Fangirl Trash

Made a leather purse and keyring

“Josephine… Just saying it is like poetry…”

Now I know why we couldn‘t explore Treviso completely in Veilguard; these two needed their space 😌

Inspiration under the cut, haha

we met here on tumblr in 2012. and last year in 2025 all three of us met up in person and rummaged through @jadefyre's fridge and went out to cafes and went to a petting zoo together and watched anime on the couch and had a sleepover

fandom has definitely given me a lot of angles to view it from, too 👀

like, the idea that illario getting lucanis "killed" is, among other things, a sort of grim mercy, a way of sparing him becoming the first talon?

at the same time, illario can never really be anything so long as lucanis is there. he exists in lucanis' shadow, to the point that no one really sees him

and then there's smth intriguing about zara potentially preying on that part of illario, on seeing him - or making him think she sees him (and cares) - and drawing him to her with that as her leash

but illario isn't ignorant or naive. he MUST be aware he's being manipulated, that's just how this stuff is done. he's manipulating her right back

but all this time, he did trust her to actually kill lucanis. he didn't intend - or want!! - his cousin/brother to be imprisoned and tortured and made into an abomination. death happens to everyone, and crows are better than most at coping with that knowledge, so I think while he would've mourned lucanis, he also would have been able to move on

THE SCHOOL SYSTEM !!! PEER ABUSE !!!!! ISOLATION !!!!!!!! RACISM !!! SEXISM !!!!!! MEDICAL ABUSE !!!!!! NONCONSENSUAL SURGERY !!!! POVERTY !!!! SO MUCH MORE !!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

edit: i made this in a high school enduced rage and didnt expect it to blow up like this ?

anyway i love trans people i love intersex people i love people with personality disorsers i love aspec people okkk