Today's Document
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❣ Chile in a Photography ❣
Misplaced Lens Cap
Peter Solarz
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PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
Origami Around
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
shark vs the universe
trying on a metaphor
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
Aqua Utopia｜海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
Jules of Nature
Kaledo Art
noise dept.
Sade Olutola
will byers stan first human second
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@poke-if-needed
unavoidable that you will be the villain in someone else's story. You will be painted in an unfavorable light. You will be the irredeemable one. and all of this will happen despite how nice you might usually be or how kind or how respectful or how warm. and you will just have to move on.
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I hide the part of me that needs to be loved the most and then crave to be loved as a whole.
one of my favorite songs
"get out of my head, can't you tell that you're dead to me? talk to me instead, 'til we go to bed"
Not only sexual violence itself is traumatizing. The way other people react to it (silencing, victim blaming, minimizing,...) is additionally traumatizing and can determine if a victim develops PTSD or not.
I wonder how my PTSD would have turned out if I hadn't been forced to endure so much additional trauma by people supporting my rapist.
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Day 1 of recreating my old DID/OSDD memes
This haunts me
My poor, sensitive nervous system... 😭
Gotta make sure to get plenty of rest!
Coping? nah I’m raw dogging life with untreated mental illness
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DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about
The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories
Constant depersonalization and derealization
Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life
Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time
Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating
Dissociative stupor/trance
Alexithymia
Identity issues outside of alters
Inability to connect with other people
Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it
Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation
Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc
The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting
Somatic flashbacks
Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you
That sickly feeling when you realize you don’t know how to love. You only know how to be devoted like a dog which has been abused all its life yet licks the hand which beats it.
im a lot older from when it happened and not only does it still terrify me, but i never even tell anyone it does and i mask every single emotion i feel and show myself as happy when on the inside im scared and always confused. sometimes the mask cracks and people see it for just a second before i "change" masks to where it doesn't leak through anymore. it just gets so exhausting doing that. i just wish i had someone i could truly rely on instead of worrying if they'll leave me for good.
A scent like this.
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I feel so out of touch with myself
