Sans titre

"You're still a virgin ! when you have sex, if there is any pain, we'll see what we do".

As if being in pain most of the time wasn't enough. Sex shouldn't be the only reason they decide to do something about my pain.

I already feel guilty enough for not being able to have sex because of my trauma, now I feel guilty for not having sex because it's the reason I'm not taken seriously by doctors.

I'm reading "The Song of Achilles" and this song reminds me of Achilles and Patroclus' relationship

It is a French song but here are the lyrics in English :

We will burn the both of us

In hell, my angel

I've planned our goodbyes

To the earth, my angel

And I want to leave with you

I want to die in your arms

Let the sea eat our bodies, ah

Let the salt wash our hearts, ah

I will still love you

I will still love you

Ah, I will still love you

I will still love you

I apologise to the gods

To my mother and her praises

I know all the prayers

All the wishes for it to change

But I want to leave with you

I want to die in your arms

Let the sea eat our bodies, ah

Let the salt wash our hearts, ah

I will still love you

I will still love you

Ah, I will still love you

I will still love you

We will burn the both of us

In hell, my angel

You can write your goodbye

To the earth, my angel

Because I want to leave with you

I want to die in your arms

If the sea eats our bodies, ah

If the salt stings our hearts, ah

I will still love you

I will still love you

Ah, I will still love you