sheep in wolf’s clothes

out of the hospital and they didn't tell me i needed to do the full epilepsy monitoring unit stay again! however the option they did present was brain surgery. that's not a definitive suggestion yet, and they are going to have multiple doctors take a look because my head is apparently weird enough to be interesting on a scholarly level. so i've been digesting that.

the hospital has been giving me seroquel in case i get violent after a seizure but it makes me CRAZY restless to the point where i genuinely cannot sit still, which fucking sucks when they bring it right before i go to sleep. so i'm going to ask if they can cut that and just wait to give it via iv if they actually end up needing it

i SHOULD be done with work for the week... please god...

back at the hospital. the tech who did my iv this time put it right below my wrist bone and it hurts like crazy, i can't move my hand at all :/

i had a seizure yesterday, TWO DAYS before i check back into the hospital for an extended EEG. i'm gonna be pissed if this becomes another week-long stay where nothing happens.