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Your intrusive thoughts are irrelevant to your real being

Do not take your speeches for granted just because people interrupt you

but I'm getting there. I thought I wouldn't do it but I did. I still wear scars and still planting tears, but my hope is stronger. I'll be around much more;my thoughts will be clearer;my mind full. No empty me anymore. No strange ugly feelings. No worries. No negativity. I'm free.

things are not like before..fortunately

Living with a rat is self care

Erase adulthood hate and fear. Because adulthood is maturity. Adulthood is comprehension, tolerance, kindness, loyalty, open minded, thoughtful, patience. What adulthood isn't: not you. Adulthood doesn't and shouldn't dictate your: tastes, opinions, point of view, preferences and most importantly, personality. Adulthood is not limiting, it is growth.

I would gladly stay around you

Guess who is tired but trying to go further anyway?

short guys are so handsome! I have a big crush on one

chubby men can be attractive, they can be a preference

I wouldn't feel better if I thought of positivity rather than act on it. I cried anyway inside when I stayed with my favourite people, I cried anyway drinking hot chocolate, I cried anyway when a random person greeted me, I cried anyway when I heard my favourite song in a mall, I cried inside anyway when I chatted on mobile with my crush. I did. But outside? At least outside I was okay. Outside I felt better and almost felt better even inside. My heart was confused, and it was better like that than pure negativity. That's also self care. It is not immediate but see? It is important.

Grow with your insecurities, you'll also grow out of them

Adam Levine was right. You will be loved

if your best day ever is perfect. It doesn't exist. Your best day ever is a day where you start caring about yourself, where you fail but laugh. Where a cloud fades and you couldn't catch with the camera its previous form but you realize there are more clouds in the whole sky. Where your crush doesn't love you but they like you and you are aware you are liked by them. See? The key is you and only you. The day is perfect if you care about imperfection.