Moonmango

i will leave the original up just for nostalgia, lol. I will update it only a little.

if it seems like I’m victimizing myself in any situation whatsoever please let me know, I don’t know why I keep doing that, im just trying to explain myself and I suck at that :/ also please put assumptions about me based on what I say to the minimum if you are able to, I’m still trying to figure out the nonsensical things I say sometimes, and I’m deeply trying to not say things that will put bad assumptions onto me 😭

here’s what I have currently for a PLACEHOLDER:

About me. . .

Ask is open, you can ask me things (BE RESPECTFUL, I’m very sensitive), or give me ideas for coins! This can include symbols, terms, and flags! You can also ask me to do other stuff but at the moment those are the main three.

I go by many names.

(I used the original to write this lolol. An actual about me will come up at some point, I hope. I prioritize other things though.)

it was a pain in the fluff to delete this all (the original about me when I didn’t realize I could just make a new post). The reason I did do that was because it made everything inefficient. I am aiming to put the information all on one website/document on a website so I can copy and paste the code or link across multiple profiles, as well as easily update it. And then I realized I could just make a new post… man

I do not often check my Activity tab. I tend to check my profile instead, or leave Safari tabs open (hoping they won’t send me to Home when it reloads). I also like to heart things, so maybe I’ll check that place too. I know it seems aggressively stupid (and maybe hypocritical? I don’t know..) of me to engage myself in triggering conversations that will potentially lead me to ignore the replies of such, but I have a really bad obsession that sometimes comes with urges that leads to me feeling distressed for a while if I don’t do something. I’m doing better now, do not worry, but I still slip 👍 

i try my best to be a good person, and I have extreme empathy to the point that it has been toxic empathy for years now but I use it to make sure everyone is okay and also to fight for fairness and all. I don’t fight that much on social media anymore because of the above said reasons

also please try not to bring up the big-3 paraphilias (or their subtypes), I will literally go into a mental breakdown,

also, this is an unethical-action free space too, which means please try to keep yourself from talking about unethical topics when you are here in this blog, or interacting with me in relation to my blog.

and no, I am not Ni or Fe I’m actually Ne and Fi, I just have a lot of my morals connected to commonly shared ethics so it’s just easier to say. And I know ethics aren’t always objective but still, I don’t know how to say this otherwise…

wait my iPad storage just turned full how

Im sorry if you have had to witness my unfortunate curiosity or impulsivity, through the comment sections mainly- Look I have toxic empathy and sometimes I spiral down that hole. I have gotten much better at retaining myself but there’s still more to go, my comments will be there for future viewers, but I will not look at the notifications until now. I still won’t look at all of the notifications and Im sorry about that, I just easily get triggered and all but I still want to be social here. I shouldve been more careful about what I have said, and just so you know, don’t worry, Im not a bad person/being/thing/whatever, I just struggle a lot with emotional regulation and too much empathy and Im actually getting help for that now. This doesn’t seem like a great apology… thats probably because Im preoccupied. :,)

Remember, Im a minor and my brain is still developing. No, that sounds like an excuse. Dang it.

Also, I change a lot- I may become on your DNI list or get taken off of it. I follow a lot of users and it’s hard to check back every now and then. Juggling all of these stances and opinions of mine makes me overwhelmed, unfortunately, and Im sorry about that too :(

How do I apologize…

Im sorry if I made anyone panic or uncomfortable, that was not my intention, and I hope you have healed from such, I am better know and I hope so are you. I will do less if at all, I hope to do none of the conversations but Im unsure if I can completely avoid it- Im seriously not okay and it’s impacting my empathy and sensitivity. My impulsivity/compulsivity did so much…

For why it took me so long to say this? Im on multiple platforms, I only recently started maturing again, it’s the first day of school after break, I had to wait for the perfect time of emotions to do this or else Ill feel even more horrible/triggered (yes Im very sensitive and emotional), etc..

I was gone for a while and Im sorry about that too, I need long breaks for my mental health and life. I have been emotionally/mentally stressed and Im getting better in that too.

Im not sure what else to say right now but I wrote down more (or differently) when I was sad, so maybe if I find that note I can share it with you as well.

Im a ball of anxiety and depression 👍🥲

I gotta keep it together for school and well, my mental health,

Im not better than you, and we are all equal, pat pat :3

What I wanted to say that I feel like people that say “these people with this zodiac have this personality” or something you said probably should be avoided 😭 Because I swear a lot of things people say about Virgo are just not as true for me.

I honestly full-on forgot what I said but yeah, I agree.