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last of the orthodox homestucks. vocaloid scholar. online artist and real life whore. professional freeloader. stimulants georg. first one to abort g-d's immaculate conception. previously homeless, currently renting, never letting the tax man in. more or less always going through it.
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"ur like how tumblr users want jesse pinkman 2 be" -our girlfriend's wife
"quite strange, but coherent" -psych er nurse
"you're the only person i trust to come with me to that shitty club" -dj plaisir, the night we met her
"i didn't know they made school shooter music for gays. i liked it a lot." -our father, about an artist we recommended
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FAQ
Q: who are you and why do i follow you?
A: we were previously @/marsti (and @/thebreeoche even longer ago), we changed our url + icon so we wouldn't be matching with our ex anymore. you probably follow us because we make art good.
Q: what do you use to make art?
A: we use clip studio paint pro 3.0, and a wacom intuos medium for all our digital art. the brushes we use are very inconsistent and mostly depend on vibes. for pixel art, we use this dithering set. all our art is coloured using custom gradient maps.
when we were homeless we used ibis paint on our phone with our fingers to draw. sometimes a friend let us use his tablet that had krita on it.
Q: what is [creative thing you're working on] and where can i engage with it?
A: only our webcomic, TRY AGAIN, is currently available publicly. update schedule: very infrequent.
antagonist syndrome, how to fracture noise, and running away on a treadmill are the english titles for the short stories we're writing, featuring the characters of dima, julie, and wave. we are writing them in french and have no idea if we'll ever make them public but we like talking about them.
Q: can i use your art for [thing]?
A: we believe intellectual property is antithetical to creativity and art as a whole, and so our policy is no policy. our art is free to use by anyone for any purpose. use it for banners, icons, reference it, edit it, trace it, repost it, we don't care.
Q: do you have a DNI/DNF?
A: no. it's easier to simply block anyone we find annoying.
Q: why am i blocked?
A: you were annoying.
Q: sometimes you post about things that are upsetting to me, can you tag them please?
A: yeah sure no problem bestie <3 stay safe out there, here's a little kiss on the forehead for you. mwah!
Q: ok cool. can you also tag your selfies for self harm?
A: no.
Q: how are you both polyamorous and aromantic?
A: we don't love our partners. we don't see what's hard to understand here.
Q: just to clarify, what's your gender?
A: we sexually identify as both a living legend and the physical embodiment of a disaster.
Q: no i mean what kind of trans are you
A: surely you can figure out what slurs apply to us by yourself.
Q: i heard you were a bad person
A: yes, and all the allegations are true, and we're both hotter and better than you for it.
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if a trans man needs to hide the fact that he's trans in order to access any form of male privilege, i simply do not believe that is real privilege. i will, and never will, accept that the closet is a privilege. any queer person can go into the closet to access "privilege," and it's dumb when you all try to argue that bs too. are you not tired of making the exact same arguments about recycled queer groups every 5-10 years? nothing is ever new except the New Queer Enemy really IS privileged and evil this time, we promise!
it pains me to say it but the more people talk shit about the women who wear those shorts/leggings with the weird butt seam that looks like it gives you a terminal wedgie, the more compelled I feel to take the womenβs side
and while weβre at it, Iβm done worrying about cameltoe. I donβt have time to be pulling and tugging at my clothes all day. if you can see the outline of my pussy you should say thank you and go about your business
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it's intersexism to benefit from IGM by lying about being intersex to access medical care btw. perpetuating and upholding intersex medical abuse for your own benefit is intersexist and claiming that intersex people (who can also be trans, mind you.) should support that and be okay with it is not only obtuse but dangerous for us.
it is not transphobic or infantilizing to trans people for us to say it's dangerous and ignorant for perisex trans people to claim to be intersex. and I'm tired of the idea that intersex people are uniquely out to destroy trans people's ability to transition comfortably.
idk I can tell that some tumblrinas are not up on fat politics because I see a lot of people saying stuff like βitβs better to be a little fat than waste your life trying to be thinβ or like βitβs chic to have a little bellyβ like okay but there are fat people who are βa lot fatβ and have βa lot of bellyβ which everyone is weirdly silent on all the time. Like the fattest person on earth still deserves to exist in human society with joy and dignity regardless of how they got to that weight or how many health conditions they have as a result of their personal actionsβ¦that should be everyoneβs baseline here Iβm not really sure whatβs complicated about it
additionally even if i was "a little" fat I DONT WANT TO BE CHIC I WANT MEDICAL CARE AND PLANE SEATS THAT FIT ME YOU DUMB FUCKS π like ohhh you think curvy girls with a little belly are oh so hot? first of all if you saw the fat people i want to fuck you would kill yourselves but more importantly, there is genuine discrimination. people are getting hurt. people are dying. people are starving their children so they dont *become* fat. get on board with real fat liberation. like clothes that fit would be nice too but can we stop killing people with medical neglect or hate crimes as well? pls?
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i read an anecdote ages and ages ago from a gay person who grew up with gay parents, and struggled to find any kind of belonging in the gay community because everyone else there was bonding over having homophobic parents. everyone else was defining themselves by their suffering and oppression rather than by their sexuality, leaving this gay person to feel like they weren't really gay because they didn't have the right experiences. they wondered whether more gay people would feel this way as more children grew up with gay parents, if the gay community would leave them behind for not having suffered enough. i think about that anecdote a lot.
a lot of the current rhetoric around gender reminds me of that anecdote. a lot of people are willing to go "transgender people are oppressed for their gender presentation, therefore if you're not oppressed for your gender presentation, you're not trans." but i don't think we should be defining ourselves by our suffering and oppression. what will we do, in a few years, in a few decades, as there start to be, say, adults who were supported in their transition as children? what will we do when a stereotypical trans person can genuinely say they didn't suffer hardship for being trans?
i'm afraid i know the answer. i'm afraid that people are going to close ranks as they've already started closing ranks against intersex people, against nonbinary people, against double binary people, against closeted people. as some people have started closing ranks against people who transitioned in the opposite direction from them. as many people have closed ranks against people with edge case gender experiences. "i don't consider you to be oppressed, therefore you are not welcome to share in this community you might otherwise belong in."
i wish people would understand that we shouldn't do this. i wish people would understand that we benefit from a broader, more inclusive community more than we benefit from whatever purity testing oppression olympics it is that i keep running into.
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