very tired

alchemised is still like. so unconsidered. which is fine but halfway through a thousand-pager it starts to feel like an insult. there's all these sentences that just don't mean anything, it's awesome

watched eeaao. anyone else think it's kinda cool

getting really into the sims medieval again see you in three months

& like to be a snob it's fascinating to me on a ~craft level to pinpoint why specific mechanics function in fic but not in standalone original work, & i'd say "& vice versa" here if i had a single example of a mechanic that functions in original fiction but not in transformative work but i don't. have an example. what i have is 200 pages of shortcuts & a headache