Decided to stop going to my appointments for my endometriosis. Nothing but frustration here. I am in pain most of the time, i want to know if i have any new lesions because my last mri was 3 years ago. But out of three doctors i went to see this year alone, not one is interested in taking my pain seriously.
"You're still a virgin ! when you have sex, if there is any pain, we'll see what we do".
As if being in pain most of the time wasn't enough. Sex shouldn't be the only reason they decide to do something about my pain.
I already feel guilty enough for not being able to have sex because of my trauma, now I feel guilty for not having sex because it's the reason I'm not taken seriously by doctors.
I guess I'll just suffer in silence then.

















