. Some people do worry, you know.â
He slowly lowered his loom over you so that his nose was just inches away from yours. You couldnât help but swallow, feeling his steady breath on your lips as he spoke. It was intimidating and yet so intimate that you didnât know whether to cower or cut him off with a kiss you never knew you wanted.Â
âYou donât think Iâm worried about you?â he drawled in a rather serious manner.
âThatâs not what Iââ
âDo you not realise how it looked through Mephistoâs eyes when you were walloped a great distance across a library and crumpled to the floor like a lifeless body.â His teeth were gritted in his mouth, the word âbodyâ coming out tightly like his tongue was rejecting the word. âYouâre not the only person who is worried here. Do not brand me incapable of such feelings.â
Your mouth went a little dry, tears threatening to invade your eyes. It wasnât that you didnât believe in his worry, and you hadnât meant for it to come across that way.
âI just donât want you to risk your freedom for me,â you whispered shakily.
He lifted his hand from where it was holding him up beside your free hand, carefully moving some strands of your hair that had fallen over your bandages.Â
âIâd risk it all for you.â
He had never said such a thing to you in all the time youâd been acquainted. You knew that he would carry out every need you might have of him. You knew that he would listen to you sit and ramble on and on about anything, never interrupting you. You knew that he cared about you.
But you were still in the dark when it came to the extent of that care.
âTell me whatâs on your mind,â he murmured.
Thankfully, you caught yourself before you were about to shake your sore head. âJustâŚtrying to figure you out.â
A smile slowly spread across his lips. A real smile. It was enough to make your heart flutter, embarrassingly made noticeable by the heart rate monitor you were hooked up to.
âIt would require a lot of brainpower to do that, sweetie. Maybe lose the concussion first,â he said in his typically sarcastic tone.
You managed your own small smile, which blossomed into a chuckle. This was the side of Sylus that had you coming back to him whenever he asked for your company.
His real side.
He kept his hand atop your head, avoiding the bandages completely. His thumb swiped gently over the parting of your hair, pulling you off to sleep again. You were pretty sure that he was doing it on purpose to force you into rest, but you were in no position to argue with him. You were officially exhausted.
âWould you really like me to leave, kitten?â he asked in a soft whisper as your eyes fluttered.
The very thought of him leaving made you a little upset. Despite your attempts at convincing the doctors you were fine, you damn well were not. You needed his comfort, and he needed to know that you were safe and on the road to a speedy recovery.
âNo,â you whispered, succumbing to the soothing strokes on your scalp.
A soft brush of his lips was the last thing you felt before you finally drifted off, feeling secure enough to do so with his company.
âGood,â heâd whispered back before you fully clocked out. âIâll always be careless so long as I get to you.â
A/N - Long time no fic post. I apologise, life has been crazy. I havenât proof read this cause honestly Iâm just too tired so Iâll read over it in the morning and edit any mistakes. Hope youâre all doing well! đ¤
I've seen some interesting discourse on how MC is written in fics, and I just have to say ofc her personality will vary as MC is us! I for one, when writing a story, lean towards my own personality for obvious reasons. I speak on my own experiences and what I would make reality. MC is almost always in a silly goofy mood in my work because that's just me.
I know it can be hard generally placing yourself in insert character here x you work, but I would just suggest finding a story that aligns more with you. Or you can simply read it for what it is.
I know I've spoken on it before, but that's why I would love more dialogue choices in the game, but as this is my first otome game that doesn't seem to be how they work lol. My personality is vastly different than MC in game, ol girl be pissing me tf off sometimes and not always the brightest!! Nonetheless, I enjoy the game and I write the fics I wanna see.
Idk I've started rambling, but I just wanted to include my 2 cents no one asked for.
Tips for writing those gala scenes, from someone who goes to them occasionally:
Generally you unbutton and re-button a suit coat when you sit down and stand up.
Youâre supposed to hold wine or champagne glasses by the stem to avoid warming up the liquid inside. A character out of their depth might hold the glass around the sides instead.
When rich/important people forget your name and theyâre drunk, they usually just tell you that they donât remember or completely skip over any opportunity to use your name so they donât look silly.
A good way to indicate you donât want to shake someoneâs hand at an event is to hold a drink in your right hand (and if youâre a woman, a purse in the other so you definitely canât shift the glass to another hand and then shake)
Americans who still kiss cheeks as a welcome generally donât press lips to cheeks, itâs more of a touch of cheek to cheek or even a hover (these days, mostly to avoid smudging a womanâs makeup)
The distinctions between dress codes (black tie, cocktail, etc) are very intricate but obvious to those who know how to look. If you wear a short skirt to a black tie event for example, people would clock that instantly even if the dress itself was very formal. Same thing goes for certain articles of menâs clothing.
Open bars / cash bars at events usually carry limited options. Theyâre meant to serve lots of people very quickly, so nobody is getting a cosmo or a Manhattan etc.
Members of the press generally arenât allowed to freely circulate at nicer galas/events without a very good reason. When they do, they need to identify themselves before talking with someone.
Probably it is better to put off using words as long as possible and get oneâs meanings as clear as one can through pictures and sensations. Afterward one can choose â not simply accept â the phrases that will best cover the meaning, and then switch round and decide what impression oneâs words are likely to make on another person. This last effort of the mind cuts out all stale or mixed images, all prefabricated phrases, needless repetitions, and humbug and vagueness generally. But one can often be in doubt about the effect of a word or a phrase, and one needs rules that one can rely on when instinct fails. I think the following rules will cover most cases:
Never use a metaphor, simile or other figure of speech which you are used to seeing in print.
Never use a long word where a short one will do.
If it is possible to cut a word out, always cut it out.
Never use the passive where you can use the active.
Never use a foreign phrase, a scientific word or a jargon word if you can think of an everyday English equivalent.
Break any of these rules sooner than say anything outright barbarous.
These rules sound elementary, and so they are, but they demand a deep change of attitude in anyone who has grown used to writing in the style now fashionable. One could keep all of them and still write bad English, but one could not write the kind of stuff that I quoted in those five specimens at the beginning of this article.
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Please create a summary for your work and put it where it can be read easily. You are missing out on THOUSANDS of readers!
I spent an hour at the library today trying to find a good fantasy book. One out of every 100 books was a fantasy book, so that was already a bit disheartening.
Imagine my frustration when, from about half of those books, I could NOT even see what they were about!
It was all just quotes from people whose opinions I do not care about comparing the work to other writers, whose works I cannot recall at a glance.
I ended up not picking up a single book to bring home.
I decided to discuss this with other avid readers I knew on the internet and they felt the exact same. Reading is supposed to be a leisurely activity that relieves stress, and the less steps between the reader and a soft chair, a blanket, a cup of tea and a good book, the better. Having to take out a phone or find a library computer to type out the name in a search bar to find a summary is, oftentimes, already too much of a pain for many many casual readers.
The same goes for fanfics without tags or descriptions. People have a limited amount of time to read every day and they (we) usually donât want to waste that taking a chance on a completely unknown story.
So please; create a summary for your work and put it front and center. I promise you nobody wants to read how much other people liked your book when they could be reading what the book is about. If we really want to know how people liked the book, we will look up reviews. Those are worth that extra step if weâre already considering reading the book.
Please reblog this if you agree so that it can reach an author that needs it!
To clarify: Works with my autism. WORKS WITH MY AUTISM!!! Iâve been meeting my goals since I made them my New Yearâs resolution! Anyway Iâm so sick of all those âhow toâ guides that donât actually tell you what the process is theyâre just like âjust do it, but donât burn yourself out, do whatâs best for you!â because youâre not telling me what Iâm not supposed to be burning myself out over but okay, so I made my own. Hope this helps
1. Choose your fighter metric. What works better for you as a measurement of your progress; time spent writing or your word count? Personally I get very motivated and encouraged by seeing my word count go up and making a note of where it should be when Iâm done, so I measure by that. At the same time, a lot of people are also very discouraged by their word count and it can negatively impact their motivation to write, and in that case you may be better off working from how much time you spend writing rather than where the word count is
2. Choose your starter PokĂŠmon time frame. How often can you write before it starts to feel like a chore or a burden rather than something fun you look forward to? Many people believe that they have to write daily, but for some people this can do more harm than good. Maybe every two or three days? Weekly? Figure out what fits your schedule and go with it
3. Choose your funny third joke goal. Now that youâve got your chosen time frame to complete your goal in, whatâs a reasonable goal to aim to complete within that time frame based on the metric you chose? If your metric is your word count, how much can you reasonably and consistently write within your chosen time frame? If your metric is time spent writing, how much time can you reasonably and consistently spend writing within that time? Maybe 1000 words per week works, or maybe 10 minutes per day? The goal here is to find something that works for you and your own schedule without burning you out
4. Trial and error. Experiment with your new target and adapt it accordingly. Most people canât consistently write 1667 words per day like you do in NaNoWriMo, so we want to avoid that and aim somewhere more reasonable. If you feel like itâs too much to do in such a short time frame, either give yourself less to do or more time to do it in. If you find yourself begrudgingly writing so often that it constantly feels more like a chore than something fun, maybe consider adapting things. And if you think that you gave yourself too much wiggle room and you could do more than this consistently, give yourself more of a challenge. Everything needs to suit you and your pace and needs
5. Run your own race. Donât feel like youâre not accomplishing enough in comparison to others or not working fast enough to satisfy some arbitrary feeling of doubt. Everybody works at their own pace and slower work doesnât mean worse work. You could be on one word per day and youâll still see consistent results, which is still one word per day more than you could originally count on. All progress is progress, regardless of its speed