#guilty pleasure

maybe even being bent over their lap and fingered until i cream around the two fingers stuffed in my needy pussy

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There is something about being apart that makes certain feelings impossible to ignore. When you're together, there are distractions, conversations, little things happening around you. But distance creates silence, and silence has a way of revealing what someone keeps returning to when nobody else is watching. Sometimes it's your face. Sometimes it's a memory. Sometimes it's the simple thought of what would it feel like if they were here right now? Each pile carries that longing differently, so let's see where their mind goes when you're not beside them.

Pile 1

When you're apart, you become much harder for them to ignore. There is something almost disruptive about the way you enter their thoughts. They can be completely occupied with their own life and then suddenly remember something you said, the way you looked at them, or a moment where the tension between you felt just a little too obvious. And then their mind starts running. They replay interactions, imagine different endings, wonder what might happen if one of you finally stopped holding back. Distance doesn't quiet this attraction; if anything, it gives their imagination more room to play.

They think about possibilities constantly. What would happen if you were alone together? What would it feel like to finally close the space between you? There is definitely a physical current here, but what makes it interesting is that they're equally fascinated by the anticipation. They imagine the look before the touch, the silence before a kiss, the moment when both of you realize you're no longer pretending this is innocent. They want your attention badly, and there is a slightly possessive edge to that desire—not so much owning you, but wanting to be the person you choose, the one whose presence you actively seek when you're lonely, excited, overwhelmed, or simply craving closeness.

But beneath that confidence is anxiety. When you're gone, they can convince themselves they're fine until the next thought of you catches them completely off guard. Then come the questions: Do they think about me too? Am I imagining this? What if I care more than they do? They don't like how vulnerable you make them feel. They want certainty, but they also fear what certainty might require of them. And I think that's why you occupy so much mental space when you're apart—the attraction is strong, but so is the fear of what might happen if they finally admit just how much they want you.

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Pile 2

When you're apart, their thoughts about you begin somewhere incredibly soft. They remember your warmth, your presence, the little expressions you make without realizing anyone is watching. There is something almost indulgent about the way they think of you, like once you're out of sight, they allow themselves to linger over every detail they normally try not to notice. They imagine you beside them in the most ordinary settings sharing a quiet evening, sitting close on the couch, your head resting against them while neither of you really cares what's playing. And somehow, those ordinary images become deeply intimate because what they really miss isn't an event. It's your presence.

Their imagination then drifts toward romance. They think about taking you somewhere beautiful, making you feel cherished, having conversations that stretch long past the point where either of you should be going home. There is a patient sensuality here too. They imagine the gradual closing of distance the first lingering embrace, sitting just a little too close, the moment eye contact lasts long enough for both of you to understand what isn't being said. They don't seem interested in rushing that tension away. Part of them actually enjoys the anticipation, the sweetness of knowing something is building between you. When they think about you, they aren't simply thinking about having you; they're thinking about what it would feel like to slowly become yours too.

And underneath all of that is a very genuine desire for something lasting. When you're away, they wonder what it would be like to know you over time, to learn your habits, your moods, the little things that make you feel loved. They think about whether this could become something worth investing their heart into, something that grows instead of burns out. The strongest feeling I get is almost embarrassingly simple: I wish you were here. Not necessarily for anything dramatic. Just here, within reach, close enough that they don't have to imagine your warmth anymore.

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Pile 3

When you're apart, their thoughts about you carry a strange sense of familiarity, almost like they're remembering something rather than simply missing someone. They hold onto little moments with you. A conversation. A look. Something you said that probably seemed insignificant at the time but stayed with them anyway. Their mind turns these memories over gently, almost like keepsakes, and then begins imagining moments that haven't happened yet. They picture places you could go together, conversations you could have, evenings that somehow already feel nostalgic even though they're still only possibilities.

There is definitely desire here, but it feels deeply connected to emotion. They imagine being close to you late at night, when everything is quieter and neither of you has to perform for anyone. They think about the warmth of being held, lingering kisses, the feeling of finally being close enough that all the tension and curiosity between you has somewhere to settle. What makes their fantasies different is that they don't stop at the intimate moment. Their mind goes immediately to the aftermath—the quiet conversation, the closeness, waking up knowing neither of you has to leave. They want intimacy that feels personal, familiar, and completely yours.

And there is a little sadness woven through it too. They think about what could have happened already, what they might have done differently, what moments they perhaps let pass because they weren't brave enough to act. But rather than staying stuck there, their thoughts turn toward building something. They imagine learning you slowly, proving themselves through consistency, creating a relationship where missing each other is temporary because there is always a next reunion waiting. Their deepest thought when you're apart feels like a promise: I don't want you to remain someone I only imagine. I want to eventually live the things I keep imagining with you.

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"yeah, so i think I'm going to go with the pink top tonight. the one that i showed you earlier. you remember, right? i texted it to you this morning."

soft hands stroking her under the table to a steady rhythm. the geek covers her mouth with her hand and nods, thinking about the photo the cheerleader had sent. low cut top with a lacy black bra peeking through, the way it clung tightly to their waist.

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( cw: albedo being unhinged LOL )

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a/n: a very, very late update yall. i was too busy crying over valko and getting excited over sp aventurine and the nod krai characters reveal that i forgot that my tumblr exists 💔

SYNOPSIS: you dont know why you have your cousin’s best friends’ number saved on your phone, but all you know is that he’s attractive— exactly your type. not wanting to lose this chance to shoot your shot, you decided to become his chat bestie to get closer to him because why not? it’s not everyday you’d get to talk to someone as handsome as him! (careful though, your cousin doesnt want his friends to meet you so try your best to keep this secret from him!)

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