dear reader,

no cause i mean it when i say 36 questions never gets less devastating no matter how many times i listen to it. "whoever you are you have a thousand reasons not to trust whoever i am. for whatever it's worth, i also have no clue as to who i actually am. but i know this is the first time in my life that i am sure." "i don't expect for you to understand perfectly, i loved her too, as much as you, and she'd want you to bury her with me." "i tried so hard to seperate who you are from who you were, but now i'm reevaluating how similar you are to her. you have the same voice and the same cadence when you speak, if i close my eyes you still sound to me like natalie." "when i was with you i was real." all of our word, the ambiguous implications of judith's childhood and how it led to why she did what she did. a better version and how it shows you judith and jase's relationship started with jase not wanting to get caught in a petty lie and judith lying about her whole identity. "they say before you die your whole life flashes before your very eyes, well it didn't the first time, but this time i heard each and every lie i ever told you." "i memorized your voice and how you say goodbye, but you never said goodbye." the progression of "you deserve to get to know the person you're trying your damnest to let go" to "i deserve to let you go and build a better version on my own somehow." "and if you're listening, i love you, i think i always will." i could go on forever

Been thinking about how the new Superman movie did a really good job of giving Clark interests beyond “Truth, Justice, and a Better Tomorrow.” He likes pop punk rock. His favorite meal is breakfast for dinner. Clark does a little dance when he gets the front cover byline. He likes to doom-scroll. Unclear if he’s a dog guy. His girlfriend makes him hot cocoa when he’s sad. So often Superman in film has zero personality beyond tortured alien that must guide humanity. Giving him these small details made the character feel so much more real. He really is just a guy doing his best.

severance is giving plato's cave, the protestant work ethic, ideas on purgatory and idolisation it's giving me brain works

chewing glass at the idea of helena as the egan's family sacrifice (thank u emma) helena being indoctrinated from childhood to either take this burden or believe in the cult of kier enough to volunteer for that burden > helly as a truer version of helena > helly as helena's sacrifice, both known (you know it is torture and yet you still choose to do it) and unknown (in choosing to do it you have long ago lost the person you could have been). sacrifices all the way down !!!!! you are a daughter with a father inside you sacrificing a daughter !!!

severance is like. it's about identity, memory, grief, capitalism, parenting, and protestantism. it's about hells of our own making. it's about prisons. it's about managerial incompetence. it's about unionizing. it's about communication. it's about consumption. it's about cycles of abuse and the segmentation of identity. It's about depersonalization. It's about dehumanization. It's about how humans long for art and connection so desperately that they will find it even in the most artless, sterile places. and also there are pissed off women there which is an additional treat for Me

No bcus the implications of the Saja Boys are so funny like??? Jinu is the only one we've seen has a confirmed music background so did he have to research, train, style, and manage the group by himself???? Did he also have to come up with the concepts and the marketing or is there like a demon thats rlly good at photoshop? Or if its all Jinu that means he had to teach himself fucking adobe after effects and how to use tiktok. Also how did he even research how to make a boy group was he in the trenches of BTS comment sections??? God the more I think about the Saja Boys the funnier it gets

Ive had more thoughts about them bcus this movie had taken over my life. In your idol we can see gwima getting bigger on beat so did they choreograph that with him?? Did they have to beg him to do that or was he so into this whole thing that he wanted to feel included? Also the first time we see jinu dragged back into the demon realm they all have saja boys merch already so did they distribute it to them pre debut?? Do they have merch manufacturers in the demon realm??? Also during the takedown scene theres the fake mira and zoey played by some random demons but how did they know the choreo and lyrics exact?? Did jinu have them spy on the girls practice??