MywhiteSpec

Meet me with your soul bare so I can protect you, your hair growing comosely

Started with a kiss on your cheek

Telling you stories of your worth's peak

Our paths march along the river

My arms around your soul protecting you from a trial's shiver

From a world known for its quiver

You can sit on this pillowy cushion of motherly affection

Swaying you like my top selection

To a sweet sound of the birds flying to one direction

Now fly my little bundle of joy, while you tell me how much you love your complexion

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I jumped in this puddle

Feeling like safety’s giving me a cuddle

You and I have rekindled finally

You pretty soft violin

Softly singing eternally

Grass and open fields

Took off and left our shields

Holding on to me like a cherished prayer

Giving me space to shed every layer

Beautifully lost not yet found

Will they leave me if I stop talking

Will they hurt me if I stop knocking

Will you love me if I start complying

Will you put me on a pedestal then start crying

When I'm not what you thought and you tell me I've been lying

Will you hold me as I'm trying

Will you love me when I'm dying

Will you support me when I start flying

Will you be the one I let in to make me feel less alone instead of denying

That there are problems that need solutions and start identifying

That my issues and actions are well justified and stop implying

That you know me more than I do or the number of people I cut off will start multiplying

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I told him they want to see me weak and he laughed

But he didn't see when she told me you're finally being you as I hold on to my raft

And he didn't see them getting aggressive when I stood my ground while they call me daft

And he doesn't know I packed my bags and left this craft

And he didn't see my lonely when I feel lost in this shaft

But regardless of whether he gets me, he tries

And I think he's slowly seeing through their lies

Take the glove off my hand like I'm Cinderella

Tucking my hair behind my ears and holding an umbrella

Protect me from the rain, the sounds, and the noise

Buy me my favorite childhood toys

Keep me clean and well dressed

Keep my soul well fed so i can say I'm blessed

Take in my perfume while I'm laying on your chest

Hold my broken vase so it can take a clearer form

Take my hand and tell me you're there while I ride this storm 🌺

Black screens in front of you

You see only what's surface level, don't say it's untrue

Looking out the window while leaving the one for my heart closed

Stuck in a spiders web as they starve you and keep you decomposed

Baggy clothes

To cover your woes

This arrow you shot covers me in blood

But you don't realize you're already dead

Storing your silence in a special box

When your pain is begging for a detox

Glitter doesn't make gold, you should know

And covering and burying problems just makes them grow

I won't be here to look after your plant

My selfishness is my shield and I'm making my descent 🎁

Sleeping with my enemy

They hug me and promise a life in paradise just for me

I didn't know this love was a parasite

So I leave this site

Get back what's mine and finally make things right

I look for black birds because I saw their distinction

So I know when I'm dealing with your reincarnation and swear off their possible affliction

I keep my air under a wrap

Because living requires it and sinking makes my hold on these lights snap

I hear the echos of my repressed hungry animals talking

And I know they're telling me they need to nap

A taste of what we need 😘

Sweetness and with that I proceed 😶‍🌫️

Look at our pool of greenery 😘

Look at this renewal passing everyday 😶‍🌫️

Im grateful for my chance to do this my way 😘

I thank god and he's my protector 😶‍🌫️

I can't describe this feeling, but I'm these magic 😶‍🌫️ lights’ collector 😘

Magic and freedom 😶‍🌫️

I'm tired

Aren't we all

I think we hold on to hope that pain doesn't lead to a permanent fall

I think a part of us fights and is fired up

Even if it's quantity won't full up this cup

But rest assured

The light comes again

For me and for you

And if your flame got covered

There's still some fire beneath

So lay your head down and wait for a new dawn

Sometimes we think we're broken

but don't let that define you

There's more to the story

There's more left to be written

Stay safe

And remember to be compassionate to yourself