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About Me

I am a white neurodivergent late twenty-something adult. :) I change my pronouns based on my mood every now and then, but she/her is fine.

I have ADHD. Maybe autism? I have anxiety, so please bear with me if I am slow at times and feeling nervous. I also have PCOS, but I have been on a health and self-love journey for the past few years.

I am panromantic sex-repulsed asexual. I simp for everyone.

I am shy, but I want to make friends. I am on a journey of building confidence and re-discovering my hobbies.

I love writing science fiction and fantasy and I like doing digital or traditional art in an anime style. I have been drawing and writing for the majority of my life.

Feel free to ramble to me about your special interests and creations. :3 <3

~ My Favorites ~

Aesthetics: pastel, 2010s Tumblr "grunge", 90s grunge, pastel goth, pastel grunge, seapunk, punk

Anime: Death Note, Attack on Titan, Frieren, Dungeon Meshi, Tokyo Ghoul Season 1

Books: The Tharassas Cycle (highly recommend if you're into some gay sci-fantasy)

Cartoons: Teen Titans, Avatar: The Last Airbender (since some people refuse to call them anime SMH), Aeon Flux

Food: Sushi, peanut butter, bananas, strawberries

Manga: Battle Angel Alita

Music: Lady GaGa, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, David Bowie, Poppy, Grimes

Video Games (when I play them tot): Minecraft, The Elder Scrolls, Fallout, The Sims

Movies: Alita: Battle Angel, The Matrix, Spider-Man 2, Howl's Moving Castle, Nausicaa

TV Shows: Titans, Doctor Who (9th-11th Doctor), Sanctuary, Fallout, Wednesday

~ Writing WIPs ~

Ultra Drive: Rebirth

Genres: sci-fi, LGBTQIA+, action, drama

Sungenres: cyberpunk, biopunk, dystopian, spy-fi, gun fu

Themes: feminism, diversity, anti-capitalism, found family

Plot synopsis: In a post-apocalyptic future in the city-state of Venicula, a young woman named Lexi Vega rebels against an oppressive corporate regime. Her life is only made her harder after a delivery job ends with her being exposed to eumonium, a chemical from an invasive plant, causing her to develop impressive abilities. She becomes known as an ultrahuman - or an ultra for short. She is hunted down by the government, desired as a weapon, but not before joining a group of ultra rebels. Together, they learn what they are capable of, work to save Lexi's kidnapped parents, and unravel mysteries of Venicula.

Links: (WIP)

Legends of Asteria: The Heart of Falinor

Genres: LGBTQIA+, fantasy, adventure, comedy, slice of life

Sungenres: light fantasy

Themes: hope, compassion, love

Tropes: found family

Plot synopsis: Young wood elf Nel is known as a troublemaker in the tropical forests of Falinor. He lives with his catfolk friend Akari and they work to sell goods together. But on the night of the spring festival, a sacred artifact is stolen by human pirates - the heart of Falinor. Without this artifact, the forests will wither and die. Nel goes on a quest with a reluctant Akari to recover the heart and makes friends along the way.

Links: (WIP)

Series Title: Anchored Souls (Main WIP)

Book Titles: One Siren's Soul, Two Witch's Woven, Three Star's Stolen

Brief: pirate fantasy with a focus on sirens/merfolk; quantum physics inspired, element-based magic system; souls, memories, and sense of self; everyone has grey morality; ironic identities; balancing the importance of one's past, present, and future.

Book Title: CIRCUIT (Novella - Secondary WIP)

Brief: modern sci-fi of secret agents vs. aliens; "high tech" when without electricity; light-based lifeforms; implications of electrokinesis in a technology-reliant world; the process of healing from grieving loss; adopting the enemy (because it turns out they're actually the equivalent of a five-year-old).

Book Title: The Dark's Treasured Glow (Concept stage)

Brief: solarpunk exoplanet colony floating above a perpetual cloud layer, the surface world cast in darkness; dragon-inspired secretly sapient extraterrestrial lifeforms; bioluminescent-based biology and evolution; experimental narrative without sight cues; fighting the corruption behind the utopian facade; a discussion of "owning" land and natural resources.

“the big wip” (arcs 2/7)

two disgustingly-in-love middle aged men just try to fuck around and find out (literally & figuratively) together in peace but an angst-filled 20yo weapon crashing out over his ex-situationship has other plans. oh and don't forget the grief

“Pal”

you ever wonder what would happen if you actually took those traveling proselytizers up on their offer? welp, it looks like that cult somehow all of you joined late one night in a moment of weakness is indeed the murdery kind

Lark

jaded tragic lesbian vampire gets stuck on a road trip with the world's most unhinged fifteen-year-old girl and her cold dead heart is forced to care for someone for the first time in decades

long intros

“the big wip”

secondary world fantasy, romance, action/adventure, swords & (a bit of) sorcery, coming of age, Own Voice (disability rep), adult, disability & queer rep

high in explicit sexual content, discussions of loss and suicide/suicidal behavior, and descriptions of blood and injury

features a fleshed out world that seven different main POV stories take place in so far. the world has its own unique celestial bodies, night/day cycles, two suns, countless moons, creation story involving a handful of gods and goddesses and one vengeful god, and seven different main kingdoms with a shared origin history and unique cultures, people, and geographic features

Bazyli (bah-zihlee) and Cecyl (see-sihl) Tzetzes (tzeht-zees)’s story follows a pre-established, lovey-dovey married couple—the King of Glazign, King Bazyli Tzetzes, and his husband, Lord Cecyl—who have two adult sons, Aleksey and Bence. It centers around:

kingly affairs

dealing with a particularly annoying bigoted neighboring kingdom when yours is essentially a progressive electoral monarchy that seems to attract interesting, unconventional characters to rise to leadership

navigating an acquired disability (/of a loved one) under the public eye (be advised that although they get lucky, their life is pretty much a guide to how to NOT live with a seizure disorder with a very short aura period before episodes)

grief

figuring out how to pick up the pieces of a relationship while enduring grief

reclaiming sexuality

enjoying the process of fucking around and finding out in middle age

and accidental fugitive acquisition.

Eloy Maro de las Llanurjoj (ē-loy mah-r~oh dey lahs yah-nur~-yoy ~indicates rolled sound)’s is the post-teenage "coming of age" story of the beloved prince of Ferraz's personal guard and sheltered childhood friend who has never had anyone but him. Being so close to royalty ousts him from his community in the plains, and bearing the surname Maro, relation to his older sister, and the same condition brings on the declaration of being a curse, courtesy of said community. No one else has ever wanted him.

Outside of exposition, his story actively moves through:

mildly homoerotic situationship

ignoring one's feelings through rage

trying to persist in an old identity and role that one has been forced out of by circumstance

accidentally collapsing half dead on the king of an opposing kingdom's doorstep (twice)

extreme stubbornness

going through the mess of trying to forge a new life for oneself after the old one has been torn out from under your feet and ditched you in a foreign place.

“Pal”

quest fantasy, romantic subplot, action/adventure, swords & (a bit of) sorcery, adult, disability & queer rep

high in graphic depictions of violence and disturbing gore

set in a DND-esque world with so far minimal world building, features a main group adventuring party that's being hunted down by a group of cultists that all members of the original group were once tied to somehow, and is split into two main acts

meet:

Echethier (ehtch-ih-theer) — "Mind if I speak freely?" the "dad/ grandad" of the main group

Paych (paych... like "paycheck" without the "-eck" and slurred together) — "Alchemy can't fix that." the perpetually annoyed alchemist who can technically poison them all covertly if she wishes but chooses not to

Cal'eris (cahl-EHR-ihs) — "Do you want me to kill him?" is a major source of conflict as much as he is stuck in perpetual internal conflict: homophobic loser that you hate to sympathize with

Hali (hah-lee) — "I, uh, sorta forgot everything in the other room. I'll be right back." a seemingly carefree, hotheaded trickster and former thief that has just been given the most convenient ticket out from the town that hated him. also a newly discovered bisexual disaster

Yasča (yahsh-chah) — "At least the blizzards will give me a warmer welcome than you have." a cold, stoic, sometimes sharp tongued, 4'9" swordsman from an isolated mountain community and who hardly speaks common. was dragged into this bullshit by helping the wrong clueless foreigner and is now stuck with him

Maessil (may-seel) — understandably full of teenage rage due to complicated cultist lore and is only nice to her lyre. don't be fooled by the bright colors—they weren't originally pastels

Jaxihy (jahcks-ih-hih) — chaos personified

Aell (ay-ehl) — chaos personified's platonic soulmate

Ezo (eh-zoh) — it's complicated

Nim (nihm) — "I like to get to know a man before I kill him."

Lark

urban fantasy, modern setting, coming of age, action/adventure, teenaged protagonist, adult, queer rep

high in depictions of grief and descriptions of disturbing acts of “self-violence”

jaded tragic lesbian vampire, Laurel, gets stuck on a road trip with the world's most unhinged fifteen-year-old girl, Lola, and her cold dead heart is forced to care for someone for the first time in decades

excerpt (draft):

[…] but cave to her "whims". Though, that gravel to her voice sharpened into a bitter, serated edge—enough to dig in and bite instead of graze.

"You're a walking corpse."

She shrugged it off, like Laurel was the little puppy nipping at her ankles that had just been kicked, and twirled her hair around her finger. "So. . . no?"