this is it

Dissociating into the unknown

I become someone

I barely know

Dissociating I see myself

As a distant memory

A mirror whose reflection

I go to touch

But as I do

The image disappears instantly

My hand reaches to the glass

Hoping to grasp

Close enough to touch

To hold my own hand

And bring me back

But the grip slips

Sliding as a free for all

I'm reaching out to someone

With fingers that fall

She isn't home

She's gone

Where she fears herself

And knows

She doesn't belong

I blink as I flutter

Diving into her soul

With deep eyes

And irises dull

Weepy lids worn as shadows

Desperately searching to find

The girl that's missing inside

But I see her

As if I'm looking on the outside

I see her face

Disappearing into space

Wishing she wore a smile

Instead of the sadness

Spread across her lips

And as I look

I can't help but miss

Times of her past happiness

But moments get displaced

With numbing that takes its place

And I look to her

Seeing silenced cries

Forgotten words never spoken

And a used body

Fragile and broken

Dissociation

I hope the memory dies

And I see the reflection

As who I am

Not the faltered deflection

that eats me alive

Not the shattered glass

Edged sharp with deceit

But a girl who left defeat

And the past behind

With a soul that shined

For a place of beauty

No longer tethered

To the cruelty

Dissociation

I hope the memory dies

And I stay as the girl

I've been searching

me:

alright, since i’m an administrator on the spongebob wiki and this meme has been gaining traction lately i feel obligated to provide clarification.

the one on the left is spongegar from season 3 episode 14 “ugh.” he is not the subject of the caveman spongebob meme.

the one on the right, the caveman spongebob meme we all know and love, is the primitive sponge from season 1 episode 14a “sb-129.”