40 Something Mom

Hi, it's Linda. I am a 40-something bisexual mom in an intimate relationship with my adult son.

I was on here a few years ago as Itslindarobins, but got kicked off. Probably talking too much about my incest relationship with my son Ben.

But I am trying it again, hoping to reconnect with some great people I used to know, and maybe make some new friends.

I will be posting more soon, including re-posting some things from my earlier blog to fill in my backstory.

Until then, if anyone is reading this, message me and stay safe.

I was chatting with one of my followers on one of the social media sites, and the topic of whether Ben or I take the lead in starting an encounter arose.

It was a great conversation topic, in that it can apply to any intimate couple, not just my son and me. And I thought of some of the times either he or I had taken the lead, and how spontaneous our lovemaking might be.

Having three young children in the household does put some constraints on how free we can be to start or carry-on intimate acts. Nevertheless, we have tried to keep our relationship fresh and exciting. And we share in who starts things.

I thought of the times I might wake my son by stroking his cock in his pajama bottoms, or telling him good morning by giving him a blow-job. He is then ready and eager to respond in kind by letting me get on top of him. That works best on weekend mornings or other times we can be flexible in when we get out of bed.

And a few times when the kids are down for an afternoon nap, gives us some time for impromptu loving. There was a time that I thought of where I was running the vacuum cleaner in the living room while the kids were in their rooms napping. Ben came up behind me at one point, and put his arms around be, kissing my neck. As I stopped to enjoy the sudden attention, he began massaging my breasts and pushing his hips int me. I felt his hard-on and pressed back into him. He then pulled down my sweatpants and panties and bent me over the sofa. He was very hard and made me wet from his attentions. He then fucked me right in our living room until we both came.

Last weekend in July our combined families attended a Pride Festival across the border in Minnesota, in Minneapolis. Ben, our kids and I drove there and met Amanda and Diane with their children, The also brought their friend Audrey.

We met on the grounds of the festival in a park where it was being held. Hugs all around as we were all excited having a group outing on a nice summer day with so many people having fun gathering to celebrate their lives. These days, we all need to find reasons to be happy and proud of ourselves and our love.

We moved through the busy festival grounds, Amanda and Diane holding hands, Joey took Diane’s hand while Audrey pushed the stroller with Iris and Rose. Ben took care of our children. Monica held his hand, Mikey held Monicas’ other hand while Davey held Bens’ other hand. Our little group got a lot of admiring looks from people we passed with some telling us that we looked nice together and how beautiful the children were. We smiled and thanked those who gave the compliments. Amanda and Diane would occasionally steal a quick kiss as we walked through the grounds.

Like in previous Pride Festivals, Monica and the other older kids loved going to the face painting booth where they could get a rainbow painted on their cheeks. And Audrey, Amanda, Diane and I had to check out the jewelry booths. Ben kept the kids corralled while we browsed.   Diane found a pair of dangly rainbow earrings, Audrey and Amanda each found some bracelets they loved.  I found a nice brooch.

We found some food booths for a lunch we could eat at a spot under some trees. While we ate and fed Rose and Iris, we chatted with Audrey. Catching up with what’s been going on in her life. Turns out she did have some news.

She had completed the classes that she had been taking at the community college for the Spring. She will be taking a couple more in the Fall. But Eric, the young man who was the instructor of one of the classes did ask her out after the class finished. Audrey said it was just for coffee the first time. But then he asked her out for a second date, dinner this time. She said they really got along very well, and he really seemed to like her. And she liked him.

During the second date, she got up the courage to tell him that she is transgender. And Audrey was pleasantly surprised that he just smiled and told her that he suspected that, and he was accepting of that. Audrey said that she was pleased that he said that he seemed so sincere. She said some guys either get instantly turned off or are just looking to “score with a tranny”.  

She said Eric took her hand, and told her that when he saw her, he saw someone who was special and he hoped that he could get to know her better. That if she wanted to go out again, he would really like that. She said she told him that she would like that too. They have another date planned for a week later.  Audrey said other than a brief good night kiss on the second date, Eric did not pressure her to have sex. Seemed like he was willing to take their time.

Amanda, Diane and I told Audrey we were all so happy for her and hoped things would work out for her and her new beau. The three of us gave Audrey a hug.

This past weekend was Father’s Day here in the USA. And Ben had a very special weekend. As part of thanking Ben for being the biological father of Amanda and Diane’s children, Amanda, Diane and I arranged to have Ben and Diane spend a special afternoon together on the day before Father’s Day.

Amanda and Diane brought their children, Joey, Rose and Iris to my home and Amanda and I took them with Ben and my children Monica, David and Michael to a local park for a group picnic. Ben did not know what we were planning until Amanda. The kids and I left for the park. We surprised him with the news that Diane wished to give him a special thank-you for fathering her children. Diane greeted him with a passionate kiss and told him that she had brought along a pack of condoms. I suspect Ben started getting hard right then. Amanda and I left with the kids as Diane was leading Ben up to our bedroom.   

The kids had questions about why “Daddy” or “Uncle Ben” and “Mommy Diane” or “Aunt Diane” was not coming with us. Amanda and I just told the kids that they needed to do some “grown-up things” and we would see them later. Not a lie, and their attention switched quickly to our outing together.

Amanda and I got the kids to the park late morning and managed to find a nice spot to set up our family picnic. The weather was nice, sunny but not too warm, and a lot of other families were also out for a day together. We were close to the playground, so I took the older kids to play for a while, in the meantime Amanda stayed back with Rose and Iris and set up our picnic lunch. After the kids had some time to play, I rounded them up to get back to where Amanda had everything set up. We all had a nice lunch together. I helped Amanda feed Rose and Iris. They are a year old now, able to eat sold food, and even pick up small pieces by themselves. They still get breast-fed by Diane on a regular basis, that afternoon I took over part of that with Iris while Amanda fed Rose some breast milk that Diane had expressed earlier.

After lunch, Amanda and I spread out some blankets for the older kids to lie down for a brief nap. Rose and Iris napped in their stroller. While the kids were resting Amanda and I had a chance to talk, mostly about our jobs, the kids and such. When the kids woke up, I took them back to the playground to run off more energy while Amanda cleaned up.

We had spent a few hours at the park, but before we left for home, I texted Ben’s phone to say we were on our way home. Didn’t want to catch them in an awkward situation.

When we came through the front door, Ben was coming down the stairs, looking like he had dressed hurriedly, looking a bit disheveled. Our kids all cried out “Daddy!” and ran to him, hugging him. Monica asked “did you and Auntie Diane miss us?”. Ben just gave her a kiss, and told her he did and was glad she and her brothers were home. Diane came down the stairs soon afterward, brushing her hair back in place, pausing to hug her kids, Joey saying “Mommy Diane, we had fun at the park”. Diane hugged and kissed each of her kids saying “I’m so glad to see my little munchkins”.  Amanda gave Diane a hug and kiss, asking “so, did you have fun babe?”. Diane said “oh, yes”, and winked at Ben. They stayed a few minutes before saying they needed to get their kids home and take care of some things before dinner. We all hugged goodbye, Diane giving Ben another kiss and whispering to him to keep the rest of the pack of condoms…. For later use.

As our kids ran off to play before dinner, Ben and I snuggled a bit on the living room couch. I asked Ben, “did you enjoy your little surprise sweetheart?”. He smiled and said he did and kissed me. “Thanks Linda for being a wonderful mom and wife”. I later found out he and Diane had used two of the condoms she brought. First time was just going to having Ben fuck her as soon as they got in the bed. Then a second more leisurely lovemaking with foreplay before the main event.

But the weekend was not over. On the next morning, Father’s Day, I got up before Ben woke up, got the kids up after I made some coffee, and we went into the bedroom to wake their daddy. The kids rushed in running to the bed crying “Daddy! Happy Father’s Day Daddy!”. The had each made drawings for him in their day care classes for Father’s Day. Ben said they were the most beautiful things he ever saw and hugged and kissed each of them.

I shooed the kids out of the room to go downstairs for breakfast that I set up for them, while I sat on the edge of the bed handing a mug of coffee to Ben, I leaned over to kiss him and told him “Happy Father’s Day sweetheart”. Ben said “thank you honey” and kissed me back.

Last Monday, the 25th was Memorial Day here in the USA. It is a day that people remember members of the Armed Forces that died in the line of duty. My late father had a cousin that died in Vietnam. Dad and his cousin had been close growing up, and every year before he passed away, my father would decorate his cousins’ grave at a nearby Veterans’ Cemetery.

Since my father’s passing, either my sister Jennifer and her family or me and my family would take over the task. This year it was my family’s’ turn. So in the morning Ben and I drove to the cemetery with our children, and placed flowers on Dad’s cousins’ gravesite. It gave me a chance to pass on to our youngest children some stories that my dad told about his cousin, and the sacrifice he made for our country.

Then, we celebrated as a family by meeting Amanda and Diane with their children in a nearby park for a family picnic.

We packed sandwiches, fruit, lemonade and salads for the adults, and older children. Separate food suitable for Iris and Rose, along with breast milk and juice. The park is a popular place for families and was pretty packed with people enjoying the first big holiday of the summer season. But we managed to find a nice shaded spot to spread a couple of blankets and was close to a playground.

  While Amada, Diane and I unpacked the food, plates and cups; Ben took the older children to the playground. Rose and Iris stayed with us so they could be fed first. Diane fed Iris while I fed Rose. Amanda finished setting things up.

I had the chance to ask Amanda about what happened on Mothers’ Day with Ben. She told me pretty much what ben had told me, she had gotten him out to her car under the pretense of asking him for automotive advice, but really wanted to give him a blowjob. She said that when she got back to the rest of us, she had whispered to Diane what she had done, then asked if she could taste Ben, and kissed her. Diane giggled and said that she did. I told Amanda jokingly that she had been very naughty.

After Rose and Iris were fed, Diane went to call Ben and the other kids back for our lunch. We had a lovely lunch on a nice sunny day. It felt so good to be outside after a long cold winter.    

After we finished eating, Monica, Joey, Mikey and Davey began to get restless, and all said they wanted to go play again. Amanda said this time she and Diane could take the kids back to the playground, giving Ben a break. So, with all four older kids jumping up and down with excitement, Amanda and Diane guided them off to the playground,

Our picnic spot was in a fairly secluded spot, screened off from the walkway by some bushes and small trees around. Rose and Iris were napping in their stroller. So I snuggled up next o Ben, commenting that this was a really nice day, and we were so lucky to have a great family. Ben agreed, and I looked at him and told him that I really loved him and gave him a kiss. He smiled and told me that he loved me too and kissed me back.

Soon we were kissing more, almost like a couple of teenagers. I paused, ginning at him as a naughty idea came into my head. I said, “keep an eye out for anyone who might see us”, then pulled down his shorts enough to free up his cock. He had already started getting hard as we were kissing, so I stoked it a few times as we kissed some more. Then taking a quick look around, I tool his cock into my mouth and began sucking on it.

Ben gasped and whispered “oh my god Linda”. Then murmured “oh…mom” a few times. Being reminded like that that he was my son made it more exciting, though being in a public place was exciting in itself. Soon he was gasping again as he came in my mouth. I swallowed the last of his come and put his cock back in his shorts, looking over to make sure Rose and Iris were still asleep. And no sign we were seen by anyone passing by.

Last Sunday 5/10 was Mothers’ Day here in the US. The weather here was lovely, and we had a family gathering at our home. Beside Ben, our children and me, Amanda and Diane with their children, Dianes’ mom Shelby, my sister Jennifer and her family, and Jens’ and my mom. A really full house. It was fortunate that for part of the afternoon it was warm enough to be in the backyard.

Ben and Jens’ husband Ron took care of grilling some chicken and hot dogs. Jens’ twin daughters, Sandy and Kelly took the lead in preparing some of the food and helping with the younger children. And the other moms/grandmoms and I spent some time together catching up on family news.

For the most part everyone was doing well. Mom said she has a few more little aches and pains but is feeling pretty good for her age. Sandy and Kelly are finishing their freshman year in college at the end of this month, and both have summer jobs lined up. Both said they really enjoy college life. I asked if they had gone to any parties on campus, they both just giggled and Sandy said “maybe”.  I asked if either of them had a boyfriend … or girlfriend. Kelly said she was seeing a guy, but wasn’t serious just yet. Sandy said she wasn’t into anything serious yet either.

After our meal, Diane and I were feeding our youngest children while my mom and Shelby chatted some more. Ron and his daughters were cleaning up. Amanda took Ben aside, saying she had a question about her car, and needed an expert’s advice. They went out front to her car. A while later, they came back to the backyard, Amanda grinning slyly as she went over to Diane and gave her a kiss, then whispered something to her that made Diane giggle. Ben just looked a little sheepish.

Later after everyone had gone home, I asked Ben about what happened with him and Amanda. He said that when they got out to her car, he asked what she needed to know. He told me that she pulled him close and kissed him, she told him that she just wanted a few minutes with her sexy little brother. She got into the front seat with him and kissed him again, undoing his jeans. He told me she gave him a blowjob there in the car. I laughed and said that explains how Amanda acted when she came back. Probably told Diane what she had done.