🇨🇳 PAX SINICA 🇨🇳

In the mean time, some waxing strips, hair care stuff including dye or quality cutting utensils and a bit money for ear piercings would honestly help me feel less dysphoric and more like myself.

I hate asking for this help but it's kind of one of the main things fucking with my mental stability in this chapter of my life.

Setting a goal for 150 ^.^

Please don't tag. Other pay methods in the notes.

I just think, don't I deserve to feel better? Don't I deserve to be who I want to be? Don't I deserve to be reparated for all the targeting misgendering harassment suicide messages death threats and pain? Don't I deserve to prove my old friends wrong? Don't I deserve to look in the mirror and feel happiness for once? I want facial hair removal... I want fun nails. To look down at my legs and my feet and not feel like a fucking monster. Not because I'm hairy or ugly but because I am scarred down there. I had old welts and scars from bruises, odd nails from a scary life long past.

I am tired of being half of myself and if I don't change what I see and feel soon, I might cancel all my plans at life and ruin my good work, in every single way there is to.