Fearless Idiot

It’s not about finding a person you can live with, It’s about finding the person you can’t live without.

I acted like it didn’t matter when it was breaking my heart.

Its not just about sex… Don’t get me wrong sex is fucking great… But when you have a connection with someone… When you feel so strong for someone… Just a kiss is enough to make your knees weak… You just cant beat that…

I will show you that I’m different. I choose to accept you, every part of you even the parts you so badly try to hide, I’ll stay up late with you when you can’t sleep, I’ll hold your hand when you need. I’ll take care of you when you feel sick, I’ll write you poems, sing songs to cheer you up. I will laugh with you, we’ll laugh so hard until our stomachs can’t take it no more. I will take you on new adventures, admire every single part of you, look into and possibly get lost in your dreamy eyes. I’ll play silly games with you just to keep you from boredom, I’ll try new foods with you even if I swore to never try it. I’ll be your very best friend the one you can put all your trust into and be sure to never let it be broken again. Just please take this chance and let me show you that I’m different.

Maybe it meant something. Maybe not, in the long run, but no explanation, no mix of words or music or memories can touch that sense of knowing that you were there and alive in that corner of time and the world. Whatever it meant.