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CRITICAL ROLE 4.31 (4.1 & 4.30) I need to find my family.

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Bolaire looked pretty resigned to it in ep 31 but it seems like a lot of the other characters didn't fully absorb the implications of him being a potential component for a ritual to make a bridge yet. I wonder if they will figure it out as the show goes on and if any of them will care and realize that they're companion thinks he's expendable. Realize that he thinks they'll sacrifice him. Or at the very least risk sacrificing him. Maybe it kills him maybe it doesn't. Maybe he ends up just fine afterwards. Maybe it's horrifically painful. Maybe he's injured severely. We have no idea.
Bolaire is allowing himself to be used as an object, something we know he hates. He isn't even securing himself a new vessel before they leave, he's just handing himself over to Mara. Asleep, unconscious, vulnerable. Anything could happen to him. Mara swore not to lock him in a box. That isn't an oath not to use him in a ritual.
btw . IF bolaire was Always talking about how thjazi hurt him [which he is not. btw] he would kind of have the right to anyway. like. no one listens to it or takes him seriously about it regardless. it wouldn't make much difference.
Right? Like A) he literally doesn't. He straight up didn't say shit until directly confronted about his whole deal and still tried not to say anything too bad about him because Hal was sad, and then afterwards started occasionally saying something mildly bitchy if Thjazi was brought up in conversation. And not even every time Thjazi was brought up, only sometimes! and B) He can talk about it all he likes actually. Nobody has to listen. But... maybe someone should?
“Go in peace.”
Can we talk about how Thjazi was for sure going to murder Bolaire's sister? He was 100% going to sacrifice her to make a bridge and then keep talking to Bolaire like nothing happened. Just putting that out there.
The painted murals and Shay's Blade do not seem to have been negatively affected by the theater ritual, and the Panto masks would serve as the equivalent of Shay's Blade. However, Thjazi did not know that was the case when he threw Termina in the coffin to save for a future ritual. He placed a sentient being's life at risk for an experimental ritual, fully knowing she was sentient because he knew that Bolaire was, without her consent or knowledge. Because Thjazi viewed Termina and Bolaire as lesser beings not worth full moral consideration.
What's more, Thjazi's callous treatment of Termina (and of Bolaire, by not giving him any message warning him what was in the box) not only ruined Bolaire's life, not only landed Termina in an abusive relationship with a master manipulator, but has put innumerable people's lives at risk, because now Termina is on the loose running around with a powerful sorceress whispering poison in her ear.
Things stay where you put them and don't do anything unless you wield them. People, however, have minds of their own. Unfortunately for the people of Dol-Makjar and beyond who are about to be terrorized by Terminamariya, Thjazi thought that Termina was a thing, not a person.
And there are still so many questions and so few answers about the ritual. As for the creation of bridges; There are three components in the first completed ritual, Shay's Blade, The Stone of Nightsong, and The Paint made of Blood. You think Bolaire and Termina are the ritual equivalent of Shay's Blades, which is a very reasonable assumption, but it is just that, an assumption. Three components, one of them sundered to create something new, none of them sentient beings. 1/3 odds of destruction. And that's a success! I don't love those odds. The murals and the Blades are fine, they also aren't people (as far as we know). Would that same process have hurt Bolaire or Termina even if it didn't "hurt" the paint or the blades? (Also I think perhaps the Blades and the paint could have had different fates depending on how well everyone rolled, luckily Liam had very good Producer rolls and Vaelus was selfless).
Does each component have a set "role" in this makeshift ritual or is up to chance? Is it about the choices the ritual casters make? What are the ramifications of being used to build a bridge? Can the blades leave the theater or would leaving collapse the bridge? If the murals are painted over, does the bridge collapse? If one of the Panto Masks are used to build a bridge, even if they survive, what are the other side effects of being used in that way?

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there was a really beautiful moment in last nights episode, during bolaire’s breakdown over his sisters’ return. he was spiralling and argumentative and thaisha just…took it all in, cocked her head to the side and asked a devastatingly insightful question point blank. bolaire. are you angry? or scared? and of course bolaire bursts out as though it’s the most obvious thing in the world that it’s both. bolaire is terrified.
and there was this dawning expression of understanding on thaisha’s face. because up until this point all of bolaire’s issues with thaz, all of his snide comments or outright hostility has been seen by the group as the attitude of someone who is angry and bitter and tbh maybe just sort of petty. but i think in this moment thaisha was re contextualizing all of her previous interactions with bolaire and really seeing him for the first time
and her expression softened. she spoke to him with a gentleness that hadn’t been there before. a relatively quiet moment but one that hit me hard and i havent been able to stop thinking about it.
Considering Mara's reaction to Bolaire being one of the Weapons of the Shapers' War, clearly Thjazi didn't tell the Cloak about Bolaire as more than someone who knows artifacts and has resources for them.
As for why Thjazi didn't bring Bolaire up, there's two ways I can see that going:
One: Thjazi did not know Bolaire's origins
In other words, Thjazi knew he was dealing with a sentient magic mask, but he did not know by whom or for what purpose Bolaire was created.
And it's possible.
Bolaire was made disinclined to share anything with Thjazi that he didn't have to for fear it would be turned against him as more blackmail or something. And given his origin in the Shapers' War raises his value as a rare magical artifact, that seems like a smart secret to keep, even if it leaves Bolaire not knowing whether or not Thjazi actually knows.
Furthermore, the Panto seem to be a rather global secret. Hal had never even heard of what the halflings' weapons might actually be, despite being a history buff/nerd. And Bolaire has done his best to make any hints of the Panto even harder to find in Dol-Makjar in the past decade.
Two: Thjazi did not want to lose Bolaire as a resource
Bolaire was in a very useful position for dealing with all kinds of artifacts thanks to his position as a curator of the Archanade. Thjazi may not have been willing to lose that access to make the halfling bridge to the Piper's Down when/if he knew the Panto was multiple masks. Find one of the others and Thjazi doesn't have to lose a useful tool.
Or, if Thjazi was being nicer, he didn't want to cost Hal what Hal considered a friend that is family if he didn't have to. Hero calls Bolaire "uncle" too. If Thjazi doesn't have to damage his family to make a bridge, he won't. And maybe a pinch of wanting to leave the extra security on Hal and the kids that is Bolaire in place as well.
Both are interesting possibilities and I'll be interested to see if we get an answer on that front.
Or Three: Maybe Thjazi knew on some level that other people would disagree with him about destroying the masks to make a bridge if they knew the masks were walking, talking, thinking beings, (you know, people shit), and he couldn't be having that. Why tell anyone and risk a debate about personhood and ethics? Instead, just hand them an inert mask, telling them to be careful, and do the ritual to make a bridge. What they don't know won't hurt them and won't inconvenience the larger, genuinely noble, goal.
Bolaire was useful enough where Thjazi didn't want to get rid of him unnecessarily. Bolaire was a backup plan in case Thjazi couldn't get his other plans off the ground. His other plans, aka Bolaire's sister Termina.
Maybe this is why Thjazi dehumanized Bolaire in the first place. Being willing to sacrifice someone for the greater good is one thing in the abstract, but if it's a specific plan, that probably wears on your soul and conscience tremendously. I don't care how much you dislike someone, looking at them for years with a plan for their murder (or their sister's murder) in the back of your brain has a spiritual cost. Much easier to pretend Bolaire's just a thing. A bad thing that does bad things with no nuance other than that it's useful. That way if and when Thjazi has to kidnap him and murder him in cold blood, ritually sacrificing him to build a bridge to the afterlife, it's not actually murder and he won't have to feel any complicated feelings about it. The uncle his nieces and nephew are mourning, the man his brother is heartbroken over, Thjazi didn't kill him, he never existed.
Ok it would have been pretty funny if Bolaire had died though because it would mean the ‘Cast Baby Kills PC’ curse was specific to Taliesin’s characters only
I would have been devastated and livid however I can begrudgingly admit that it would have been hilarious if the baby curse was Taliesin specific.
Can we talk about how Thjazi was for sure going to murder Bolaire's sister? He was 100% going to sacrifice her to make a bridge and then keep talking to Bolaire like nothing happened. Just putting that out there.
I'm so happy Bolaire finally said something in front of everyone. Especially Thimble, her of all people. I hope she's really forced to deal with it properly. She loves Thjazi so much and she probably always will, but I do think eventually between Azune and Bolaire she might learn enough to grow and understand a more complete nuanced picture of her bff. There was already a tiny moment when she realized how she didn't know shit about Azune, I want so much more of that.

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Just finished episode 10 of TLOVM. They're going WAAAAAAAY off script huh?! Damn! I'm glad Pike is getting more of the type of arc that was denied to her because of stupid Blindspot, but this crisis of faith is stressing me tf out. Everlight come get your girl she's having a bad time and making some bad choices!
Bolaire wearing Misha:
Bolaire wearing anyone else:
I'm still on Bolaire as the Lux launching himself off the balcony tbh
Thinking about Hal, and how he got so caught up in the moment with Thaisha at the Hallowed Round that he felt like the Round was a project that he and Thaisha had been working on together *all along* (with Shadia and the rest of the troupe of course).
It was *Thaisha* who pushed back on that, saying that she was one of the ones who *hadn't* believed.
It seems like in the moment, Hal attributed all the work that Bolaire had put in with helping get the Round set up and the play running to Thaisha.
And it makes me wonder how much of Hal and Bolaire's relationship was filling the gaps and playing the roles that were created when Hal and Thaisha separated, after they had grown around each other from their very young adulthood into their parenthood and partnership in all things.
I'm thinking of Bolaire saying way back when, that he doesn't know what his and Hal's relationship *is*, only that it's so very important. Like he doesn't know the dance, but he can hear the music and see what his scene partner's doing and follow his lead.
So in this moment between Hal and Thaisha, when Hal's brother is dead and his relationship with Bolaire is shaken and Hal is at the culmination of something he's worked towards for years, he needs someone to share it all with and Thaisha is *here* in this moment and they're connecting over this project that is so important to their culture and history and children, and right now it feels like Thaisha has never been gone at all.
(It's so messy, I love it so much)
Is it bad that I'm slightly rooting for Zebani after that interaction with Wick? Lol obviously not really... but kind of.

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Babies claim yet another PC life at the Critical Role table
“Einfasen trickery or Royce brutality”
*Primus Tachonis finds the body of the Namas Yanessa Halovar has been searching for for the past 2 weeks in his secret basement with an Einfasen Axe and the Royce bracers of strength and the Falcon companion of Thjazi Fang is gone*