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i have never felt so valued and able to sharpen a pencil why am i crying
I love her so much ♥️

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lunar corona, colorful rings around the moon.
you are required to be and act anti-racist
thinking and hoping you're not racist isn't enough. i am talking specifically and especially to white trans people whose political ideology and differing axis of oppression makes them feel immune to racially motivated missteps and behaviors
and im suggesting firmly and with pain in my heart that apologies must start and end with "i'm so sorry to have done this. i recognize what was done and will work to do better." and at no point must your apology be accepted in order to continue a working relationship/comradeship/solidarity, at no point does your continued ":( i just feel so bad" matter to me or any other person of color
you have to process your feelings about doing a racism separate from the persons or people you did the racism to. you do not offload the labor to the affronted. you do not assert what your "intent" was repeatedly or ask for help from the hurt
Ryan Gosling’s career has just been one long quest to climb the Warner Bros water tower
that man has been trying to climb this tower since he was 16. he has asked multiple times, and every time they said no, but now he’s famous enough & variety was able to convince them to do a shoot on the tower. it all led here. it was all for this.
I’m obsessed with the implication that this was a coming-of-age ritual where a boy becomes a man, like a bar mitzvah
sill.da Farewell Waltz - Chopin

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white t girl i love you. and also do not forget that you are not the modern martyr for the oppressed voice. that's still black girls. it's always been black girls. stories of black martyrdom simply don't make it into the news cycle until the unrest caused by its reporting can be packaged as a "riot" segment between traffic reports. i know you suffer, but whatever you're experiencing, i beg you, when interacting with your community and building nuanced understandings of each other and the system which binds us, to not forget that a black tgirl has felt it 100 times worse before positioning yourself as an authority on all systems of oppression for having suffered unjustly at all. because you have suffered unjustly, but suffering unjustly as a white person means something so much different.
serenely reblogging this once more after deleting responses from white people saying "talking about this is actually unhelpful because im oppressed too" yeah i know. i wrote that down in the post i made, and i also wrote down why remembering the difference is important. did you read it?
there is no malice in my reminder. no "you need to do better", just a reminder. do not read it as such. i didn't write it as such.
again. i did not say you were not oppressed. this post is literally about how you are oppressed. it is a reminder that you are not the most oppressed person in the world, a way i've seen a lot of white transfems acting lately. maybe not even necessarily in a detrimental way, but in a way that definitely leans towards the "white is default" lane of thinking, which erases black suffering, which erases progress towards black safety. this, to me, is troubling, which is why i made this post. it's important when building solidarity within our community to understand who the most vulnerable of us are, because the safety of the most vulnerable of us will ultimately be the safety of all of us.
please do not be offended when you are reminded that your skin is white. im not calling you evil. im asking you to remain aware of yourself.
Oh hey I wrote a small essay on exactly this back when I was still being kind and calmly explaining things to yakubian devils
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wow, look at that, a black trans woman saying the exact thing i said, except she said it a year ago and it didnt get as much traction.
"weird! i wonder why!" she exclaimed, whitely.
please read it. it's not long.
Thing is that I’m not the only Black trans woman writing theory on transfeminism, Black transfeminism, or trans intersectionality - I’m just lightskinned and won’t shut up so I’m one of the most visible ones, and crackers STILL get mad at me for saying the most basic-ass concepts like “white people are still white even if they’re otherwise marginalized”
In many cases, intracommunity racial intersectionality fails because given the choice between solidarity with nonwhite trans people and white people (trans or cis), white trans people will almost always side with other whites in the hopes of preserving a degraded position within white supremacy, because they internally see being “lesser” within whites supremacy but still above nonwhites as preferable to solidarity with nonwhites that loses them that positionality.
I wanna toss this link on here because it’s directly related to the whole “lack of intracommunity solidarity when race is involved” thing and has a specific example from my local community.
💬 0 🔁 132 ❤️ 218 · 100% agreed, but I also want to bring up a similar concern specific to Black transfemmes: the intersection of gendered
if i reblog nothing else for juneteenth i wanted to make sure i brought this one back
firm believer you can't be a ''good person''. too much niuance to life.
you can be good (adjective) but you cannot be good (identity)
if you think you are good (identity) you are more likely to cause harm as you don't consider yourself to be capable of it
sorry not sorry if youre queer and still a mormon your voice should be ignored
ex-mormon queer here. Fuck the church, it's a cult.
if you cant say 'abolish prisons' with your whole chest i dont trust your idea of feminism. everyone get more prison abolitionist now.
Weird peeve time. Calling lab grown gemstones “fake” is stupid because it’s the same shit just not formed naturally. An artificially grown diamond is the same shit as a natural diamond it is the exact same material bro it’s all fuckign carbon
It’s carbon it’s pretty and it didn’t involve slave labor what’s not to love??? Hi I’m having geology opinions tonight apparently. And I’m right
There is so much bullshit in the diamonds industry to be mad about tbh. It also ties into the bullshit of the wedding industry as a whole but we don’t have the time to unpack all that
not even going to lie, the day i learned i could get like 15 lab grown rubies the size of dimes for $20 is the day i spent $20 on rubies, and i have never once said to myself “man, i wish this cost $1,600 and the lives of eight children to produce”
We are a pro-lab-grown mineral blog here, not only is it massively cheaper but massively more ethical as well in many cases.
another very cool lab grown gem is Moissanite. It has a 9.25 on the mohs hardness scale where diamond is a 10. Moissanote also has a 2.69 refractive index in comparison to diamond’s 2.419 and here is the difference
and the best thing about moissanite? It is all lab grown and it costs only a fraction of what diamond costs. So fuck the diamond indsutry and buy lab grown gems which cost significantly less

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i think this captures the defining pathology of the collective social media psyche right now. we are in the thrall of people who are wantonly cruel but who also demand to be coddled at all times in every way
[after starting a fistfight and losing] haha okay man let's all put this behind us and sign a peace treaty between you, me, and my slavering rabid dog. what? oh don't worry the treaty says he'll stop mauling passersby. has he agreed to the treaty? i don't see how that's relevant. i will never ever put him on a leash btw just throwing that out there. so yeah anyway, trucies?
Under Virginia law, a month had to elapse before the death sentence could be carried out. Governor Wise resisted pressures to move up the execution date because, he said, he wanted everyone to see that Brown's rights had been thoroughly respected.
Brown made it clear repeatedly in his letters and conversations that these were the happiest days of his life. He would be publicly murdered, as he put it, but he was an old man and, he said, near death anyway. Brown was politically shrewd and realized his execution would strike a massive blow against Slave Power, a greater blow than he had made so far or had prospects of making otherwise. His death now had a purpose. In the meantime, the death sentence allowed him to publicize his anti-slavery views through the reporters constantly present in Charles Town, and through his voluminous correspondence.
Before his conviction, reporters were not allowed access to Brown, as the judge and Andrew Hunter feared that his statements, if quickly published, would exacerbate tensions, especially among the enslaved. This was much to Brown's frustration, as he stated that he wanted to make a full statement of his motives and intentions through the press.[54]: 212 Once he had been convicted, the restriction was lifted, and, glad for the publicity, he talked with reporters and anyone else who wanted to see him, except pro-slavery clergy.[46]
Brown received more letters than he ever had in his life. He wrote replies constantly, hundreds of eloquent letters, often published in newspapers,[133]: 43 and expressed regret that he could not answer every one of the hundreds more he received. His words exuded spirituality and conviction. Letters picked up by the Northern press won him more supporters in the North while infuriating many white people in the South.
KING
Just a couple of the quotes about him that I like:
“His zeal in the cause of freedom was infinitely superior to mine. Mine was as the taper light, his was as the burning sun. Mine was bounded by time. His stretched away to the silent shores of eternity. I could speak for the slave. John Brown could fight for the slave. I could live for the slave. John Brown could die for the slave.”
-Frederick Douglass
"That new saint, than whom nothing purer or more brave was ever led by into conflict and death, — the new saint awaiting his martyrdom, and who, if he shall suffer, will make the gallows glorious like the cross."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson
[Image Description: initial tweet by Haymarket Books, at HaymarketBooks. It is dated May 9, Twenty twenty-three. It says "Abolitionist John Brown was born May 9, Eighteen hundred." Beneath the tweet is a grayscale portrait of John Brown, an elderly white man with a long, bushy beard. In reply, Edward Ongweso Jr, @ BigBlackJacobin, tweets "Happy birthday to this crazy ass white boy. One day we are gonna go back in time and give him power armor." End I.D.]
need a bad sleep reset
this is a very delicate operation which involves not falling asleep until the late enough tomorrow that i can get a normal nights sleep
If you want to actually fix your sleep schedule you need to consistently go to bed half an hour earlier than the night before AND either keep your wake up time the same OR consistently wake up half an hour earlier as well, until you are sleeping at the times you actually want to be asleep at. This is of course, very difficult to do but does actually work.
This is the first time I've seen the Insomniac's Gambit post with instructions on how to fix your sleep schedule.
Will it work for someone who has Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder? No idea.
Will it absolutely suck to try it? Oh yes.
my politics of transfemininity kinda goes in cycles and i think im circling back to "the reactionary opposition to the existence of transfemininity is not merely because its existence proves the boundaries of sex/gender are mutable, but even more because to choose to be a woman despite being assigned man provides evidence that someone might live in a world in which a man is not the best thing anyone could possibly be"

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me a lesbian: haha lesbians get married so fast!
the ghost of Virginia Woolf that lives in my head: because of the epidemic of lesbian separatism women who find an earnest connection with one another may seem to an outsider “moving too fast” when in fact they are so euphoric about making a connection that they funnel more love in passion into a month than straight relationships plug into a year
me: I’m literally smoking a joint can you let me fucking live
I do like a lot of left-wing policies. I think there are a lot of problems with dignity and distributive fairness under capitalism. And so on. But at the same time, I notice that a lot of online left politics make people worse at thinking. This is, of course, true of any online political culture. People in debate subreddits, for example, get inculcated in norms that make them think of things in a rather silly way. Where to even begin with the ridiculous litany of neurotic quirks and conspiratorial thinking that right-wing online culture gives people?
But as someone who primarily inhabits left-wing social spaces, there are some discursive problems that are distinctive to these niches. This is not so much the result of a coherent online left culture, but rather a patchwork of different left-wing "cultures" that create templates of identification for people. These templates both resonate with and articulate individuals, while providing a not quite conscious inferential framework. They are roughly sorts of patterns of theoretical and practical habituation, and make discursive and explanatory moves more or less automatic. I say these are the results of "cultures" rather than some kind of left monoculture, because it is rather unlikely that someone adopts all of what I take the defective intellectual and practical habits to be, but that fragments of them can be found quite regularly throughout left-wing spaces.
The Totalizing Effect of Politics over Ethics. We recognize, on some level, that the personal is generative of the political, and that the political is the means of redress for some elements of interpersonal conflict. The classic examples of this are just sorts of feminist ordinary cases. From this, we get the birth of the expression "the personal is political." At this step we get an inferential leap from "there are some interpersonal conflicts that demand political resources" to a general skepticism of any distinction made between public and private life. It is not merely that the personal is political, but that the political is the only normative domain. Interpersonal conflict is then brought to political analysis, which is then treated as something structural rather than particular. Habitually moving to this level causes us to neglect our toolkit for engaging with and dealing with interpersonal conflict, and acts of wrongdoing that are not appropriate to legal codification — which are actually most of the day-to-day conflicts that we both deliberate about and have agency over.
Art Criticism as Analysis of Political Implication. This is another aspect of normative narrowing. There is skepticism about the (procedural or robust) reality of the moral that is minimized by the faith in the reality or pertinence of the political. Similarly, there is skepticism about the (procedural or robust) reality of the objects of aesthetic judgment, which includes judgment of artistic quality, beauty, ugliness, the sublime, as well as a plethora of thicker aesthetic predicates that philosophers and art theorists have gone to task on. As such, a sort of relativism goes into place that does not treat art discussion as such as worth having, because there is no space of reasons to enter into; the aesthetic is sub-rational and non-assertoric. In order to fill in that gap that art discussion fills in our social life, we move to "deep readings" of the "text" that are more or less paraphrases of the work into its political content. The quality of some piece of media, then, becomes entirely determined by the correctness of the political content.
The Ambiguity of "Power." The idea of "power" does a lot of the conceptual and normative heavy lifting in the left folk morality. We see this more or less everywhere. Power, in this sense, becomes less a concrete analysis of the particular circumstances at hand, or how it is being exerted or might come to be exerted, but rather a vague look at a small class of social predicates that we're used to seeing in political analysis which can be ascribed to the involved parties. These predicates become reified beyond the actual social dynamics that are supposed to constitute them as something immutable and eternal. Their contingent social embedding becomes universal and transhistorical. Power, in this more vague sense, can be applied anywhere merely in virtue of these predicates applying to everyone in some generic sense. As such, they take on ambiguity, which becomes less a tool for lucid analysis and more an invocation that can be brought forward to vindicate our pre-reflective feelings of moral disgust.
Inference to the Most Cynical Explanation. Being aggressively cynical in response to public events gets you a lot of positive attention. People like to smugly feel like they know better than the people who are shuffled along with the news cycle. This is, after all, the pleasure of dramatic irony. You get two sets of addictive feelings from this: the pleasure of social validation and sense of "seeing through the bullshit" for one, and then the depressive feelings of an irredeemable world. This leads to treading a lot of the same explanatory patterns over and over again. This kind of habituation can lead you to apply the same structure of explanation to a lot of things that vaguely look like it, but for which much more salient explanations can easily be given. But because you're used to deploying the same argumentative strategy, you cannot see it. In particularly bad cases this leads to some rather conspiratorial thinking. Anything bad that happens suddenly becomes a result of our evil corporate overlords' hatred for all that is good and pure. But some things are better explained by rather concrete sociological and material factors, facts about specialization, efficiency, and so on. I have in mind the post about "ai art progress vs progress on automation of ship recycling." Improving people's welfare means taking these considerations seriously and not hand-waving to the malice of bad actors. This also motivates people to mine for the worst interpretation of what someone is saying, either semantically or in pragmatics, and this is a bad norm for facilitating communication and community. Both communication and community are generally important for people's flourishing, as well as being able to sustain any political organization.
Addiction to Despair. This is related to my previous point. Feelings of despair are addictive. Ask anyone who has dealt with a significant depressive episode. It is also very easy to fall into these feelings when you notice that there are a lot of problems in the world that you have relatively little power to solve. But these feelings are destructive to both your mental health and your sense of agency. Perhaps you think some major social upheaval is necessary to change society. Maybe it is. But if you fall into the despair trap, then organizational, popular, democratic means of transition give way to hopeless thinking that goes something like "the only way to achieve socialism is to let the system destroy itself, and allow everything to go to ruin." But institutional failure upheavals seem to generally end rather badly, and in the intermediary a couple of things happen when you opt for the "give up" approach. Conservatives and fascists get more of a say in the types of cultural, social, moral, etc values children get inculcated in at school, in media, in the general public and so on. You also sacrifice the concrete welfare of anyone who is vulnerable to social marginalization, including the poor, LGBTQ+, minority races, people with health conditions, and so on for a rather hazy and speculative benefit. Despair can also go down another path: a sort of eschatological feeling that we are the precipice of the destruction of capitalism and any moment now it will all fall apart. This is also just a disempowering feeling. The whole system is actually pretty robust in terms of ensuring its own survival.
Recognition of Epistemic Injustice to Deference Epistemology. There seems to be a growing tendency toward "just defer" approaches to epistemology, in which the oppressed act as a priestly class to think for people on issues. Certainly transgender people have a better idea of the issues that transgender people face than cisgender people. Certainly black people have a better idea of what issues black people face than white people do. Minorities are in general society testimonially discounted, and this is bad. But this does not mean that people who are part of minority groups cannot be criticized, or should be immediately deferred to when it comes to disagreement. There are at least two reasons for this. First, it is disrespectful of your own autonomy and capability to deliberate that feels a bit creepy and weirdly self-abnegating. Second, minority groups do not at all agree on what their problems are or how to solve them. Deferring to Blaire White or Candace Owens will not help you develop good politics. You have to listen to a variety of viewpoints from different people in different communities and decide for yourself. There is no purely procedural epistemology that is going to save you from having to evaluate for yourself.
Not Knowing What Liberalism and Neo-Liberalism Are. A lot of people on the left like to dunk on liberalism, sometimes to the point where they adopt demonstrably untrue positions like "conservatives have more radical potential than liberals." Liberalism and neo-liberalism have more or less become placeholders for people's complaints about the democratic party or things that middle aged non-conservatives think. And, in fairness, you might think there is a link between the procedural shape of 20th Century liberal ethics and political theory and the kinds of behaviors that generate grievances with the democratic party. People also criticize liberal ideological features like rights, the public/private distinction and so on, but immediately revert to liberal justifications for abortion protection, i.e. right to privacy and right to choice over your own body, as well as marriage equality and a litany of other issues. It is, to my mind, fine to use liberal justifications. But I think it is important to acknowledge these for what they are. Liberalism is an interesting, diverse, and dynamic intellectual tradition that it would be a mistake to be entirely dismissive of. The term "neo-liberalism" is perhaps a worse offender, but where even to begin with that?
There are probably more, but this is sufficient for what I am bothered by at the moment.