Em

ever since i was a child ive had a headache

the thing about speaking truthfully from your heart and also being deadpan in your tone is that people will think that you are constantly lying or are being sarcastic. i have never lied about anything ever. except for the times i did lie. but most of those times it was either for the bit or because i thought it would be funny.

all i do anymore is display symptoms

Hey. Stop for a second. Take this moment to appreciate that you don't have to write a paper right now. No one is asking you to write a paper. You don't have to think about the paper or plan your time around the paper. You have the freedom to think about whatever you want. Everything is going to be okay. At least you don't have to write a paper right now

reverse solipsism: everyone else has a vibrant interior life but I'm just a passive observer

I'm pretty sure if you feel like this the solution involves injecting hormones

microdosing hell by being awake and literate

in a way i am my own dead wife

identifying a maladaptive coping mechanism is so bitter sweet like that’s great now i know what i need to stop doing. but that’s literally my something

I don’t have any disorders these are all symptoms of being a vampire