man i miss / want an aroace spec relationship where the both of us are going entirely on our own feelings and desires and not whatever society deems to be romantic or platonic , I miss the blurring of lines , I miss confusing others , I miss companionship so strong it doesn't even matter what name we give the feelings (and actions)
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTSvJmuBn/
I've found that this describes what I want so well oml












