how do we feel about first kisses 🗣️🗣️
At the first press of lips against his, Haruka feels his world caving in.
His head buzzes with static, all coherent thought flying out at the speed of light. Nirei’s breath is shaky too, though Haruka can’t tell if it’s because he’s excited or nervous. He can barely figure out what he’s feeling at the moment.
Their noses bump awkwardly, though that quickly fixes itself when Nirei shifts closer, until their chests are brushing and Haruka swears he can feel their hearts beating in tandem. A bit frustrated, he brings a hand up to steady Nirei’s jaw, trying to tilt his head, and, oh—
Haruka is not sure how much more he can take. With every gentle peck Nirei gives him, the tingling sensation on his lips grow stronger. He’s never found issue with Nirei entering his personal space, but now, it feels like he’s everywhere—from the air Haruka is sucking in desperately, to his whole body from head to toe, tense like a livewire.
“Nirei,” he starts, and he’s not even sure what he wants to say. But Haruka feels like he has to say something to expel all this energy he’s harbouring. “I—”
An intense shudder suddenly zips through his spine, cutting his thoughts off. Haruka takes a moment to realise what just happened, but when he does, his cheeks burst aflame.
“S-Sorry!” Nirei gasps, drawing back. A hand flies to his mouth, but Haruka still catches sight of the teeth that just sunk into his bottom lips. “I got carried away!”
Haruka makes an unintelligible noise. He doesn’t know what that was, but he can’t say it was the worst feeling in the world.
When Nirei starts backing off, though, a surge of panic runs through Haruka’s veins. He grabs for Nirei’s shirt, tugging him close once more, and his blush intensifies when Nirei peers up at him from this angle, his eyes round and sparkly.
No one should be allowed to look like that, Haruka thinks. It’s dangerous for society.
“Don’t run off, you asshole,” he mutters, glancing away. “Finish what you started.”
Haruka doesn’t need to look to see the dumb, sappy smile on Nirei’s face. “If you insist, Sakura-san!”
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