sarah lynn

when you feel like you’re starting to get better and suddenly the impending doom sets in again and you know the cycle is about to repeat

me lately

i hope that guilt fucking eats you alive and you NEVER move on and feel good about yourself. feel it. be uncomfortable, be aware of the pain you caused me.

the fact i don’t even remember who this was written about? gotta love having bpd LMFAOOO

I wish people would stop saying “It’s July. Well done for wasting half a year.” Did you make someone smile in the past six months? Did you stroke a cat or throw a stick for a dog? Did you learn a new fact or teach someone a new joke? Did you laugh, cry, scream or sing in the past six months? Because if so, congratulations for not wasting your time at all.

Happy 10th birthday to this, my post of all time. Glad to have spent the last 10+ years wasting my time on tumblr with you all 💖

stop i’m gonna sob this is SO important

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid

so true lmao

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

Samee I was ment to kill myself at the start of this year but I was a fucking bitch and didn’t do it now I just feel guilty fucking hate being here but ik that if I died I wouldn’t deserve to go to heaven lowkey I’d probably feel like shit dead too it’s like every day gets fucking worse

oh i get you :( but i’m so glad you’re here !!! we will make it <3