Mason 🇵🇸🍉

My name is Mason, I’m a 19 year old queer author and writer in Aotearoa New Zealand! I have self-published a collection of poetry titled The Jellyfish, which shines a light into the mind of a mentally ill young teenager. I write fictional stories and poetry the derives from personal experiences. I’m currently in the process of writing two books which you can learn more about from my side blogs dedicated to them! Here I’ll be posting short stories, poems, updates and short excerpts from my books and probably other things.

A lot of my writing is inspired by my own and/or my friends experiences being queer and mentally ill. I find this very important to write about as even still, it is constantly portrayed incorrectly or demonized, leaving people with misinformation and skewed perceptions of mental illness and the queer community. I've struggled all my life finding spaces in media that represent me in a way that makes me feel safe and understood, and that is what I strive for. With how the world is, and always has been, it is more important than ever to use your voice and your power to fight back and speak up against what is trying to take you down.

Everyday I leave the house feels like my last day alive,

I cover myself in smoke to try to forget this fact.

Every button, handle, door, piece of merchandise covers my hands in filth and grime

So I dunk them in forever-cleansing goop just to get my heart to slow down

The hair on my arms stick up and my blood runs cold at the mention of a sore stomach,

A sensation I’ve been cursed with for the past year.

I fear I’ll never be free from the devil in my body that pulls at my insides like tug-o-war and makes my throat feel stuck from all the screaming it won’t let me spit out

Nothing is clean

And nothing is safe

I am forever in fear of this world and the people in it

I will never be clean enough

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Um hey guys!! Sooooo, guess who's crawled out of the depths again?

I've always been very on and off with this blog BUT I'm making more and more progress with my books and want to have more friends and connections here! I'll post some reworks and stuff as I'm editing my novel The Dead End big time now. One of my amazing friends is reading it at the moment and editing it which I very much appreciate (Thank you Venus!!)

I've been working on more "personal" stuff at the moment too. I've started my writing commissions again and am writing fan fiction on another blog to help keep up my writing instead of charging through my big manuscripts and burning out again.

I thought I could give a little update on how my books (The Haunting of Miss Caroline Marsden and Dead End) as some cool things are going on!!

With THoMCM, I have started re-writing it! If you remember, it was originally in third person but after re-reading it and having a think, I thought it would come out better in first person! I want it to kind of come across as a interview style book, I'll be posting the first little part soon for some context :)

Hey everyone!

I've been gone for a while now due to worsening mental and physical health. I've been reignited to write again recently and have missed the community.

I had horrible writers block for basically a year and have been writing on and off, maybe only a couple sentences. yesterday I read through the first draft of my book The Haunting of Miss Caroline Marsden and had a bit of a realization that I cannot throw this away. I'm not trying to toot my own horn, but I did start to believe I wasn't good enough to publish any of my fiction, but I have that drive again :)

I'm a man living in London and quite obsessed with yoga! I write about my yoga sessions with an erotic twist. I would be grateful for a follow :)

Hi Manlyslut,

Or may I call you Mr. Slut? I read your pinned post Jennifer's journey, and I have some pointers.

Firstly, I believe you use the word ass too much, there was no need to be so vulgar, even in an erotic piece of work. If Jennifer was just sitting on the cobblestone, why must you bring profanity into it? "She stopped and sat her ass down on a street corner." it's just not on. Jennifer is more than her ass, she is a powerful and confident woman who knows what she wants, give her some respect.

Also you should work on continuity and grammar

Let me cut a slab of your best bits and I'll ravage you

I'll eat and destroy until you are no more

I am never full

But I'll make sure you are

So so full of me that you'll never be full of yourself