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One of the three coherent memories I have of my last drunk escapades is me sitting on the floor next to the cupboard either holding a shit ton of sauce for some reason and it putting it up or just idk sitting there going "no I promise I'm a good girl" in the most whorish voice I think I've ever done I don't even know why I said that or what the fuck I was begging for there was no one there I would care to beg to???? Argh
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A very irritating thing about being disabled while also having a mental illness is that everybody and their dog will assume the mental illness was caused by the disability. People seem to think that being disabled must be a miserable enough life to cause mental illness. By doing this they write off any other causes and factors in mental health, and they act like mental illness is inevitable for disabled people and therefore normal and expected.
it also absolutely ignores the ways disability actually can lead to mental illness and very little of that is inherent to the disability. Some disabilities like ABI/TBI may bring on mental health symptoms and susceptibility, but many don't just make someone mentally ill. But how someone is consistently treated by the people around them, the people they encounter, and society at large, absolutely fosters an environment for mental health issues to grow. For people with disability that changes over time or who acquire their disability suddenly, the changes to their life can be very hard to handle and they may not have access to support that understands what they're experiencing. For people whose disability has been since birth, the constant battle of butting up against ableism and inaccessibility and the life goals nobody will support them with is incredibly emotionally exhausting. But when people think disability is miserable and mental illness inevitable, they never think of it like that. They don't think of the fact the mental health problems are still coming from the same stresses and lack of support that might cause them in any abled person. As soon as they don't recognise someone's life it's like they stop being able to understand the same ways we all need support when things are hard. Instead, it's treated like it sucks but it was always going to happen. That, or it's ignored, because they think you can only have one thing going on and being disabled is the only thing they see. It's not inevitable. We deserve support, not assumptions and ignorance.
Visibly Disabled Nonexistence
[ Plain text: Visibly Disabled Nonexistence ]
Visibly disabled people don’t exist. We don’t get that privilege.
We are our aids. Our deformities. Our movements that don’t match abled expectations. We are our weird noises and our inability to speak. We are medical and gross and nonhuman. We are disabled. We are not people.
We get asked about our private, personal medical information and we are to share the correct amount at all times. The correct amount is enough to satiate abled curiosity but not so much that it makes them uncomfortable. We are not to complain. We have nothing to complain about. Because we are not people.
We are fictional characters that make abled people remember how lucky they are. They would kill themselves if they were us. But they are not us. They will never be us. Because we are not people.
We cannot be happy, because we are disabled. And disability is tragic. We cannot be sad, because we’re not immediately dying. And when we’re immediately dying, that’s okay. Because we are not people.
We have to work or be in the hospital getting treatment at all times. If our lives aren’t for money, we shouldn’t exist. We don’t exist anyway. We are fictional characters. We are not people.
Our lives are simply stories made to tell children to behave. You don’t want to end up like that filthy cripple do you? You’re only a cripple when you misbehave. Because behaving makes you human. And we are not human.
We don’t exist. We are nonexistent, ungendered, unsexual disableds. We are stories. We are our disabilities first and ourselves never. Because we are not people.
TW: Brief (one line), somewhat graphic mention of past suicidal ideation, brief mention of interpersonal violence
so this is how the night ends:
sitting criss-cross applesauce in bed about to don all my covers
after experiencing a very brief power outage and feeling lucky my powerchair was charged and my hospital bed had an automatic backup battery
after finding out an acquaintance of mine got in a terrible accident, but feeling all sorts of ways about how privilege seeped into even the most tragic event of their life
and realizing that the show People Watching was right when they talked about what life is and what it means when people far enough removed from you experience tragedy or hardship or death and how,
of course,
it affects that person personally and seriously, but if you are so removed from someone that they may as well be a concept more so than a being, it is okay to have complicated feelings about how privileged they remain in a situation where you wouldn't be treated the same. Something about tragic accidents and their spectacle that make people feel or care more or better or harder. Something about systemic misogyny and mistreatment and something about the fact that near-death experiences aren't a big deal when it's my friend being attacked on the street or when I needed for full time care after surgery or when I go to the ER in severe pain that almost made me take a rusty razor to my neck.
So
with prose poems and complex feelings and a little bit of literal darkness mixed in, the flowers of my mind both wilt and cripple like my dear body, as they evolve, as they blossom. Life is full of situations we want to dive head first into, oversaturated with some marred form of care, without ever evaluating the feelings we were taught to repress---so much that in an empty room, we couldn't even say them to ourselves. To be mad or confused when others are in a bad situation and are being treated better than you ever would is not so wrong, nor is eating a cold version of a hot sandwich (that you would typically choose to heat up) at 4:30 in the morning because life, like you and your weird sleeping and eating schedule, is not monolithic. There are still stories to read to our heart's content and stuffed animals to hold and new, clean water bottles to relish. Obligating yourself into mourning is not a requirement, nor should it be; while people flock around others, it is okay to remember your needs that go unmet and the people that you chose to remain close to. Tragedy is a layered experience that is not directly correlated to the level of shock it instills in your peers, and sometimes you are in far too much crisis to consider becoming involved in another just to satisfy some arbitrary level of generosity.
Goodnight to the tragic and the Queers and the cripples, and for a minute, may your minds not be marred by obligation.
happy pride to my favourite post on reddit
[image ID: a screenshot of a reddit post on the subreddit r/Lesbian Actually, with the text "Does tit sucking count as sex? I am just curious". Under it, is a comment with the text "Well it's not a handshake." /end ID]
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It's always two sides
I'm not gonna lie the secret to success for a great many people is absolutely stimulant abuse
Wait hold on what was that
[Image ID: a screenshot of a tag in white text on a black background that reads, "not that I recommend it but the week after I electrocuted myself with the car battery was one of the most productive of my life." /.End ID]
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I honestly feel like my whole 20s have been robbed from me. I’m 29 and I’m losing hope. I’ve been “strong” and “positive “since I’ve been diagnosed with muscular dystrophy at 10 years old. It’s hard to be positive when something affects your quality of life and there’s no breaks. I honestly don’t know what to do at this point. And unfortunately, most people don’t understand which I don’t expect them to. I’m just hoping for peace.😭😭🙇🏾♂️
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being severely disabled may leave me mostly housebounds and somedays mostly bedbound, and make it very difficult for me to live my life much les exist
but that doesn't mean i need to diminsh what i can do and enjoy in life! i am just as much a person as abled people are.
my life may seem sad or wasted to some assholes out there, but that's on them for undervaluing disabled people and our personhood.
we have things we enjoy! we're allowed to romanticize what we can in our lives! i'm someone who loves creativity in any form. and the most accessible creativity for me is admiring others creations! i love stories! i love projects and art!
and it doesnt matter if i dont "contribute to society" like abled people do. disabled people are allowed to have things they love and not have it be overshadowed by ableism!
if you're disabled and/or chronically ill, i cannot stress enough how much you deserve friendship.
if your conditions make it hard for you to follow through with plans, you deserve friendship anyways.
if you use equipment like mobility aids, aac, ventilators and oxygen, feeding tubes, insulin pumps, etc, you deserve friendship anyways.
if your conditions make you have to cancel last minute a lot, you deserve friendship anyways. if your conditions make you have to leave early a lot, you deserve friendship anyways.
if you're housebound/bedbound, you deserve friendship anyways.
if you need caregiver support to hang out with friends, you deserve friendship anyways AND you deserve the caregiver support you need to enjoy time with them.
if you have a service dog, you deserve friendship anyways.
if your conditions cause "scary" medical episodes like seizures, fainting, meltdowns and shutdowns, etc, you deserve friendship anyways.
if you're disabled and/or chronically ill, i cannot stress enough how much you deserve friendship.
Nooooo sex positive queer user calling out puritanism and defending gay sex don't end your post with compulsory sexuality you're so sexy haha...
'Fuck sapphic yearning we need lesbian fucking' 'Enough songs about kissing girls where the songs about fucking women?' 'I hate these hand holding sapphics I'm a real dyke who fucks' 'Not all of us are asexual real queers fuck too' 'We don't need that fluffy Heartstopper shit we need real shows with gay sex'
I promise you can just say the second half of these sentences.
'I will always advocate for every queer person's right to be a fully autonomous sexual being-and that always must and always will include asexuals. Recognizing the significance of queer sex should not mean that every queer person should be mandated to meet an arbitrary sexual prerequisite in order for their queerness to be affirmed. Centering queerness around sex leaves very little room for queer folks for whom sex is insignificant, or for whom sex is never or rarely possible, or for queer folks who have never had sex before, or for queer folks whose only sexual experiences have been violent. It also leaves a lot of queer people, especially young ones, feeling pressured to have a certain amount or certain type of sex in order to legitimate or prove their queerness to themselves or to someone else.'
-Sherronda J. Brown, Refusing compulsory sexuality: A Black Asexual Lens on Our Sex-Obsessed Culture
people aren't even exaggerating indeed is literally like that. walmart attendant $13 an hour, target attendant $13 an hour, AI dick sucker $40 an hour, home depot attendant $13 an hour, guy who designs bullets that can only kill children $160k a year plus benefits, gas station manager $18 an hour
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why can rockstar games institutionalise you for life like nikita kruschev for being autistic
He didn't steal 10 million dollars. They made that number up as a loss, they never fucking had it. Rockstar has spent more than a billion fucking dollars on GTA VI and will likely make billions more when it gets released.
Uber is a fucking shell game of a company designed to leech investor capital and output bootleg cabs.
Nvidia posted a profit in 2023 of $4.37 billion. This is like someone stealing less than a penny from me.
And they lock this kid in a prison hospital for LIFE?
Capitalism is disgusting.
Nobody should buy GTA til they free Arion Kurtaj
What with GTA VI going up for pre-order i'd just like to remind everyone that rockstar conspired with the UK government to lock an 18-year-old away for life for hacking them.
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