How Strange It Is To Be Anything At All

Still haven’t gotten my period and it’s now like a week late . I bought some tests and they’re all negative. I kinda feel like it’s coming because I feel unnecessarily angry about the fact that after everything that happened , I was the one bought the test and he said he would pay me back . I called him to tell him that I had a hard day and would really love some kind of sweet treat and for him to come over and he just was like oh yeah but didn’t offer to bring me anything and didn’t come over ?? Like if I was the boyfriend I’d come right over with a muffin or something. I cried when I got off the phone and I know that sounds stupid as fuck

The fact that I’ve told a couple of people about it and they’ve all just laughed or shrugged it off like “oh people are jerks” likeee no it was actually gender- based violence. The men from the car were calling us bitches/sluts etccc. The misogyny and rape culture really seeps into everything huh

Having a rough couple of days . I had a car full of men throw lit fireworks from their car at my sister and I while we were walking and spent Sunday at urgent care and everything keeps going wrong at work I think I’m under some sort of curse