take Ilya's dick out of your mouth before you talk

shane: hey :) play better next time best buddy :)

*lifts off the lid*

i mean if i HAVE to 🙄

luca haas who goes through a femboy phase VERY privately because jesus christ can you imagine how vile the hockey world would be if they knew. it starts small. a slutty miniskirt and some thigh highs. and then matching panty and bralette sets. tucking panties. cheap drugstore makeup that very quickly gets replaced with designer brands. painting his nails with clear coat just to have something.

meets this guy. we’ll call him cliff marleau. and cliff’s not sure he’s into dudes, really, but he likes luca’s vibe and thinks he’s cute. tentatively starts trying to date him to see if he can rock with it. and he’s so nice and kind and respectful. luca feels like he can trust him. so he admits to owning some girly underwear. asks if cliff would want to fuck him in them. cliff ABSOLUTELY does. and it’s such a relief, because luca was so afraid cliff would be one of those dudes that’s only masc4masc and would laugh in his face, but cliff is practically drooling over him in his thigh highs. tugging his panties to the side and eating him out. it’s so fucking good. cliff loves women and knows how to treat them well. it translates to luca with ease.

when cliff calls him babygirl he cums on the spot.

and it doesn’t stop there. cliff worships his tits, calls his ass his pussy and his cock his clit, calls him his pretty girl, his best girl, calls him lucy and he almost blacks out. and eventually he has to reckon with the fact that he only feels present in his body when cliff is looking at him naked and telling him what a good girl he is, how he only feels like a person when cliff calls him she.

and it kind of fucking sucks, because he can’t tell anyone. he can’t transition - though physically he’s mostly okay with his body. sure, his team is chock full of queer men, but they’re all Very Masculine Men. they wouldn’t understand. they might even hate him.

so he keeps it at home, and cliff affirms him, and he lets himself become her when they’re together, and she quietly blooms under his love and care, and it’s okay like that. she is safe and happy and very much loved.