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I was going to type this in my native language, but I'm finding this harder than I expected maybe because by talking about it in another language I can distance myself from what happened. It's always easier to talk about these sorts of things and feelings in another language.

It was a nice Sunday afternoon, the weather was nice a bit warm for a day in January. I had just done my early vote and when I was leaving to return home, I stopped at a crosswalk waiting for the cars to stop, as one does, so I could go. The car on my left does stop and I don’t see any cars on my right, so I start walking and for some reason, I decided to stop in the middle of it when a car comes at a very high speed and doesn’t stop. Fortunately, I wasn’t harmed but so many things could have happened if I had just crossed a few seconds before or if I didn’t have stopped, I would probably be run over by that car.

I was in shock, but I kept walking as nothing had happened, and that’s not normal. Once I had crossed the crosswalk I stopped and got my phone out in my hand and just realise what could have happened. I keep saying ‘what could have happened' because I’m so distanced by what indeed actually happened. I texted my friends about what happened, but I wasn’t still feeling anything,  not a ‘I could have gotten hurt’ or a ‘I can’t believe this happened' and I think this is really worrying. I texted my friends and they were very supportive and asked if I was okay.

It has just been a day and I can’t stop thinking about it and it's not for what happened but for my reaction to it. Am I so damaged that even the possibility of death doesn’t bother me anymore? Am I so mentally exhausted that I can’t feel these feelings, but I can cry about tv shows? Why can’t I cry about this? Why am I so unresponsive to the truth?

I just think it hasn’t sunk in, and when it does it will be very ugly. I just hope this happens after this Friday because I have exams until then and I can't afford a mental breakdown now so close to the finish line.

Where do I begin?

The intro got me in tears so quickly, and million scenarios pop in my head.

"Wtf just happened?" Was my reaction in the final moments of this episode.

And that kiss, I don't know what to say. But that moment before the kiss, Loki appearing out nowhere, Boy that was HOT.

Tbh I never thought this would be how it ended and it broke my heart seeing Mobius not recognise Loki.

And where the fuck did Ravonna just went? I think she is going to be an ally to Kang just like in the comics.

I was so waiting to have a big post credits scene but I liked what I saw. I am super stoked that there is going to be a season 2 and that the hype for Dr. Strange 2 movie is amazing I can't wait to 2022.

My love for Tom Hiddleston is just growing more and more every day and he did an amazing job as Loki (as always). I loved Sophia Di Martino too and I hope to see her more times.

And that's it. I might rewatch all of this once I do a marathon of Marvel movies and series.

This is harder than I imagine.

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Just watched the episode and I'm speechless!!

KEEP IN MIND, I don't watch the teaser trailers for Loki episodes bcs I don't want to know anything before hand. Bcs in some way is a spoiler. (But this is just my opinion)

Okay so let's start!!!

THE AMOUNT OF EASTER EGGS IN THIS EPISODE KILLED ME

First of all, Alligator Loki is just A M A Z I N G

Second, I'm loving Sylvie more and more every second. I didn't know I would love this character so much. Sophia Di Martino have done a wonderful job.

And Third, props to the elder Loki never thought we would do what he did.

For a second there, I thought "wow Ravonna isn't that bad, she is helping Sylvie discover all the truth" and then I was like "Wait Sylvie you are trusting her way to easily, there's something wrong" and THEN miss minutes starts acting so weird and the name of that timeship was so stupid.

Damn it Ravonna, you had the chance to do the right thing and instead you choose to PROTECT THOSE WHO LIED TO YOU. OPEN YOUR DAMN EYES.

Mobius showing up to help Sylvie really got me crying. I love Mobius with all my heart and that hug between him and Loki at the end got me in tears too.

When he said, "you're my favourite" to Sylvie, that moment she realised that she finally had someone that cares about her, just like Loki.

AND HOW COULD I FORGET, the betrayal of the other Loki's. Ahahha, our Loki was like "You really didn't see that coming?" And the "can I go know? I have a beast to kill"

I'm still curious to know what was Sylvie's nexus event, and if anyone has any theories I would love to see them.

I am now waiting for videos explaining somethings I might have missed.

DUDE WTF

My dear MCU, are you trying to kill me? Are you trying to give a heart attack?

It was way to much information and development in only one episode. For Odin's sake I'm only human.

Gotta say I was not expecting anything of what happened in this episode. I cried when Mobius "died" and now, YOU are telling me that he might not be even DEAD?

It's literally a roller coaster of an episode.

It was so wierd seeing Sylvie and Loki on a new pat and I had to pause multiple times afraid that they might kiss.

If you ship them, go head, you do you. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. But I like their friendship so bad that I don't want that to end in "love".

I loved how Mobius just went for it and that it was B-15 that helped Sylvie. I just loved it.

And I recently saw one of Tom Hiddleston's interview (BBC RADIO 1) and he said that episode 4 and 5 were really important because of a new direction or something I just want to say I CANT WAIT FOR EPISODE 5 AHHHHH

NOOOOOOOO

Just because they are spending time together doesn't mean they need to catch feelings and for Odin's sake if the mcu starts any romance between them I will never forgive them.

Because technically (I have my theories) they are each other and for them to start something would be a whole another level of narcissism.

I said what I said.

I seriously don't know where to start.

First I love the dialogue

"you've literally stab people in the back like 50 times.

Oh I'll never do it again"

And I love how we never know his true intentions, and him stalling for the other him. Dude my face was a total "O" for the final scenes when Brandy screwed the TVA AHHHHHH

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The plot:

(call me basic idc)

My soon to be 13 yo brother had written on his discord “Fuck Feminists”. I don't know for how long he had that written, I just noticed when I arrived home for this weekend. And as soon as I read it, I called his name so he can tell me why the fuck did he write that and if he even knew what feminism was.

For what he responded "why? let me be" (something like this, I was too pissed of at him to remember) And I continued to ask him why did he write that and then he said, "Why are you one?"

  THE AUDACITY OF THIS BOY, OF COURSE, I AM, ALL OF US SHOULD BE!

And he said that feminism is equal rights and also, women want to be superior to men. I quickly stop his thought and I try to explain the best I can that feminism is so much more than equal rights. After all of that he said that he supports the cause (of course he does, now that I said I´m a feminist and I'm putting pressure on him)

I don't want to IMAGINE what type of conversations he has with his friends, because I know that my brother doesn't think like that and it's the influences of his dumbass friends.

BUT what got me more pissed of was my mother's reaction. She doesn't know what feminism is and doesn't pay much attention to the subject either. When I explained to her what he did, she quickly said "Oh, he just a boy. He probably doesn't know what that is".

I don't blame her, I blame society. I'm not really going into the subject of boys being treated differently from girls, because girls are so much mature and boys just wanna have fun.

Am I right or am I right?

 THERE IS A TIKTOK SOUND THAT I NEED TO FIND BUT I'M NOT FINDING AND I'M DESPERATE AND GOING CRAZY

IT GOES LIKE 

- I will make you cry 

- you are as effective as pollen 

- I will kill youu 

- Nice try I'm part of Gen z I already want to kill myself 

- So what are u scared of? 

- Eight graders 

- oh yeah me too

pls help me find it, send me the link or at least a video with that sound for me it’s good enoughf 

I’m using the most random #’s bcs i reaaly need your help 

here is a gif