Current Obsessions/Things I'm likely to post about:
My d&d character, Nadezhda (Nez) HillsdottÃr, her backstory and things happening in that campaign
The handful of in progress DAI fics I'm working on at the moment (tranquil origin inky, which is mostly written but needs editing; two different Nezquisition AUs; and what if Lavellan actually did sleep with everyone)
Dragon Age lore
I'll update/edit this over time but tbh I don't see these changing for a while
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hawke and varric really said devotion blurs the line between friendship and love. okay. whatever you decide, hawke, i will ugly cry after you are gone in the fade. the world is collapsing, but i will help you, i will stand by you and rule kirkwall with you. you are my favourite story. what.
I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare
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One of my favorite tropes is post apocalyptic towns being named after dilapidated signs with missing letters, like Novac (no vacancy) and Eaden (dead end). There’s something inexplicable about it
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Nadezhda woke in a cold sweat, the screams still ringing in her ears. It had been years since she last saw them, long enough that she had trouble remembering their voice, but she knew it was them. She was certain. There was no one else it could be.
She sat up in her hammock, looking down at her hands, half-awake and half expecting them to be covered in blood, like they were in the dream. It had been so vivid, so real... She got up and walked to the top deck, ignoring Isaac's stares. Surely she looked as haggard as she felt. It was the middle of the night, but it seemed that no one could sleep.
Up top, Zee was speaking with Rhylen and Corson. She ignored them and walked towards the nearest mast, grabbing the lower horizontal bit - she never bothered to learn what it was called - and began to do pull ups. After a few dozen, she noticed Zee had approached her, his head moving up and down watching her.
"Nightmares?" he asked. She had them often, and Zee slept in the same crew cabin, or in the same camp on land, as her for almost two months. It wasn't surprising that he'd picked up on it.
"Worse than usual," she said, not stopping her pull ups. If she could wear herself out enough, she'd have no issue falling back asleep. She just had to exhaust herself beyond the screams still echoing in her head.
Zee nodded and returned to the others. Everyone else in their group seemed to be up here now, chatting quietly. She was close to a hundred pull ups when Pya set, seemingly into the Maelstrom as it always did.
The sky flashed - suddenly bright blue, clear as day - then returned to the dark star-filled sky. She dropped down, still blinking when a comet seemed to come out of the Maelstrom flying east, away from them.
Everyone began discussing and debating, wondering if it was related to the nightmares Corson and Rhylen had. Nadezhda left them on the deck to try to go back to sleep. Those were their problems, not hers, and she intended to leave once they reached Aurelia. But none of them sleeping well, plus strange activity from the Maelstrom? It was an ill omen.
She could still hear the screams as she climbed back into her hammock. Was it her own fears, or something to come? If something happened to them, would she be to blame? Or would she simply learn how much more monstrous she could be?
The conversation about who should be captain went about as she expected. Nadezhda told Zee that Dorin wanted to retire and thought he was the best bet, and Zee asked why not you, Nez?
"All I'm good for is killing," Nadezhda said before she could stop herself.
"I don't know, I think you're alright with people," Zee said, motioning vaguely towards himself.
You don't count. She held her tongue this time. Don't get attached, keep the conversation on track. "I'm a known criminal in Aurelia. It's not a good idea."
That seemed to convince him. The rest of the group agreed, once they talked to them. Dorin worked on hiring additional crew while the ship repairs finished. Once everything was ready, Critter and Rhylen would handle the heist while everyone else prepared for a hot exit.
Nadezhda remembered her last hot exit, just over seven years ago. Not everyone made it. Her fault, of course. It was her job to keep them alive. She would not be caught unawares again.
i think this is my favorite video of all time. ive been utterly enamored with it for years – i really believe it captures such a genuine, delightful aspect of humanity and culture from the 2000s, and its so fun to watch!!
I could tell instantly from the way he was positioned on the bar that this video was going to showcase some serious skill. I was nonetheless cometely unprepared for what happened.
This is not actually DDR! It’s Korean game Pump It Up, which has five panels in an X shape and *much* more lenient timing - that’s what allows extreme freestyling like this!
"Kill your darlings" means "if something is holding you back, get rid of it, even if it sounds pretty."
That's it! That's all it means! It means if you're stuck and stalled out on your story and you could fix the whole block by removing something but you're avoiding removing that thing because it's good, you remove that thing. That's the darling.
It does NOT mean
That you have to get rid of your self-indulgent writing
That you should delete something just because you like it (?wtf?)
That you need to kill off characters (??? what)
That you have to pare your story down to the absolute bare bones
That you have to delete anything whatsoever if you don't want to
The POINT is that you STOP FEELING GUILTY for throwing out good writing that isn't SERVING THE STORY.
The POINT is that you don't get so HUNG UP on the details that you lose sight of the BIG PICTURE.
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