Put Lizards In Ya Ear

“What the fuck shane” and he’s maybe a little hard, and Shane is like “I mean it’s really hot. I like it. I just think you’d suck at pulling out” and he’s got a little smirk and Ilya is like woooow. Turns into bickering which turns into play fighting which turns into dry humping- which turns into Shane on his back with his legs slung over Ilya’s hips, Ilya pushing into him bare and slick with lube.

Once he’s all the way inside, mouth panting against Shane’s, Shane stroking his hand through his hair he’s like “make sure you pull out okay?” And Ilya pulls back to catch Shane’s eye and that little gleam he gets in it and oh game on. Ilya is like “of course baby, don’t wanna get you pregnant, metros stand no chance without next season if you’re knocked up” and Shane’s mouth drops open and his cock throbs between them and he lets out a tiny choked sound and oh. Ilya will be investigating that more later.

But it Shane so it’s game on and he swallows and he says “mm only if you can’t control yourself big boy” and Ilya hates how much that turns him on- and then they’re fucking and Shane is squirmy and loud under him, hands all over Ilya’s chest and neck and face and down his back and gripping at his ass and Ilya loooves that he can fuck him like this now, on his back and glued close and not hiding anything between them anymore. Ilyas getting close and his brain is swimming because he won’t prove Shane right- he won’t but fuck it feels so fucking good and Shane is so tight and wet and perfect around him and his cock looks so pretty throbbing and jolting with Ilya’s thrusts and he loves the way Shane shakes around him after he’s cum and Ilya keeps fucking him through it till he fills him and he wants that and he- he can’t he’s going to be good.

And then shane is kissing him, pulling at his hair, scratching at his scalp and saying “m close” Ilya all low and soft and fuck Ilya loves him and only Ilya gets him like this and they both need this so badly- it’s the whole universe, how good this feels. And Ilya needs Shane to feel good, he’s nodding, kissing Shane back the best he can as he fucks him, harder, deeper, presses his legs apart further the leverage down and in the way Shane loves and Shane is whining, throwing his head back and mumbling “Ilya Ilya” and Ilya might die, like this, he thinks one day because it’s too good. It’s already heaven.

“Let go sweetheart” Ilya is mumbling and shane is nodding and he’s slurring out “don’t cum, don’t cum inside remember, you can’ get me pre” and Ilya is fucking him harder then, Shane’s words stuttering until he cums, back bowed and all over his stomach and chest and he’s so fucking tight round Ilya and Ilya is so fucking close. So close. He needs to cum- but he needs to cum inside Shane.

He’s never once had an issue with pulling out, happy to cover tits or face or ass in his cum instead, but Shane is all dazed and shivery and post orgasm gorgeous on his cock and his hands are grabbing soft and open at Ilya’s back and neck, holding him close and Shane loves being full, Ilya knows this, Ilya loves filling him, he stays inside Shane after sex for as long as he can most times and it’s not right it’s not what he wants, to pull out of the warm secure home of Shane’s body, where he belongs, where Shane takes him like it’s devotion. Ilya is shivering, his shoulder wracking as he fucks Shane and his pace is slowed and he tries to force his hips to stay on the out stroke. To pull back- but he can’t, he can’t stop driving in, helpless little fucks of his good because this feels to good, being Shane’s, connected to him, fucking him open, fitting him on him he can’t make himself stop.

Ilya frowns and looks up at Shane and Shane is head back, mouth parted, soft smile as he takes Ilya’s thrusts, his hand on Ilya’s cheek now, thumb rubbing and Shane mumbles after a big content sigh “fuck baby I love your cock” and then Ilya is whining, low and driving into Shane, all the way, sinking his cock so deep it must hurt a bit for Shane, till he has no more space to go and he cums so hard his thigh and lower stomach cramp with it, Shaking as he ruts and pushes up up up into Shane, filling him.

Loyalty (1869)

— by Briton Rivière

Loyalty (2025)

I was thinking of a situation where ilya does feel shitty abt what he did, and he sees shane apprehensive abt it.

Maybe he's been on edge lately, more bad days than good, he's tired, with a short fuse, and someone made a shitty comment on the ice and he got into a fight. It's not out of the ordinary for there to be fights, but this one was just him snapping and wanting to take it out on the other player, so he just ended up feeling childish after. The bad kind of childish, where he is proving himself to be the irresponsible little shit stirrer, lazy and with no discipline, who would want that as a leader, as a captain? Everyone can see it, can see him, for what he is. Shane is looking serious after that fight, it got ilya a 2 minute penalty, he's probably upset about it. He's letting even Shane down.

He's sitting in the penalty box with stupidstupidstupid ringing in his head, feeling a bruise blooming on his cheek.

No one scores on that power play, but they lose the game 3 - 2 and it piles onto everything else

When shane and ilya get home, Shane wants to check Ilya's bruise, and there is that face again. Lips tight, narrowed eyes, shane is so upset. Ilya feels like he could cry, like he wants to cry and just be held, wants shane to kiss and pet these bad feelings away, this guilt, this sourness in his throat. He knows he wants to regress, to be shane's baby, but he doesn't deserve to do that, and shane wouldn't want him as his baby, he wants a baby who's good for his papa.

So Ilya lets shane look him over, waiting for him to tell him it was a stupid fight, that they lost because of him. Shane wouldn't say the second part, no, but Ilya would know he knows it's true.

Shane just goes to their freezer to get and ice pack and leads ilya to the couch in the livingroom, tells him to lay with him there a bit. Ilya shouldn't accept the comfort, but he's weak and selfish, so he lays on his back, head in shane's lap. Shane is sitting and looking down at ilya, and he brings the ice pack wrapped in a clot to ilya's cheek gently.

Shane strokes ilya's hair as he holds the ice there. Shane is so kind to Ilya, even when ilya fucks up. Ilya shouldn't let him be this good to him, Shane is wasting his time with Ilya. Ilya tricked him and one day Shane will realize that, see who Ilya really is and leave. Ilya is so needy all the time, Shane will get tired of him. He shouldn't take so much from Shane, because that stream is gonna dry up one day. Ilya is so mean and so weak, he can't even hold himself together because now he's crying. Shane is upset and now ilya is crying and shane will feel bad and not be upset anymore, because ilya is playing the victim, ilya is manipulating him, ilya is bad bad bad

"Baby, what's wrong? Does it hurt that much?"

"I'm sorry, papa, I'm sorry"

Ilya is turning on his side, hiding his face in shane's belly, hands clutching in shane's sweater, saying I'm sorry over and over.

Shane sets the ice aside and rocks them slowly until his crying subsides and starts combing his fingers through his hair again, saying in such a sweet voice "You're okay, baby" "Papa's here" "my sweetheart"

When ilya finally manages to look up, his eyes are red and he's sniffling. Shane takes the clot from the ice to dry ilya's face and clean some snot under his nose.

"That was a big cry, baby. How do you feel? You wanna tell me what you're sorry about?"

"'m bad"

"No, ilyushenka, you're not bad, you're my good boy"

"'m bad, papa, i made you mad"

"Who said I was mad, baby? No, I'm not mad. I am worried about you, because my baby is hurt"

"Not mad?"

"Not mad at all, my sweetheart. Papa swears"

"I thought..."

"What did you think?"

Ilya looks away, he feels stupid and silly "i don't want to be bad, papa, i don't want you to leave"

That has tears stinging shane's eyes and moves them so he can lay down too and have ilya in his arms. He needs to old his baby.

"Listen to me, ilyusha. You are so perfect, papa loves you so much. Papa is not leaving, no matter what, because you're not bad."

"I feel bad"

"I know sometimes you will feel like you are bad, but I'm telling you you're not. Now, who do you think knows best?"

"You, papa!"

"That's right, so when you're feeling bad, you listen to papa, because i know my baby, and my baby is sweet and kind, my baby is so beautiful and precious to me, my baby makes me so happy. You need to trust papa when he tells you you're good, okay? You don't listen to the bad monster in your head, you listen to papa."

"Okay papa"

"Promise?" Shane raises his pinky and ilya promises. "I love you so much, my ilyusha, my babylove"

Shane kisses ilya's forehead and cheeks and nose oh so sweetly and ilya melt into him, let's papa look after him. Papa is so big and smart, papa always knows what to do. Ilya is so safe with papa, and he believes shane when he says he won't leave, that he loves ilya, because papa would never lie

They stay like that for a long time, with shane murmuring into ilya's skin how much papa loves his baby. When they go to bed, ilya falls asleep fast, spooned by shane, with Papa's thumb in his mouth, sucking as he let's his mind calm down.

Ilya is so lucky to have papa.

Okay this was longer than i thought it would be, it got away from me. Agereg ilya is so special to me, thank you for sharing him with us

thinking about ilya's offer to go with shane to have the coming out conversation with his parents (because he wants to help, if he can, too) and shane's "would you?" and ilya's no-hesitation "of course”

short form writers look at people writing 100k+ fics as though this is some sort of talent given as part of a fae bargain, that the commitment required shows some sort of ungodly mental fortitude.

At the 1985 Labour party meet, the motion to support LGBT rights as a party was passed due to a block vote from mining unions.

Like: “imagine you can’t swim and someone pushes you into a pool so Shane dives in to rescue you” and it’s the gif of him from the wet tee shirt photo shoot and Ilya is like would u save me Hollander and Shane is like no I’d be the one pushing you