Made4venting

I know I can handle everything on my own. But some days, the loneliness grows so loud that my heart starts screaming for warmth, for understanding, for someone to simply stay.

I just want to disappear

perhaps slamming my head into a block of concrete will fix me

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This is me saying this to me…

you ever just sit and realize that you're an awful person

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

I am angry that I can’t make myself quieter. I am angry that I need constant proof that I’m not alone. I am angry that the smallest thing can ruin my whole day. I am angry and I am exhausted of apologizing for that anger.

being mentally ill AND self aware? zero stars, would not recommend

please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

„everything happens for a reason” what could, possibly, be the reason for all of that