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Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

does being ignored a lot like all the time in early childhood and late childhood and adulthood continuing on to the exact present moment cause any sort of lasting negative psychological effects or am i in the clear

how was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing was the destroying and betraying yourself for nothing fun? it didn't look fun

u can be boiling alive in your mind for months and then on a random tuesday ur head gets so clear and life is worth living again and you're like damn what was all that about then

(guy who doesnt even like dating) ok well does anyone want to get entranced by my whole deal or no.

You’ve been through too much in this life not to get what you want from it. If you do nothing else, make sure you start living the life you know you deserve.