here for the daydreams ~ she/her ~ gen y ~ mostly sandman & tolkien, also a bit of non fandom art ~ may post 18+ things, be aware ~ art tag: mathoms drawings
Masterpost of my art. I am mostly interested in traditional drawing and painting techniques and have only recently started to explore that with digital means.
Besides some Tolkien stuff its a lot of Sandman fanart, which i feel quite conflicted about after learning about NGs history as a sexual abuser. Still thinking about what to do with this stuff of mine for now.
art links under the cut
The Sandman Fanart
The Bratty Bow - for Putting Out Fire With Gasoline by notallsandmen
Midnight Smoker - for The Zero Hour by aeon-of-neon
The 1789 White Horse sketch
Fem! Dream in a gown
Tam Lin in the woods - for Oaths by landwriter
wettest cat of the endless - Brief Lives panel redraw WIP
Brideshead Revisited au doodle
betrayed Fem! Dream doodle
Curly Regency Dream - an outtake from my other lil regency thing
Regency Hob, daydreaming
Sad 1989 Hob and also a very silly pseudo egyptian Dream
Dream chatting up Hob - for Chasing Our Ruin by beholdme
Dream/Hypnos - sandtober 2023 prompt "Dream"
1589 Dream - sandtober 2023 prompt "nightmare"
Orpheus - sandtober 2023 prompt "paths"
Queen Titania - sandtober 2023 prompt "fae"
Sigils of the endless - sandtober 2023 prompt "sigil"
another Brideshead Revisited au scene - sandtober 2023 prompt "golden"
wettest cat of the endless (some progress on that WIP) - sandtober 2023 prompt "rain"
Bast - sandtober 2023 prompt "cats"
Dream in a fancy coat - sandtober 2023 prompt "fashion/costumes"
Colour version of Dream in said fancy coat
the hekatae - sandtober 2023 prompts "fate" & "lovely ladies"
Nuala & Dream being a broody killjoy - sandtober 2023 prompt "god forbid a woman do anything"
Hell Takeover - sandtober 2023 prompt "angel"
Hob on the moon 1924 souvenir photo - sandtober 2023 prompt "celestial"
Lady Nyx - sandtober 2023 prompt "mother"
Visitors at the Gate - sandtober 2023 prompt "beast"
Hob lighting a cigarette, June 7th 1989 - sandtober 2023 prompt "fire"
Dream and the skerry - sandtober 2023 prompt "sand"
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It's insane. They hit the same apartment building twice; a family is dead, in a deliberate attack on a civillian multi story apartment building. They hit it with a Shakheed and then hit it again.
We lost power, we lost heating, for a while we lost even connection. We might still lose it, I don't know for how long it's gonna last. Fucking russians.
They're still hurling ballistic at Kyiv right now as I type. Two targets right now. I don't know where it will land.
Upd. In the double tap attack, a medic was killed, several medics are injured. There are four dead, dozens of injured as of time I'm writing (05;34).
Left bank of Kyiv was hit harder, numerous people living there report loss of all three: heating, water, and electricity. It was a targeted attack against civilians and civilian infrastructure and rescue workers. This is not the first time russia does it. It's been almost 4 years we see this specific pattern of an attack (reporting during initial invasion phase 2014-2021 wasn't as good so I am not sure if it went for longer than that). russia employed the same tactic in Syria though, so probably.
Seal Script (Zhuànshū 篆书) is the oldest form of Shufa(Chinese calligraphy) still in use today. It emerged during the Zhou Dynasty and was standardized in the Qin Dynasty. The characters are often elongated and composed of balanced, curved lines. It can look complex and retains a somewhat pictorial quality, reminding you of its origins in ancient inscriptions on bronzes and bones. In short, it's a highly artistic and historical style, often used for seals and formal inscriptions. OP is writing the Chinese idiom "能歌善舞neng ge shan wu" describes a person who is both a skilled singer and an elegant dancer. (cr 云舒先生)
it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.
if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive
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Doing it scared and doing it badly is one thing, but no one seems to talk about doing it alone. When you feel so isolated from your friends and your family but you have shit to do and you have to get it done no matter what. When your support system really is only you. For any myriad of reasons. We do not talk enough about doing it alone.
so i hauve covid rn and i must say, American cold medicine is the absolute bees knees. You go to a UK pharmacy and they tenderly press like eight (8) paracetamol into the palm of your hand... God FORBID you're sick in France, i had to scour every pharmacy in Paris for something that wasn't HOMEOPATHIC PASTILLES. meanwhile last night i took the last of my stash of Nyquil that expired in 2019 and it was like getting hit by a fucking baseball bat (affectionate). press X to timeskip. LOVE me a cheeky little medically induced coma. you can really feel that it's a precursor to meth. i know that everything is fucking awful over there my friedns and my heart goes out to every one of you but if you need one small bright light of national pride in this time of strife please know that i envy you your cold medicine every day
i once took an american antihistamine pill just a basic one for seasonal allergies and i had to immediately lay down and while doing so i vividly hallucinated that i was a steerage passenger on the titanic resigned to my death as my cabin filled up rapidly with water. then i blacked out and when i woke up again my allergies were gone for the entire season.
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If you've done deep dives into Rudolf Steiner's philosophies you may have seen those initials. L.K was an elementary school girl who Steiner once spoke about.
He said of L.K. and kids like her "The girl L.K. in class 1...is one of those cases that are occurring more and more frequently where children are born and human forms exist which actually, with regard to the highest member the ego, are not human at all but are inhabited by beings who do not belong to the human race." He goes on to say that kids like L.K. are "not human beings at all but demons in human form."
Given some of the examples Steiner lists, it's an open secret in Waldorf/anthroposophy circles that he is talking about developmentally disabled children.
I am developmentally disabled. Autistic, specifically. A frequent trope invoked by parents of kids like me is that their real child was "stolen" and "replaced." The implication being that we aren't their real children, we're Something Else. Something not quite human, just like L.K.
Waldorf supporters will often claim that survivors take this quote out of context, that it's a metaphor and no one really thinks this is true.
But as a DD kid at a Waldorf school, it couldn't have been clearer that my teachers did believe it. (as an aside, even if it was a metaphor, it would still be disgusting and ableist and dehumanizing and demonstrate a deep hatred of disabled children)
For one thing, I was literally told this several times, that I was not human. That I was a monster. A demon. Not a person. That I had no soul. Because Steiner said so and he was "clairvoyant" so he must have been right. Because in a cult, you don't question shit like that.
The twisted, appropriative Waldorf take on "karma" was also at play. Other kids (the normal, human kids) were encouraged to either bully me or not interact with me at all, because being nice to me or even basically polite would hurt their "karma."
This was in the mid 2000s. Less than 20 years ago. They believe this. Don't ever let them try to tell you they don't.