𝔻𝕆𝔾𝕎𝕆𝕆𝔻

so prior to maeve and opal the bunny burrow here. making this home. .. we woulda defs checked out. like ha ha bye. 👋👌🤌🖕🤙👋

we've been defined by our abuse, collectively. so that's hard to let go of. the idenitity in that. but I'm not letting go of Our Idenitity. I'm letting go of our power struggle dynamic within ourselves to descern what's "Good" or "Bad". spectrum words. black and white isn't our shade, you'll find is in the blue and grey left fields 🗯💬💭

anyway "abused" just isn't what I want our reception word to be.

hi welcome to our blo--"WEEEEE WE R E ABUUUUZED !!""" --oH okay (._.'))

abu[z]d -> one[ ]cell[s]

starring:

dogwood as miss whatsit

asher as Charles wallace

it's absolutely okay to ask ! thank you <3

our brother and i are in a..... tif haha. he made a Wild.......WILD.....[and absurdly insulting {he very openly and blatantly insinuated that my hurt ribs are from someone hurting me and me hiding the abuse from him. because #drystan}] accusation against me and maeve and opal. out of fucking NOWHERE. he has a pattern of doing this.... jabby jabby behaviour. but he crossed a major line. and then doubled down and then chose that hill to Die on.

and he stepped away because he yelled at me over video call when i called to visually confrot him immediately. so he said he needs to cool off and emotions are too high (im fine tho lol he may be compelled to Hate His Emotions. we're fine tho. lol

and now our mother has been staying with him, and his wife and my nephiew [a babybaby]. mothwer...... is a christian tradwife nightmare 👀

so..... brother hasn't contacted us in... uh... over a week. not sure long long over a week it's been 😅

HAWK‽ MOTH ‽

i really wanna listen, especially about what seems to be talking about PF-DID which is the subtype / presentation that i have, but listening / reading / thinking about DID (for a prolonged / extensive amount of time only) makes my brain melt, feel like im faking, panic, dissociate, etc.. 😵‍💫 i promise im not just lazy

hi hi hi !

honestly so valid to ask for this <3

and such a valid struggle too <3

[[[our cockatiel, alluka, is perched and helping us respond]]]

idk if we have mental capacity to put highlights together, but to spark your interest; try starting here: [short, but informative]

[[we fully forgot to keep replying oops it's beenhourslol]]::::

ummm ok. uhhhh........ K E Y words::

#cosmology #neurology #neurophysiology #quantum biology #holographic universe #did/mpd

#DR jeni haynes #SBS documentary #2024 #10 year trial [[[#DOGWOOD RELATES TO A FUCKING LOT in this doco Y I k E s]]]

also::::: we'd never think you're lazy 😭😭😭❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 thank you for taking time and effort to ask !!!

ummm wdk how to narrow down lol uhh does any key words comms you [like "speak toyou or spark✨️le your interest?👀]