take Ilya's dick out of your mouth before you talk

shane: hey :) play better next time best buddy :)

happy wet shane wednesday!

inspired by this post by @ilyasmole , the whole thing is incredible, but specifically this part:

ilya's own fingers dig into the soft flesh of shane's waist and he tugs him impossibly closer, murmurs, "are you gonna come for me, hollander?" all low and sensual, and shane can barely speak, can only give a desperate nod as his eyes squeeze shut and his cock bobs in the mirror. "yeah? you gonna show me how you come from just this?" and he punctuates the words with the slow pounding of his hips, burying his nose in the side of shane's face and keeping his eyes fixated on where shane continues to leak.

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People don't like living in Ilya’s mansion, they can feel him there. Then along comes young and hungry rising mlh star Shane Hollander, who after billeting his first year jumps at the chance to buy the Ilya Rosanov's old house. The last great player on the Voyageurs, the one whose death led them to a 20 year losing streak that Shane is there to fix.

Shane squirming is evidence of his struggle to give up his power, and if ultimately Shane felt worse after the fact, if he didn't want to continue but Ilya made him anyway, then the cycle would continue, and Ilya would be replicating his own suffering onto someone else. It would be extortion, abuse, all the things that people think sadomasochism is who don't understand what's at it's core.

But Ilya doesn't want Shane to feel worse afterwards. Ilya wants Shane to give up power and to like it. Not in a hollow way, not because Shane thinks he "should" like it or because he thinks Ilya likes it so it's the only way to keep him interested. But to truly, deeply, enjoy it for himself.

This is why the Vegas sex scene is such a lightning rod, because to describe Shane as only feeling "better" or "worse" afterwords would be dismissing the nuance and depth of Shane's arc with his own desires at that point. Shane wanted to follow Ilya's orders and play the game with all its sharp edges, and then afterwards he wanted to feel soft. To be kissed. For Shane, giving up power is a risk, a vulnerability, an act of trust that could end badly, but that is rewarded tenfold every time it doesn't. And Shane comes back to Ilya after Vegas. It's not a clean line from one encounter to the next, but they don't make it to the cottage without Shane deeply enjoying the dance that Ilya curates for them.

And for Ilya, making Shane squirm is evidence that it's not an easy thing, that it's actually quite profound for Shane to give him that power, that it's always a risk. And Ilya loves the thrill of it. Seeing Shane's soft underbelly as he slides up further on the back of the couch, while Ilya holds his trust in his hands as he slides them further up the hem of his (obscenely short) shorts. Gives Shane challenges he has to struggle not to lose, because but-if-you-get-hard is how Ilya injects adrenaline into Shane's bloodstream. Interrupts and embarrasses him while he talks on the phone, because the edge of embarrassment is the tick-tick-tick of a heart beating faster and pushing warm blood to flushed skin. And then finally, the giggling, smiling, "Why was that so hot?" afterwards is Ilya's wild reward, his evidence that taking power is worth it if it's actually a gift.

"woah dude thats a really cool chip. i wonder if theres a way to eat it" at baby with pacifier in mouth

"nope! puppy water. nope! puppy water. nope! puppy water" as baby is trying to drink from the dog's water bowl

And this kid did not have a lot of friends. His teachers thought he wasn't very smart because he made everything about hockey. And they dismissed him when he struggled with math and reading. "if you could just put some of your hockey energy into school, then maybe you would get better." His classmates laughed at the hockey themed valentines day cards him and his mom had to hand make because nowhere was selling hockey themed valentines day cards. And they laugh at him when he repeats the same thing over and over about "getting pucks deep, pucks deep, pucks deep." When he would play all by himself on the yard pretending he was skating, picking up any big stick he could find on the ground, they'd push him around. "Can we play? We'll be defenders" and ram him and take his stick. And he'd just go through all the penalties they would have just gotten over and over again until he can calm down. He celebrated every birthday at the ice rink in his full hockey gear even though he didn't really have classmates showing up. Not for lack of invite.

And his parents try to steer him away from it. They try and watch new sports, they try and get him to watch kids shows, get into things kids his age like, but all he wants to do is watch reruns of the metros cup wins. Wants to wear his hat backwards with his black shirt because that's how Shane looks in the interviews. Memorizes the answers he gives in french even though this kid never learned french in school. And its useless. This kid is hooked and they just kinda have to ride this wave.

So when the announcement comes for the Game Changers camp, these parents do absolutely everything to get him there. They don't care what it takes, this is like a light for all of them really in the midst of all the bullying at school and the meltdowns at home and the obsessive routines that fall apart if even one thing is out of place.

And they explain to the camp that their boy might have a hard time. Might need some time to adjust. That he struggles with math, and reading, and can get caught up in all the rules sometimes. Preemptively trying to say "he's not a bad kid. he's trying his best."

So at the end of the first day, his parents are prepared for a meltdown. Its new, its a lot of kids, the rink can get loud and cold, and he doesn't always do well with transitioning out of hockey. He's hard to pull off the ice at home.

And they can see some upset under the surface when they arrive. He clearly doesn't want to go home. Thats no surprise.

What is a surprise is the way Shane gets down on one knee next to where the boy is sitting upset on the ground. He doesn't move to touch him. He just gets down and the two of them softly have a chat. The boy is tugging on his hair and nodding at what Shane says. And eventually he stands and the parents walk over to them.

"You must be the parents. Its good to meet you," Shane says softly. "I was just going over some things about tomorrow. So that way he would know the schedule."

And they can see their son isn't quite happy, still clearly exhausted. He'll nap in the car and be grumpy at dinner. But he is much more regulated than they expected him to be.

"And, I was telling him about my schedule when I go home. About getting some quite time, making sure I can decompress. I think that's what all good hockey players need, right buddy?"

"Right buddy," he repeats.