tempest.

sometimes living your truth means embracing your inner филмар ❤️

i have to admit the thing this retrograde has done for me so far, apart from hurling lessons which i'm learning and relearning and relearning again, is to almost to a fundamental level change me as a person. my outlook on live, the way i carry myself, the way i interact and perceive people around me - everything. how tightly i now grasp and genuinely feel whatever happiness comes my way, as there is no such thing as permanence, unless it's an ending. if you take into account that every single step of this process has been equivalent to being skinned alive with how excruciating it has been, it is probably worth it in the long run. everything happens for a reason etc etc. but man, sometimes i'm not sure how much more i can take.