the story between you and me has only just begun.

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

you all need to unpack your bioessentialism, but we also need a better theory of gender than "it's just dressup." I will pick my words carefully here, but the word "gender" itself refers to so many different phenomena that have been lumped together, and we need to un-lump them

a lot of people lately seem to be going heavy on the "performance" use of the word, ignoring (intentionally or otherwise) social classing, intrinsic gender, and subconscious sex. this seems to have led to a lot of "progressive" people treating trans women like men "amabs" who wear womanhood as a costume, and nobody understands why that's wrong because they also think gender is just a performance

see also "why can't you just be a femboy/feminine man/etc"

Imagine being the gays at a pride event in 2004 living their lives when someone grabs the microphone and announces to the room that Ronald Reagan was pronounced dead. Can you even imagine the hype, the celebration, the pure elation

This is the Pride Month that It will happen. I feel it in my gay bones

but also like. hadestown. proud immortal demon way. scum villain. bingge and shen jiu as hades and persephone. but also. yue qingyuan and shen jiu as hades and persephone. but also. tianglang-jun and su xiyan as hades and persephone. luo binghe and shen qingqiu as orpheus and eurydice. shang qinghua as hermes. telling a story over and over again until you can get it right.

Happy pride to black trans people in particular I know it can be tough out here with how often the image of what and who counts as always seems to never consider us

at least the colour green exists

order now to pay 4 klarna payments on that losing dog

a body count not as in homicide nor as in sexuality but as in the trail of people from my childhood and adolescence i should’ve been a better friend to and taken better care of but i was too busy being caught up in my own heartache to recognize their own and therefore our relationship tapered off in an extremely unsatisfying way that continuously manifests itself as a thrumming sense of grief in my chest. anyway which restaurant chains have the best free pre-meal bread?

sorry, but you were socialized christian. I just can't trust you in a trans space

they literally taught you that trans people were subhuman and that you were better than them. I don't know if you can be trusted around other trans people

they scapegoated and abused you for showing signs of transness? uh... no? christianity is the most privileged religion there is. stop whining

ocd feels like the mental equivalent of putting your whole face cheek-down on a hot stove but where it really gets you is that if you try not to touch the stove then you will think to yourself welllllllllllllllll you know what i kind of miss the stove. you know what the stove had a certain je nais se quoi

save me, rice mixed with some bullshit