hey, you can call me spiral.
this is a vent acc and also not my main. i'll only be posting vents here. (and yearning now)
(main is @aethererebus)
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@speakingspirals
hey, you can call me spiral.
this is a vent acc and also not my main. i'll only be posting vents here. (and yearning now)
(main is @aethererebus)

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I’d love to stop yearning for things I know aren’t in the cards for me
Shit I relapsed on having hopes again
am i being dense or am i being delusional..?

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my heart and brain are constantly fighting. my heart takes everything as a sign of mutual feelings, but my brain knows that, logically, they interact with me the same as everyone else.
i took every meaningless interaction and have it so much meaning that i spiraled over it. how pathetic.
i hate that my heart gets so excited with him, but my mind knows better. i just feel so embarrassed about my feelings because i know they're irrational.
Anyone else feel a gnawing aching melancholy that twists your gut and claws at your heart?
i quietly pay attention so i can get to know you better. i listen to songs i see you listening to often, i try to find the meaning behind the song that you might have created. i watch your favourite movies and wonder what characters you see yourself in and why. i watch for changes in body language when you're talking with other people. i open up about myself in hopes you'll do the same.
all in attempt to get closer to you.

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i love having a long and deep conversation with someone, and when we can both tell its getting towards the end, we bring up as many random things as we can to keep it going. the beauty of not wanting to leave the moment.
it hurts to remember and it hurts to forget
I wish someone wanted me the way I want them
you light up fireworks in my heart with every word you say to me, but i'll never be able to tell you that.
i would rather write about my feelings a million times before confessing.

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im sorry for the way i think and act my brain never shuts up
i have wasted so much time becoming nothing