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this isn’t a tumblr account, this is a historical record of how insane I am

sometimes all you need is someone to call you pretty and hug you. oh and be sickeningly obsessed with you

i want someone to be as deeply indulged with me as i am with them

if only i was easier to love

being a person who nobody has ever cared about is kinda insanely horrible lol

what doesn’t kill you makes your nervous system more sensitive for the rest of your life

time to feel sick about every decision i’ve ever made in my entire life

I hate that I’m like this. I hate that I care this much. I hate that a single thought can ruin my entire week. I hate that i react this way. Does this ever end?

hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?

i wish i was enough for you

i feel like a puppy no one wants

neglecting my needs because that’s all anyone has ever showed me how to do

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

"You look tired" im literaly going insane

i want to be loved as much as i love them. i want it to feel even just a bit more equal. please.