i love tv. it’s the best thing ever invented.

dentists will stab your gums with a sharp object and then be like 😐 your gums are bleeding

apartment hunting sucks so bad especially bc i’m applying sight unseen like yayyyyy i hope i dont end up living in the worst apartment known to man run by an Extra evil landlord but at my price point there’s a very high chance of that happening

white people are fucking insane . i went to get my hair cut today and i was listening in on the white to white conversation happening the chair over and one person was talking about a time that she walked into her yard and couldn’t find her dog and the first thing she says is “i was worried that somebody broke in and stole him!!!” like why in the world would that be what you go to??? dogs famously escape yards???? and to make it worse she added “you know like a druggie” and the other person goes “exactly— to sell the dog for drugs or something !!” . btw the dog was just hiding .

i love summer and i’m so glad to have this time to relax before life gets crazy again but bc we all have nothing else to do i’ve been hanging out with my best friend and sister almost 24/7 and im so grateful bc i miss them all the time when im away at school but today i had a few hours to myself and i sat outside and read and smoked just bc there was nobody to tell me i shouldn’t and it was the most at peace ive felt in days . like i just love being alone and having time to think and i could feel myself being more creative and actually wanting to write or at least jot down ideas and it’s so hardddd bc im so happy here but i also don’t feel like myself and i hate to wish that i was alone when im with my favorite people but sometimes i just want to be alone . but i can’t be like everybody LEAVE THE HOUSE so i can do almost exactly what we’ve been doing together but just by myself but it’s what i neeeeed . like ig i could just say that but then it feels empty like it’s always best when it happens naturally bc it’s just not the same otherwise idkkkkkkk