indigo boy

Finals are coming up and I wasn’t able to get my extra time accommodation this time around. I really struggle with managing my time and I run out very often. Distractions are a big thing for me bc of misc. neurodivergent symptoms I have yet to put a finger on, but likely stem from audhd/ocd/anxiety. if anyone with that sort of experience has any advice that would actually help I’d love to hear it🤞🤞

I am the silence after a loud noise

I am a hesitation

I am a screech on the speakers

I am unfelt sensations

I am the volume of girls

and the sparkle of boys

I am gaps in between fingers

and the glimmers of what should’ve been joy

I am the love I think isn’t meant for me

and the hatred I create just to shoulder

I am frustration at indifference

and the dry eyes of a numb beholder

I am countless squandered opportunities

and a language of words unsaid

I am regret and pride all at once

and a heart that can’t find its head

I am carefully ignored interjections

and a feeling of discomfort you can’t quite explain

I am all that we mean to each other

His voice in my head for the longest time has been soft/comforting yet upbeat, higher pitched and EXPRESSIVE and that is not what i’m getting AT ALL. And no blame on Joshua Waters, I think he’s an incredible va, but his tone and accent don’t really work with the character and they should’ve done more work with casting instead of just making him “deep voiced sexy British man that the ga will fawn over”,,, I think the Japanese va does a much better job at portraying him and I had to switch to watching in Jpn for this reason.