oops and hi

no one had us for the 1D anniversary every year like liam had us. that man would set up an entire day, make sure his internet connection was strong, crack his back like a glow stick, and get to work like he had a 2 hour deadline every year on july 23rd. and i miss his presence on this day so dearly.

someone ask me whats my favorite band 

what’s your favorite band

reblog to give your headache to elon musk instead

for your own sake do not ever try to tell me anything about one direction

Every piece of 1D content we get going forward is always going to be bittersweet for me -- it's never going to fill be with excitement the way it would have before Liam's death. A lot of fans don't get it -- but there's always going to be a part that's missing. I'll always be wishing things had turned out different.

so so many people won’t understand the gravity of this moment because they became fans too late but those of us who have been waiting since two thousand and fucking fifteen Know. those of us who watched them snipe at each other on twitter and say hurtful things in interviews… pretend the other didn’t even exist for so long… this is for us. those of us who watched them grow older and lose people close to them, watched zayn tentatively post clips of himself singing 1d songs and liking 1d edits. those of us who, only a couple of years ago, heard louis say they need to grow up more before they’re able to have the necessary conversations… those of us who know it’s not farfetched to say that liam loved these two the most in the band. he loved harry and niall, yes, but zayn was his best friend and he still went to louis for advice even years down the line. those of us who remember the time when it used to be harryandlouis & zaynandliam. now liam isnt here to watch his best friends reconcile (partly because of him) and i’m never going to recover from this

who else is at this point where you just listen to 1d music and you instantly feel at home wherever you are bc their voices are so familiar to you and you know them apart by heart and hearing their voices is literally like a hug for your soul bc even when everything changed their music has always been here for you like to me one direction is literally home

i don't think u understand how monumental this is. like they went from not talking to slowly lurking on each others social media to zayn publicly announcing that his friend louis is at his solo show. like. this is groundbreaking to me. this has healed things in me that i didn't even know needed healing. chicken in chile forever. riding on the bus1 high forever