Pixel Ferretess

jax died before she could come out, and she died before she could become a better person and make any kind of amends with the people she hurt. I don't think the story was written that way by accident

she's horribly repressed and comes from horrible circumstances including homelessness. she also pushed away every hand extended to her and every chance she could have taken to get better. there were a million better decisions she could have made and she did not make them, and she caused an incredible amount of harm along the way. and still the story wants us to believe her worthy of being understood and loved

btw you’re allowed to grow. even if you’ve hurt others. even if you don’t feel worthy. you’re allowed to grow and change and become someone who does feel worthy. i love you. in spite of everything. i love you.

If youre a closeted person somewhere out there thinking "I want to transition but it would be less progressive/unique/countercultural for me to be that gender instead of this one" please know that you are a real person not a character in a narrative and cant live your life based on what is good media representation. You are real you can only be yourself and theres no moral weight to any identity over another

Liberal transphobes enjoy positioning trans identities as regressive compared to cis queerness or like non-transitioning transness or anything else they can leverage to make transphobia look progressive and I think its easy to absorb that message subconciously. But in real life we just are what we are and no ranking of validity can change the fact that you have an identity that is NOT chosen and is just your unchangeable truth. Not only should you not have to live a life dictated by what is most countercultural to identify as or whatever but also: being trans is extremely countercultural and feminist and leftist to begin with and theyre only trying to convince you otherwise bc theyre bigots

"Why cant you be a feminine man society hates feminine men 🥺" and "all the butch lesbians are becoming men we need u 🥺" = stay in the closet for the noble purpose of being an abstract representation point in my new york times opinion column. You wont actually be a gnc cis person youll be a closeted trans person who uses the wrong words but I need you to do that because i hate you

ppl simultaneously assume trans women are creatures of infinite patience and grace and wisdom, and also unreasonable monsters who generate negative emotions everywhere we go. this is because we tend to exhibit people-pleasing behaviors due to the fact that everyone always either is hostile to us or tries to take advantage of us. the result of this is that transmisogyny exempt people are always surprised when they do something fucked up to me and i get mad. and then because i raised my voice at them, i become unreasonable to them, in the sense of not being able to be reasoned with, and they therapyspeak at me. and it’s like. all of you need to learn how to apologize to a trans woman for doing something wrong to her. bc you will. you are not immune to doing something fucked up to a trans woman because you were conditioned to do so. you have to be ready to recognize what you did and make things better

you have to understand that everyone, with no exceptions, is trained that trans women do not deserve to exist. our default state is one of intrusion. our default volume is too loud. the amount of space we take up is always too much. you have to push back against that. you have to treat us the way you treat any other woman. you have to not be afraid to hear our voices. you have to not be afraid to know our feelings.

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

"uh huh. and why didn't you say anything about this when you were in the infinitely precarious position of being a child with practically no rights surrounded by adults who could have and would have and maybe even did gaslight and discount and argue over and bully and emotionally or physically or sexually abuse you into complying with their ideas of who you ought to be? hmm? why didn't you mention this at the time in your life when nobody would have taken you seriously or believed that you are an honest and trustworthy narrator of your experiences & identity? huh? 🤡"

very fucking telling that BOTH transfem posters here are banned.

This is literally Slink #lore