Next time you go through something hard take off the mask, the smile, the disguise, let the true colors of your emotions shine. Be human with nothing to lose, for there’s no need to cover broken beauty; all it is, is just a time of recovery.
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Next time you go through something hard take off the mask, the smile, the disguise, let the true colors of your emotions shine. Be human with nothing to lose, for there’s no need to cover broken beauty; all it is, is just a time of recovery.

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That’s the problem with telling the truth. People always leave when you’re finally ready to be honest with them.
You make even the numbest parts of me blush.
Drive
I’m in dire need I’ve starved And I'm ready to feed
Bring on the creativity Push to start, I'm driven
I isolate on purpose, it's where magic ignites below surface
I’m in my zone When conquering alone Success feels best when nobody knows
I work hard on my own I fight tooth and nail To never give up Even if i fail
I conquer and defeat You can be my guest, take a seat
Watch me drive as I come up, feeling alive
This isn't a lie I've got the grind I can't be stopped
You might think I’m a lot But it's a mindset of passion And with it, I'm always the champion
I'm headed for the top I promise, I'm the cream of the crop
Wait and you'll see just how I thrive
Take a seat in the back Watch how I drive

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My Honeybee
Grandma, you are my honeybee; always a delight to visit with and see your personality shines in gorgeous vibrancies You are a bumble of fun, jokes and perfection, you're always number 1
Grandma, you are my honeybee; always reminding me to stand tall, shoulders width apart, and wear my head proud For even when I fail, I have the chance to restart I just have to believe, and imagine with my heart
Grandma, You are my honeybee; you pray for my wounds, my heartaches and my past, but are quick to remind me how trials always pass, feeling weak never lasts but strong people do So, you tell me to "never give up on the person, that is you"
Grandma, you are far more than just Grandma, you are my honeybee; my best friend, my everything
She is the fire of summer, the comfort of winter, and she is the reason why even the sun decides to show in December.
My body needs a current
Something that tells me
I'm still breathing;
Even when the resuscitator
Has broke
And I'm still on the floor bleeding
It’s so sad to live a life, without feeling alive. It’s so hard to be alive, without wanting to die. It’s so brutal living but not expecting tomorrow. It’s tragic and immoral; to be alive but not feel like it. I’m so sad to be alive, it’s sometimes the hardest thing I do, and it feels like brutality wishing for no tomorrows.
my mind tells me lies
that continue to confuse
but really
its just a bomb,
i’m trying to diffuse
because to let go,
i might just burst
burst from the pain,
that still fucking hurts

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RIP
Let me rest in peace Have my demons leave So I can quit the costs of all the things I’ve lost Dangle me from a rope No more false hope Let my limbs hang Suffocate me beneath my pillow seams Tell me its the day I get to live out my dreams Just to have it ripped out from under me Choke me with your words Then say, “poor innocent girl” Take my breath away And don’t tell me It’ll come back another day Lay me out to sea With rocks tied below my knees Let me drown Stuck to the ocean ground Bury me under a church hall Let my body rot Then tell everyone, “I meant a lot” Just so I can stop living the hell you brought Kill me in my sleep So I don’t have to live Another false reality Let me go with peace So I can be free; I fear its the only way I’ll get to be me
RIP
Suicide Hotline: Dial 988.
I told myself,
One day
but surely,
That did fade
I gave up
And the cheers stopped
but today,
I know that one more day
is how i keep what i have
it's a life's work
and I can't be led astray
Today,
I must stay.
Pillow Talk
Tangled in bed sheets Beneath pillow seams Are talks of nightmares And forgotten dreams
delicacies
intimate conversations become role plays by touch and sensations do you dare?
infatuations
Legs sprawled in a mess Yours in mine talk less Rip the bedding tucked
Undress your body A sensual fuck Make me a mess with slight ease
i'll be spilling out, begging on my knees karma sutra
get tangled up in me with my legs sprawled dick, please
chills burying my bones Pillow talk Turned to sweet moans
Found me slick with your cock Pearls on my neck Lipstick kisses & skin bitten leaving marks on hotel linens
I’m only yours And you’re my only
Just for tonight,
l'll never be lonely
I sing for the stars
Aim for the moon
And shine like the sun
Fighting the nightmares
That make me run~
Silence
songs sing in the night a sweet tune of pure delight
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not a sound nor a peep just blissful sleep

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oh, what it is
to be unafraid and brave
to have butterflies
dripping from eyes
instead of tears to cry
Memories
memories flash by so quickly rather the time dissipates, until it's gone and stained in places you had long forgotten;
distant and mundane
you can almost touch it but it fades away, right in the grasps of things that betray;
a love learned the hard way
like finding an old photo in a shoebox scented with cologne a 4x6 canvas painted with memory;
emotion captured vacantly
photos become memoirs felt like a scar a permanent reminder always remembered;
but never felt fully there
letters become mail never sent with words never said and lipstick marks faded and pale;
But beneath the envelope
the words are there, they're all written memories that could have been memories that were;
ones that are happening
filling in the blanks with risks we didn't take memories we never made and times that never stayed;
like a burned out star
we treasure keepsakes for tears to stain blurring the memories and written letterings
learning one thing;
time is worth everything
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regrets are never promising