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Resident Evil AU but itās the ābeing chased by zombies and the only light is your dab pen blinkerā meme.
Youre walking around the darkness with Leon. You hear a sound to the side.
āHit it!ā He tells you. And you do. Dead flesh is illuminated for ten seconds- enough to shoot but not enough bullets to kill. You hit a blinker, and every flash of your pen shows the zombie getting closerā¦.
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Leon Kennedy is Autistic: An Analysis by an Autistic Person
DISCLAIMER: This post and all the points I make are highly based on my OWN experiences. I often find parallels between my experiences as a disabled individual and characters I love to help me better cope with and process my feelings. Hate will not be tolerated!!!
Before I get started, Iād like to say that this is not even me scratching the SURFACE of the things I could analyze about Leon and apply to various autistic experiences, this is mostly just the things that resonate with me the most.
Parallel Play/Preferring to Work Alone
It could be attributed to trauma, and the fact he works in a government agency, but Leon has always been the flying solo type. Missions in which it would be better if multiple people worked on it (RE4) HOWEVER! Whenever he does work with others, he often goes off on his own and leaves whoever he's with to deal with what's there (DI, Leon going off immediately after being vaccinated by Rebecca)
Difficulty Communicating/Identifying Emotions
This also plays into the difficulty making friends and maintaining friendships aspect of being autistic. There isn't any direct/obvious representations of this occurring in the franchise, but it can be inferred based upon his interaction with Chris and Rebecca in RE: Vendetta when the two try to recruit Leon on their mission because of the intel he has on the type of BOWs they're dealing with. Speaking of RE: Vendetta, it can also be noted that Leon copes with his inability to cope with/regulate his emotions by drinking, and this is a habit he always had. In fact, he's essentially hung over in RE2, having drunk his feelings away after being broken up with the night before the Raccoon City incident, and he is literally drinking on the job in Damnation. Essentially, he's canonically an alcoholic. As an autistic person, sometimes I would turn to unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal with my emotional dysregulation, especially when I was unaware that I was autistic.
Leon isn't a very emotional person in general, again, It could be chalked up to trauma, but lack of emotional expression is also a common experience/trait amongst autistics.
āInappropriateā Responses to Situations
GODDDD this one is SO prominent in RE4R (hell, even the OG), Infinite Darkness actually everything he's in, I can name at LEAST 2 examples of this. To keep this short, I'll just name ones that I relate painfully hard to, and ones that I find hilarious.
To start, WHENEVR HE JUST SAYS "ok š§" in response to an emotional moment. RE2R, when Claire introduces him to Sherry, in RE4R, when Ashley hugs him and expresses her relief that he's okay, and in Infinite Darkness whenever he checks up on Patrick after the White House Outbreak. It never fails to make me lose it because he's just like me fr.
Thists a sillier one, but I want to mention it because it's so mecore.
Thank you to @highball66 for doing the lord's work of translating the Death Island manga yall seriously heās a legendš
When Leon sends selfies of him on missions. That's it. He just sends it to Hunnigan and I think it's great.
Sensory Issues
Okay, I KNOW LEON IS A GOVERNMENT AGENT AND NEEDS SOME LEVEL OF GEAR ON MISSIONS BUT!!!!! Half the time he isn't even wearing a full set, not even a bullet proof vest. HOWEVER, I did notice that one thing he CONSISTENTLY wears (with the exception of a few instances) is GLOVES!!! This is more of a personal headcannon, but I like to think he's sensitive to texture, especially when handling guns and such, so he wears gloves, so it doesn't feel as terrible. To further back up his sensitivity to texture, in Death Island, after the Dylan BOW explodes and splashes water everywhere, Chris doesn't seem to care about being covered in water while Leon is flicking the water off him.
Literal Thinking - Coming off as Rude/Inappropriate Unintentionally
GODDDDD this is another big one, but Iāll only cover the ones that I relate to a lot to save time. Starting with his initial encounter with Jill in Death Island, theyāre being chased by lickers andā¦well..this interaction
Exhibit B: This scene. Heās just so nonchalant about it and I do the exact same thing without likeā¦intentionally being a āsmartassā or whatever, Iām just being honest š§. Jillās āOhšā at the end of the scene is really what made it hit home, because thatās how people typically react when i have a similar interaction with them
ANOTHER THING!!! All of the instances in which Leon casually asks āso you wanna get dinner?ā Or something along those lines. Itās often interpreted as a poor attempt at flirting, but personally, I think he genuinely just wants food, and he doesnāt understand why ppl are like 𤨠when he asks. He just wants a nice dinner with a nice lady :(
Hyper-empathy
Small disclaimer here, autism is a SPECTRUM. And our empathy levels fluctuate every day. In Leonās case, I see him being hyper-empathetic, much like myself. And being able to empathize so easily with people is incredibly draining. Additionally, a huge thing that is common among autistics is how we tend to respond to people who are sharing their struggles with us sharing our OWN experiences that are similar to theirs, and it often comes off as egocentric and selfish to āmake it about usā, but in reality, thatās our way of saying that we understand what youāre going through, and it helps us process how you may be feeling as well. There are many scenes I could pull from, but I want to talk about one specifically in Infinite Darkness since it resonates so much with me:
The scene within ID in which Jason is having a nightmare, and Leon wakes him up, immediately asking him if he wants to talk about it. Jason recalls the nightmare and his trauma about Penamstan to Leon, and says that he has no idea what it was like, and Leon responds talking about his experience in Raccoon City, and how that affected him similarly
Special Interests & Using Media to Communicate Feelings
There are many aspects of this I could talk about, but Iāve already written 10 pages worth already in this post, so Iāll speed through it.
Personally, I think Leon has a special interest in film! He makes several references throughout the franchise, many of which are overlooked. Personally, my favorite reference he makes is in RE: Vendetta to Pulp Fiction (I think) when Chris and Rebecca confront him during his āvacationā
Final Notes/Conclusion
I had to cut a LOT out from my original mini-essay I wrote about this to fit it better on here, and make it not as boring to read lmao, but I hope you enjoyed my silly little analysis! I love being able to relate my experiences to others, fictional or otherwise, as it helps me feel less alone, and be able to process and cope with what makes my disability aā¦well, a disability. I hope fellow autistics find some solace in this as well, and please let me know your additional thoughts about this topic if youāre a fellow autistic Leon Kennedy headcannoner!!!
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I wanted to use this as an archival sort of post to document any instances in which we were shown or told that Leon was injured in some way. But for purposes of canon accuracy, I'm not going to be including the original games (meaning no cheek scar or stab wound from OG4, etc.) nor will I include any speculation of injuries. There are a lot of times in the franchise where Leon was undoubtedly injured, especially in instances where he was tossed by BOWs, but unless there was a clear visual cue like in Vendetta with him holding his arm afterward, I'm not going to really speculate on it since there's really nothing concrete to go on.
RE2
GSW
The biggest, most obvious injury he sustained here is a gunshot wound (GSW) to his left shoulder. It's hard to tell exactly where the bullet hit him due to the motion blur, but based on the blood-spray from the back part of his shoulder and the blood on the wrap in the front, there would be a clear entrance and exit wound because it went all the way through.
Based on where the dark, more concentrated blood staining is on the wrap, it looks like the bullet almost definitely hit some sort of bone. An exact answer would be heavily dependent upon the entrance and exit angle, the position his arm was in, etc. which we can't see in its entirety, so this is my best estimate. So, it looks like it could've potentially his his scapula or his clavicle.
(Also, note that the placement of where the blood is seems to change a little based on if Leon's wearing the OG2 version of the police costume or the RE2R version. )
But, needless to say, that's going to leave a pretty decent scar and depending on what else was hit/damaged, he likely undoubtedly had to have surgery as well, so there's the potential for surgical scars as well. For example, if the bullet had fractured his clavicle and there were lose bone fragments, they would've had to have done surgery, so he would've had an incision near his collarbone.
RE4R
Concussion
First, he gets slammed so hard he loses consciousness, so that's at least a mild concussion. It's unclear how long he was out for so it's hard to classify it, but it's seemingly at least a mild of moderate TBI.
Fuck up Right Knee
Next, it's not clear what exactly he would've done to his knee here, but slamming it between a metal chain and concrete floor is gonna at least bruise pretty badly. We can see that he limps afterward with the freecam, so rip Leon's right knee.
Cut on Right Hand
Then, Ashley slices his right hand while she's possessed. There's a pretty decent sized blood spray and it's enough that it momentarily fazes him and he looks down at his hand, groans, and holds it so there's definitely going to be a scar there where the blade got his skin.
Laceration to Left Thigh
After that, Krauser slices his thigh pretty good. His blade initially hits the inside of Leon's left thigh and then cuts across the top of it. Again, pretty big blood gush there, and Leon struggles to walk when he goes over to Luis afterward, so Krauser got him pretty good. It doesn't look like it was deep enough to hit his femoral artery, but it's definitely going to scar, and it's gonna hurt like hell.
Damnation
Now, Leon really took a beating in Damnation, and while it's mostly just implied in the movie, we get a lot more information on his injuries in the novelization. It even specifics that he was in so much pain, he laid on the ground throwing up at one point. He also nearly died, so this is definitely one one of the worst missions Leon's been on, at least that we've seen.
Concussion
Like usual in this franchise, Leon gets slammed around a lot, but just like in RE4R, he hits his head after being caught up in an explosion and then falls unconscious a few moments later, so he likely has some degree of a concussion, especially considering he has a headache when he regains consciousness.
Minor Cut to Throat
After Buddy and JD successfully capture Leon and tie him to the chair, Buddy holds the tip of the knife against Leon's throat, right under his chin, after Leon makes a sarcastic comment. Note that this is not the part where Buddy holds the knife to Leon's throat while covering his mouth.
Fractured or Broken Ribs and Clavicle & Dislocated Left Shoulder
During Leon's final fight with the Lickers and the Tyrants, he got tossed and slammed around a lot, which resulted in his left shoulder being dislocated, one of his collarbones being fractured (likely the left one), and several of his ribs likely being fractured.
Unspecified
Although it's unclear exactly what injuries Leon sustained, it's mentioned that he has a lot of pain in his arms, legs, head, and waist apart from the other areas previous mentioned, and considering the fact that he nearly died, it's likely a bit more than some bruising.
Vendetta
Potentially Dislocated Right Shoulder/Injured Right Arm
Based on the ending of the movie and when Leon approaches Chris, he's holding his right arm, signaling that it was injured. A lot of people have speculated it was probably his shoulder that was hurt, and that seems to fall in line with what's shown in the film as well. Arias picked him up and squeezed him twice, and both times, it looks like Leon's shoulders are forced back, which would put a lot of strain on them. This could mean his shoulder was dislocated, or it could've been a muscle tear or strain, rotator cuff issue, etc. So while it's unclear exactly what happened to it, he definitely got hurt enough so that he's holding it.
Alright, I think that covers if not all, at least most of the visible or otherwise obvious injuries Leon's sustained throughout the franchise. Like I mentioned earlier, there was probably a lot more considering what he goes through on a routine basis, but I wanted to stick to the ones that were either explicitly shown or told. There's also a lot of times in the franchise where Leon's not visible injured, but he definitely should've been (bruising around his throat after being strangled various times, the whole fight with Maria, Simmons spitting bones (?) at him, etc.) but... Capcom neglected to show them. If you think I missed any, feel free to drop them in the replies, and I'll update this post as needed!
YES!!!!!! BISEXUAL LEON!!!! TRANS ALLY LEON!!!!!!! GENDER FUCKERY!!!!!!!!!!! i ENCOURAGE u to write so much everything. we need more trans reader x leon content its not even funny. i am absolutely here in support!!!
im just gonna be full cringe on main here but!! i literally think ab being w (re2) leon when i was still an egg, and him being supportive of me when im questioning it and when i come out and being so protective and supportive and <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 i love thinking ab him helping me w starting hrt w both researching who to go to to start it and actually doing it <3<3 (im obsessed w leon and i know hes literally the biggest ally ever. me n him are literally perfect bi4bi :3333) i want him to proudly show me off to his friends and coworkers!!! get weird looks cause we queer as fuck!!! and proud!!!
ok im done HAHSBAHDSBNS š
Screaming back at you!
BISEXUAL LEON IS SUCH A TRANS ALLY. HE WOULD RESEARCH ALL UR DOCTORS APPOINTMENTS WITH YOU. HE WOULD LITERALLY OFFER TO ADMINISTER YOUR DOSE.
I'm so happy re2 Leon brought you peace in those moments <3 Gender is so fucked. Yeah being trans is great, but everything else that comes with it HURTS. Sometimes you just want to sit next to Leon on a big comfy couch talking about your gender, yanno?
I think Leon would be so thrilled to finally have someone take him up on his dinner offer, he would want to show them off. He'd want to know if you were comfortable with it, and whether you were comfortable with going by your correct name/pronouns among his coworkers. He'd be more than happy to show you off to those around him, and would love the fact that you're trans- because it's you.
Thank you for your support and your message! I definitely want to write a leon queerfic. Actually I want to write many. I want one where they're feeling dysphoric, and a history of his bisexuality! I definitely headcanon Leon as bisexual/pansexual, he's just such a friend of Dorothy. That man/nonbinary entity is queer your honor
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pathetic and sad and depressed leon thoughts cause heās a dumb fuckin loser who should die (i would do anything he told me) erm⦠this is also my first post so⦠bare with me
cw/tw: olderbf!leon(age gap not specified), erectile dysfunction(i know, not my fault heās a pathetic traumatised mfā¦), suicidal ideation, nsfw after read more, slight misogyny, porn addiction, choking kink, reader has afab anatomy, nonchalant leonā¦
would definitely thrash and cry in his sleep sometimes, the amount of horror and gore heās experienced first hand wouldnāt be taken away just cause he has a pretty thing like you to love.
i feel like heās always so detached and constantly disassociating that whenever you try to initiate something, anything at all, he just sort of does it out of inertia, just so you can get the relief you want.
heād be rubbing lazy circles on your clit as you cling and squirm against him, as he has you all nuzzled into his chest with his arm under your head.
but that fucker is probably thinking about something else entirely, heās just glad you havenāt gotten sick of him yet. how you still so desperately seek his love and validation.
sex doesnāt excite him anymore, sure, he needs to stick his cock in something warm and wet from time to time, but heās fucked so much in his youth that he doesnāt even see the appeal of it anymore. not to mention the porn addiction he hadā¦
hours on end, just spent in front of magazines, or shitty cassette tapes, that were so old and fucking beat that heād have to fix them himself in order to not have the whoreās moans sound like theyāre from within the depths of hell because the cassette would play in slow motion.
how heād gotten so desensitised to anything that had to do with sex, that at one point he needed to start reading erotica, just to get his dick hard. heād just sit on the shitty mattress of the floor of the apartment he was supposed to call āhomeā , while watching the TV playing porn, like it was some fuckinā game show.
so it doesnāt come as a surprise, at least to him, that with the years, he doesnāt find pleasure in sex, or anything at all really.
but when he sees such a pretty thing like you, so pathetic and constantly begging him to be pounded, guilt would just wash over him, saying to himself that āitās the least i could do for the fuckinā world, right?ā
so again, heād have you under him, peppering wet kisses on your neck, or choking you sometimes. how heād wish to actually snap your fragile neck at times, it didnāt help when your skin would turn slightly pale, it was almost like it was doing something for him, but he decided to ignore it.
his aging, and the shitty way he had lived up until the time you met him, and even as heās with you, doesnāt attenuate the fact that his āstupid fuckinā useless cockā doesnāt even wanna work anymore. he feels so pathetic and helpless. heād rather jump off a bridge, the sound of his body weight reverberating on cold harsh concrete, as his corpse splays out in a million fuckinā particles as it hits the ground, leaving behind just a burgundy mess of what was once your āhandsome old manā , than have to explain to you that he doesnāt wanna fuck, his dick doesnāt work.
he just tries to be grateful for what he has, at least you cook good food. heāll keep attending to your needs, eating you out, buying you toys, fiddling with your clit, heāll keep pretending for his āpretty girlā.
If you're into astrology, what do you think is Leon's chart? :3
OK WAIT. BECAUSE I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS A LOT.
I don't know enough about astrology to theorize an entire birth chart for Leon, however I do have a headcanon that Leon's sun sign is Pisces based on two things:
The fact that Leon's already 21 years old on September 29, 1998, meaning that he had to have been born before then, given that he was born in 1977.
That Pisces is the sign known for being immensely empathetic due to them being the last sign of the zodiac (so they can relate to/have adopted traits from all other zodiac signs). If you look up Piscean traits, every single website you find will mention Pisces' compassion/empathy ā it's the primary trait associated with this sign. They're also known to be adaptable, personable, self-sacrificing, idealistic, and to engage in self-destructive escapist behaviors (i.e. drinking heavily) due to their inability to accept the injustices of the world around them.
Some quotes about Pisces that perfectly describe aspects of Leon's personality:
"Easily touched by human suffering, at least in theory, Pisces wouldnāt hurt a fly. They believe in people, are deeply hurt by compassionless human behavior, and have a hard time saying no. Harsh realities are avoided either through escapist behavior or self-delusion." (x)Ā
"ā¦the Fish might find themselves wading in the depths of hopelessness, despair, self-pity, and pessimism. And if they struggle to set boundaries, they might feel like they're constantly being taken advantage of for caring about and for others. They might be inclined to paint themselves a martyr. All of this can feed into a propensity toward problematic forms of escapism." (x)
"Among Piscesā strengths is their ability to feel deeply and be tuned in to others in a way that nobody else can touch. They are one of the go-with-flowĀ mutable signs, which plays to their strength of connecting with others. "Because of this, they make great chameleons who can get along with a wide variety of people and find a way to flow with whatever life brings to them," says astrologerĀ Rachel Lang. "They are gracefully resilient and adaptable."" (x)
"Pisceans can be almost prophetic at times. Yet to achieve this level of clarity they must exercise constant self-awareness and discipline. They have the ability to be one step ahead at every turn, always pre-empting what others need and how they will respond. Thus they can succeed at almost anything." (x)
"Should they believe is that life is hard, cruel or dangerous, then the only apparent route open to them is escape, either into some kind of addictive habit (drugs, alcohol, romance), or into victimhood." (x)
"Many with the Sun in Pisces feel a calling to be of service that should not be ignored. They can do this in their everyday lives through helping those less fortunate, in their professional lives by pursuing careers that allow they to help, serve or heal, or through volunteering extra time and service to community groups.
As ever though, they need to be on guard against tendencies to give the self away. Many Pisceans seem to have an inner conviction that in order to be of service, they must also suffer in some wayā¦"Ā (x)