The last couple of years changed me in ways I'm still trying to understand.

I tried to escape it, but it all brought me back to myself.

I'm not who I was, not quite who I'll be...

Δ ≠ understanding... and I'm learning to be okay with that ✨

* Pisces — surrender, acceptance, spiritual growth

* Saturn — lessons and maturity

* Pluto — transformation and rebirth

* Neptune — the search for meaning

The High Priestess taught me that intuition isn’t about understanding other people.

It’s about understanding myself.

Knowing what I feel.

Trusting what I see.

And having enough self-respect not to abandon either.

For a long time I thought intuition meant being able to read people.

Now I think it means trusting what I’ve already read.

Not every lesson requires proof.

Not every feeling requires an explanation.

And not every act of compassion requires self-sacrifice.

Compassion and boundaries can coexist.

I would usually do almost anything for someone.

- But I can’t do that.

When I was younger, I asked the universe for someone like me.

That’s why these words stayed with me.

I once offered to change the way I expressed myself for someone I cared deeply for.

She simply replied:

“Don’t change yourself…If I get triggered, let me?”

And somehow, that felt more intimate than being asked to change at all.

This archetype has always been my type.

A realised pattern & problem.

The Queen of Swords’ wit, intelligence and emotional distance mixed with the Knight of Wands’ passion, impulsivity and hot/cold energy.

Magnetic… until avoidance or control take over.

Maybe the real issue is recognising pieces of myself in them too.

The Scorpions attack is the internal aftermath…